In fact, Xu Tongdao understood the feeling Ruan Qingqi was talking about.
The combined experiences of his past and present lives are much richer than those of Ruan Qingqi, and he has tasted much more life than she has.
Tongdao Xu had felt the feeling she just mentioned before he was reborn. He had also felt it in recent months and was continuing to feel it.
That's the state of mind.
Before his rebirth, he had been unable to be truly happy for several years after being divorced, and could not muster the energy to do anything.
The whole person also has a tendency to become lazier and lazier.
In fact, during that time, he really wanted to cheer up.
However, it is one thing to cheer up in your heart, but it is another thing entirely to instinctively not want to move your body.
In those years, he suspected that he was suffering from depression and had self-destructive tendencies.
I don’t want to do anything, I don’t want to deal with people, I just want to be a salted fish.
He remembered that during that time, with the divorce, he felt that all his years of hard work had been in vain, and all the money, emotions, and time he had spent were in vain, and it seemed to be meaningless.
He relied on his own willpower to force himself to work, earn money, and work hard to live.
In recent months, since his divorce from Wei Chunlan, he has tasted that feeling again.
Just because he had already experienced it once before he was reborn, his depression was much lighter this time, but the salty fish state of not wanting to do anything still appeared.
This is one of the reasons why he promoted his younger brother Xu Tonglu to be the CEO of Ximen Group and asked Xu Tonglu to manage the company for him while he took care of his two children at home.
He hasn't gotten over the divorce yet.
Fortunately, his willpower is much stronger now than before, and he can usually suppress the negative state in his heart. On the surface, no one can see his depressed mood.
After finishing a glass of wine with Ruan Qingqi again, Ruan Qingqi once again grabbed a wine bottle and poured wine for Comrade Xu.
Seeing her increasingly red face, Comrade Xu said, "Is that letting the bird fly... so good? After so many years, you still can't let it go?"
Ruan Qingqing stopped pouring him wine and looked up at him. He looked at Comrade Xu with his misty drunken eyes, and a self-deprecating smile appeared on his face, "You don't understand! Do you know? His photo, he gave it to me before.
My dad had already thrown away all the gifts. I can’t even remember what he looks like now, but...hehe...but I feel very depressed, can’t be happy, and don’t want to talk to anyone anymore.
Do you understand? You definitely don’t understand! Haha..."
With a self-deprecating laugh, she continued to pour wine for Xu Tongdao, and then filled a glass for herself.
As soon as he put down the bottle, he picked up the glass again and said, "Come on! Let's have another drink with me! Let's not go home until we get drunk tonight, okay?"
Xu Tongdao frowned. He had only been in the box for a few minutes. He had already drank two glasses of foreign wine with her without eating a single bite of food. Now he wanted to drink a third glass. How could he drink like this? This is not drinking, this is drinking.
!
So this time he did not clink glasses with her again, but frowned and advised: "I think you seem to have drank a lot, so just take it easy! My drinking capacity is limited."
Before he finished speaking, Ruan Qingqi saw that he was not clinking his glasses, so he took the initiative to bring the wine glass over, clinked it on his glass, then tilted his neck and drank the wine in the glass.
When he put down the glass, he urged in a rough voice: "Drink! You have a limited capacity for drinking? It's like someone has an unlimited capacity for drinking! Can you please have a good time? Isn't it just drinking? If women don't get drunk, how can you men stand a chance?"
Drink quickly! After you finish drinking, I will let you do what you want, hehe... How about it? Is this okay? "
Xu Tongdao: "..."
She is drunk!
She would never say such words when she was sane.
And she just said it.
Comrade Xu was amused by her and laughed slightly. If he, Xu, really wanted a woman, would he be short of a woman? Besides, she was still immersed in the sadness of her previous relationship, so he really had no interest.
but……
Since she wanted to get drunk so much, he could make it happen.
The sooner she gets drunk, the sooner he can get out of trouble and go home.
With this in mind, Comrade Xu stopped trying to persuade him, picked up his glass and drank it dry.
When he came tonight, she had already drunk a lot of wine. How could he be afraid that he would not be able to drink her? What a joke!
He is sure of victory.
In order to make her drunk as much as possible and go home as early as possible, Xu Tongdao put down the wine glass and grabbed a wine bottle to help her fill the wine. The glass of wine was not filled, but he found that the wine bottle was empty and saw that there were two unopened bottles on the table.
bottle, he took a bottle, opened it, and continued pouring wine.
So the two started drinking together.
In the style of "people are ruthless and don't talk much", you drank one glass of wine and I drank glass after glass of wine. When the second bottle of wine was almost finished, Comrade Xu shook his head vigorously, but he still felt dizzy.
His vision was blurred, and when he couldn't even see Ruan Qingqi's face across the table clearly, he suddenly realized that he was too hasty. This girl has such a heavy drinking capacity, I'm not her.
The opponent must withdraw quickly...
With this thought in mind, he held the table with both hands and tried hard to stand up and say goodbye, but... his arms became weak and he lay drunk on the table, his head was dizzy and he couldn't wake up from the drunkenness.
Ruan Qingqing, who was sitting opposite him, looked at Comrade Xu lying on the table snoring with a pair of drunken eyes. He smiled, shook his head slightly, and sighed: "You are so honest! With such a small amount of alcohol, you dare to drink with me like this.
…”
Putting down the wine glass casually, she smiled and said to herself: "That's right, how can a person who doesn't usually drink much be my opponent, hehe..."
…
Early in the morning.
Comrade Xu had a dream. In the dream, he was walking in his hometown of Xujia Village. When he passed an earthen house, an earthen wall suddenly fell down, and he was trapped under the wall, which made him unable to breathe.
Come on, he instinctively pushed the wall with both hands, but the wall was too heavy. Even though he tried his best, he still couldn't push the earth wall pressing on him.
He felt that he was becoming more and more out of breath, and the despair in his heart became stronger and stronger.
Do I, Xu, have to die in such a miserable way?
The unwillingness in his heart turned into strength. Finally, he pushed hard, and the earth wall on his body was finally pushed away. Then, he finally breathed, but at the same time, he suddenly woke up.
At the same time, I suddenly heard two sounds in my ears.
——"Ouch..."
"Bang..."
What's going on?
Xu Tongdao was startled and sat up on the bed. As soon as he sat up, he realized that he was naked without any clothes.
I don’t know where this room is. It’s dimly lit but luxuriously decorated.
Before he could calm down, he suddenly saw Ruan Qingqing's face emerging from the bed.
Tongdao Xu was startled and subconsciously grabbed the quilt on the bed and hugged it to his chest. What surprised him even more was that he frowned and climbed up from the bed. Ruan Qingqi climbed onto the bed without any clothes on.
Xu Tongdao was dumbfounded.
But Ruan Qingqi complained: "Are you crazy? Push me out of bed?"