After leaving the hospital and taking the car home, Tongdao Xu remained silent.
The truth, he had already heard from his sister Ge Yuzhu.
After listening, he fell into a long silence.
He never dreamed that one day his elderly mother, whom he had been faithful to all his life, would pull such a trick to deceive him.
And the purpose... was to let him let the children outside recognize their ancestors.
Tongdao Xu no longer knew how to describe his feelings when he learned the truth.
Angry?
It seems not.
What's more, he is glad that his mother lied to him. Her life has not come to an end yet, and he still has a chance to fulfill his filial piety.
But besides being happy, he was also speechless.
There are many means to achieve his goal, but his mother chose such a scary one, which made him suffer from emotional ups and downs.
When he got home, he wanted to go to his mother's room and ask her why she did this.
However, the moment he walked into the house, he sighed and gave up the idea.
His sister had already told him the reason, so why should he ask his mother again? Why would he embarrass his mother?
She is already so old, so let’s forget it!
Besides, it is normal for an old man of her age to hope that her children and grandchildren can recognize their ancestors and return to their clan. What's more, she has not been able to fulfill her wish in the end.
Returning to his bedroom upstairs, Xu Tongdao took a shower, but didn't want to go to sleep immediately. He put on a bathrobe, took a bottle of red wine and a goblet, went to the balcony of the bedroom, and sat relaxed in a chair.
, poured himself half a glass of red wine, looked at the night quietly, and sipped the red wine silently.
Although what happened to his mother this time seems to be false now, he doesn't know the truth and thinks that she really died not long ago, but he remembers his mood and feelings very clearly.
Powerless, regretful, ashamed...
I feel powerless that I still can't extend my mother's life after resurrecting my life; I regret that I can't continue to fulfill my filial piety; and looking back on the years after my rebirth, I feel ashamed that I haven't done enough or good enough for my mother...
Today, after learning that his mother passed away soon, and before he learned the truth, he deeply realized a truth - life is lived by people, so people... are the most important. If one day, the most important thing in his life
Those people you care about are gone, so no matter how much money you have, what's the point of living in this world?
On the balcony.
Under night.
Xu Tongdao sipped the red wine in his glass and looked up at the dark night where no faces could be reflected, but he seemed to see many people on the night.
There are those before rebirth, and there are many after rebirth.
Some important or unimportant people in his life appeared like silent images in the night.
He remembered his ex-wife who divorced him before he was reborn. Now that he thought of that woman, he had no hatred or resentment in his heart. It was so long that he could no longer resonate with his original self. Today, recently
After experiencing so much time, so many people and so many things, he could no longer assume the person he was before his rebirth.
Now when he recalled the people and things before his rebirth, it was like he was reading another person's story.
Thinking about it now, although that woman was married to him and slept with him for several years, it was obvious that he, Comrade Xu, had never truly entered her heart.
They have always been in the same bed and have different dreams.
In addition, as time went by, the two of them never had a child in common to serve as the emotional bond between the couple. In the end, they came to the stage of divorce. I can only say that it is normal and not unexpected.
As he swallowed the red wine in his stomach, Comrade Xu looked up at the night and thought of Wu Yali again. She was the first woman he had an intimate relationship with after his rebirth.
She is also the only woman he has ever had in his two lifetimes whose butt is bigger than his shoulders.
Her figure is his favorite type.
I still remember that when I was with her, she said that her husband had died and she was living alone in Shazhou County with her daughter. She often took her daughter to her mother's canteen by bicycle to eat and drink.
He still remembered helping her fill the gas tank.
I also remember that when he was about to leave her house that night, she suddenly stopped him, and then unexpectedly threw herself into his arms and kissed him.
That was the first time he saw her passionate side. It was completely different from the impression she usually left on him, but it also fascinated him.
He thought that when he reached the legal age for marriage, he would get a marriage license from her and be with her reasonably and legally.
However……
Who would have thought that she would have a third side...
The husband she said was dead actually came home.
…
Comrade Xu remembered Bu Yinghui again.
She is very beautiful.
When he met her, she was just an ordinary waiter in the restaurant where Zhang happened.
but……
She responded to the old saying - handsome birds emerge from the mountains.
Her education, job, and family background are very ordinary, but she comes from a rural area, but she is very beautiful, and she has a proud nine-headed figure.
When he met her, she had not been in love yet.
He was lucky enough to be her first love.
In her, he found the feeling of love.
Can……
After all, they could not last forever. During the time they were together, they had many sweet moments, but there were also helpless moments.
She has a cautious temperament and is content with being a little rich. She hopes that he will save all the money he earns so that they can buy a house and get married later. She does not approve of his preference for continuous investment.
This is not a big problem, because as long as he is given time, he is confident that he can prove that his decision to insist on investing is right.
However, her sister Bu Yingyun suddenly appeared and took her away against their wishes.
From then on, it became very difficult for them to contact each other, and the day when they would see each other again was far away. No one knew when they would see each other again.
Time and distance test their relationship.
final……
well!
Comrade Xu remembered Dong Feifei, the "small-waisted girl" again.
Now that he remembered it, he was still amazed at how slender her waist was.
At that time, she was a college student, and he was just a young man who started a small business after graduating from junior high school. It seemed that they were not a good match.
Logically speaking, if she could like him, Tongdao Xu, he should cherish her even more.
However, her outgoing personality, yearning for a wonderful life, pursuit of delicious food, beautiful clothes, etc. are not his type.
Therefore, from the beginning to the end, he did not treat her wrongly in terms of money, but he never admitted that she was his girlfriend.
…
In his memories, some people kept reappearing, and some things flashed through Comrade Xu's mind from time to time.
He remembered how difficult it was for him to make a living before he was reborn.
I also remember the many details of starting from scratch after my rebirth and working hard to build such a huge business bit by bit.
To this day, he still clearly remembers the days after his rebirth, when he and his brother Xu Tonglin took a boat from their hometown to Shazhou County, where they set up a stall selling barbecue on the red light street.
Now that I think about it, although life at that time was hard, it was very pure. Everything was about survival and supporting the family.