When both Dong Feifei and Zheng Qing entered the Internet cafe door, Comrade Xu took another drag on his cigarette and suddenly raised his feet and walked towards Bu Yinghui. Bu Yinghui was still standing motionless on the steps.
There was a small dark luggage bag at her feet. In the dark, it was not clear what color it was.
Comrade Xu walked up to her, looked at her briefly, then lowered his head and picked up the luggage bag at her feet. He tilted his head and signaled to her, "Let's go! Let's go out and talk!"
He didn't look into her eyes again, because when they looked at each other briefly, because the distance was close enough, he saw tears flashing in her eyes, and the tears might fall at any time.
He couldn't stand such tearful eyes.
After all, she was the woman he had liked. Those tearful eyes seemed to be silently reminding him - you are a scumbag! The lard scumbag is not as scumbag as you!
"good."
Bu Yinghui's deep voice replied with one word.
Xu Tongdao turned around and walked out, and she followed behind.
Inside the Internet cafe door, Dong Feifei and Zheng Qing had not gone far. They were standing side by side inside the door with different expressions on their faces, looking at this scene.
Zheng Qing had an extra cigarette in her hand at some point.
Dong Feifei suddenly asked in a low voice: "Brother Zheng, what is her name?"
Zheng Qing glanced at her silently and asked, "Are you sure you want to know?"
Dong Feifei turned to look at him, frowning slightly. After a few seconds, she laughed at herself and shook her head slightly, "Forget it! You'd better stop talking."
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At night, the sidewalk on the roadside is quite quiet.
There is the faint moonlight, the dancing shadows of the trees, and the faint night wind.
Comrade Xu was walking in front carrying his luggage bag, while Bu Yinghui was more than one meter behind. The two of them did not speak for a while and walked forward in silence.
Xu Tongdao raised his face slightly and looked at the night sky in the distance. In the dark night sky, he could actually see nothing, only the faint starlight.
But this kind of night scene is very familiar to him, so familiar that it feels so familiar, so familiar that it can easily bring back many memories of him, reminding him of the times when he walked alone on the street late at night in the same time and space.
In the original time and space, he had never been doing well, whether it was career, love, family, family relationships...
He didn't manage it well.
At that time, he was invisible to everyone.
Like passerby A on the street, and like passerby B.
If real life were a book, in the original time and space, he would be a supporting character without a single line in the book.
His joys and sorrows are his own business, and no one is interested in paying attention to him.
People who are unhappy in life generally don't like excitement and prefer to be alone.
That's how he is.
In the dead of night, he liked to hang out on the streets, or in pavilions in parks or by the lake. In those years, he liked to go to 24-hour tea restaurants and convenience stores in the early morning, and he also liked to sit quietly in the park alone.
In the pavilion, or by the lake.
He's not crazy.
He just likes to experience those things alone and taste the loneliness in his heart.
Tonight, at this time.
Bu Yinghui was obviously walking behind him, but looking up at the dark night in the distance, Comrade Xu still felt the loneliness deep in his heart.
He knew he had capsized today.
Bu Yinghui's sudden return, Dong Feifei suddenly saw Bu Yinghui...
The moment the two girls met, Xu Tongdao seemed to hear the splash of the boat capsizing.
To be honest, he didn't know how to end it.
"What's her name?"
Bu Yinghui's voice suddenly came from behind.
Comrade Xu puffed on his cigarette again and replied calmly: "Dong Feifei."
After a while, Bu Yinghui's voice came again, "How long have you been together?"
The image of Dong Feifei throwing him on the bed before the summer vacation flashed through Xu Tongdao's mind, and he sighed softly, "Before the summer vacation!"
Honesty is one of his few strengths.
I just don’t know if his honesty on these issues will be liked by others.
The atmosphere of silence spread again.
After a while, Bu Yinghui's voice came again, "Do you like her?"
As a scumbag, Xu Tongdao's thoughts were even divergent at this time.
He was thinking: Is the "like" she asked about like in a broad sense? Or is it like in a narrow sense?
He feels that liking in a narrow sense should be love.
Love everything about her.
And liking in a broad sense is much more inclusive. If you like her smile, like her personality, or just like her body, it is considered like.
So, what kind of thing does Bu Yinghui want to ask?
In a broad sense? Or in a narrow sense?
In fact, he knew what she wanted to ask, and it must be in a narrow sense.
Then he thought in his mind: How should I answer? If I say I like it, she will definitely be very sad. If I say I don't like it... I will be a complete scumbag in her eyes.
Various thoughts flashed through his mind in the blink of an eye.
Then, for some reason, he opened his mouth and said an answer that even surprised him: "She... has a very thin waist."
Damn it!
How did I express what was on my mind?
After reacting, Comrade Xu couldn't help but look up at the sky. The footsteps behind him seemed to have stopped.
He also subconsciously stopped and looked back.
Bu Yinghui was wiping her tears, and the way she looked up at him... made Comrade Xu inexplicably think of a picture he had seen online.
There is a sentence on the picture - Baby, dad is very disappointed in you.
Tongdao Xu, who had drunk a lot tonight, was still a little dizzy at this time, but when he saw Bu Yinghui's expression and eyes, he still realized in his heart that he and her were over.
There is no hope.
He suddenly felt a little lost and relaxed.
He suddenly smiled and asked: "Have you eaten tonight? What do you want to eat? I'll treat you!"
He thought Bu Yinghui would refuse.
But to his surprise, Bu Yinghui wiped away tears and looked at him with complicated eyes. After a few seconds, she nodded and said, "Okay! Whatever! You can pick a place!"
Comrade Xu thought of Dong Feifei who must still be waiting for him to go back in the Internet cafe.
Reason told him that Dong Feifei was still waiting for him to go back and coax him, so he should go back as soon as possible.
But now, Bu Yinghui has agreed to have dinner together, what can he do? Take back what he just said?
He smiled and could only turn around and continue leading the way.
Take her to a nearby restaurant.
I asked for a private room, ordered seven or eight dishes, and casually asked her if she wanted to drink?
“Let’s get some beers!”
Bu Yinghui said this.
The main course is a portion of Maoxuewang and a portion of old duck soup.
After the food and wine were served, the two of them began to eat and drink. In fact, Tongdao Xu could no longer eat or drink. He just ate at the buffet tonight. As we all know, you will definitely be full after eating a buffet.
So, he mainly asked Bu Yinghui to eat more, and he would only drink a few sips of wine with her at most.
Even when she served him a bowl of old duck soup, he only took two sips and did not dare to drink any more.
My stomach is unbearably full.
The meal lasted for more than an hour, during which the two of them were silent for most of the time.
After the meal, the two went out on the street again. He took her to a hotel and gave her a room.
"Then you go to bed early! I, I will go back first..."
As he said that, he sighed and turned around to leave. Bu Yinghui, who had been quiet for half the night, suddenly called him.