Chapter 6 I think too much, I can accompany you one more time (the contract status has been changed
After Yang Ruoyi discussed the "cheating" plan with her friends, she went home in a good mood. However, she opened the iron door downstairs, and before she could call out, her father's deep voice came from upstairs.
singing.
Didn’t Dad finish the live broadcast?
Yang Ruoyi felt a little strange. Standing at the top of the stairs, she stopped and pricked up her ears to listen.
"...The bigger this city is, the more it makes people anxious, the more longing it is, and the more time it takes."
"I have experienced so many hurts along the way that I have forgotten my first smile."
"Time makes us fragile and strong, let me sing to you softly again..."
What song is this? How come I haven’t heard it before?
Yang Ruoyi listened to a section and searched hard in her mind, but she couldn't find any impression about this song!
"I wish I could accompany you one more time and tell you the scenery of the first half of my life."
"In every silent night, I will think about the long love and hate about you..."
Dad sings beautifully, his mellow alto sounds like he is telling a story, and his effortless singing style can sing the emotions in the lyrics into the hearts of the audience!
But Yang Ruoyi could vaguely feel that the song her father sang seemed to have something to do with that woman!
…
That woman refers to her mother, her biological mother!
Why don't you call me mom?
Because there is no trace of her mother's existence in Yang Ruoyi's memory. In her childhood, she only had the care and love of her father who acted as both father and mother. Naturally, the concept of "mother" became indifferent!
However, it is a little strange that her father never wants to tell her stories about her mother. Yang Ruoyi doesn’t know her mother’s name or where she went! The only thing that is certain is that her mother is still alive! Because once she mentions her mother
When he was no longer alive, my father denied it, and his tone was very exciting.
However, after so many years, Yang Ruoyi has never seen her appear.
But Dad has been waiting!
In Yang Ruoyi's impression, her father had never had an affair with another woman. Some mothers-in-law in the village wanted to introduce him to a partner, but her father did not agree and even blamed her - "Yiyi doesn't agree, there is no way.
You still have to consider the child’s feelings”!
But when did she say she disagreed? Although Yang Ruoyi felt that if her father remarried, it would be awkward for her to call another woman her mother! However, this was not because she disagreed, she just didn't want to take the initiative to persuade her father to remarry!
His father had never told him in front of him, but Yang Ruoyi could feel that his father was waiting for his mother to come back!
Therefore, Yang Ruoyi's impression of her mother has become even worse!
Dad is such a good person, he cares about his family, knows how to cook delicious food, and has a very friendly personality. He can chat with the old men in the teahouse. I don’t know how many aunts admire him. How could my mother leave her and my father?
Are they just like the educated youths who return to the city in some TV dramas, whose mother abandons them for a better life?
But this is not right. Although she lives in the village, it is also an urban village in Yangcheng. If it is demolished, will it be good for the rich? Besides, Yang Ruoyi doesn’t think her living standard is not good. She and her father live well.
Very good!
However, every time Yang Ruoyi said that her mother was incompetent, and even said "hate her" when she was young, her father would severely stop her and say that her mother is the best woman in the world.
, she just can't stay with herself and her father for some reasons, and she can't say bad things about her mother!
Yang Ruoyi felt that her father was too partial!
Too stubborn!
…
His thoughts were very messy, but it was the guitar melody played by his father's fingertips that lingered in his ears like a drizzle of ice, awakening Yang Ruoyi who was trapped in memories.
"How I wish I could spend more time with you and tell you the scenery of the first half of my life. In every silent night, I will think about the long love and hate about you..."
"I also want to be able to illuminate you, leave sunshine in your life, accompany you through the mountains and rivers, and grow with you..."
Dad sang this word twice.
Although Yang Ruoyi doesn't know what happened between her father and mother, her understanding of love and family affection is still at a relatively superficial stage. She thinks that love is love and hate is hate. She cannot understand her father's sadness, but she can learn from this.
Gain empathy from seemingly ordinary singing.
She felt sorry for her father…
Unconsciously, the song came to an end, and Yang Han's singing had stopped, but he was still playing the guitar, playing the last melody over and over again, as if his thoughts were knotted.
After finally waiting for the sound of the guitar to stop, Yang Ruoyi used a little force to close the door downstairs, pretending to have just come back, and shouted loudly: "Dad, I'm back!"
Yang Ruoyi ran upstairs quickly, her footsteps as brisk as usual, as if she hadn't heard anything just now.
Yang Han in the living room also regained his usual gentle smile, and there was no trace of sadness on his face. He got up from the sofa, put his guitar next to the bookshelf in the corner, and smiled with his daughter: "Feifei's parents are back.
Is it done?"
"No, they are still playing mahjong! It would be great if all mahjong parlors were like ours, open during the day and closed at night!" Yang Ruoyi opened her long and slender arms and smiled at her father.
Said, "In this way, there will be no people in the world who are addicted to playing mahjong!"
This idea is too naive!
Not something a sixteen year old girl would say!
But isn’t the girl trying to make her father happy?
No, Yang Han was amused by her daughter and laughed heartily: "Haha, is it the anti-addiction system of the adult world? Yiyi, you have a good idea!"
"Hehe!" Yang Ruoyi laughed with her father for a while, then asked curiously, "Dad, to be honest, I also find it strange, why does our mahjong parlor only open from nine in the morning to five in the afternoon? Is it still open at noon?
There is a lunch break! Grandpa Fu said that even the working hours of civil servants are not so punctual."
"Because although your father has not been a civil servant like your Grandpa Fu, he still has the heart to be a civil servant!" Yang Han saw that the knot between his daughter's eyebrows had opened up, and thought that the girl had figured it out and was in a good mood.
Made a joke.
"Grandpa Fu was a civil servant?" Yang Ruoyi asked in surprise.
"He, yes, he was a civil servant before retiring." Yang Han smiled slightly. Considering that his daughter was growing up now and needed to know some principles of life and work, he corrected his attitude and said to his daughter, "You know why?
Are those mahjong parlors outside always open all night?"
"To make money! Feifei's father and mother have to work during the day and only have time to play at night. If they don't open at night, how can they make money?" Yang Ruoyi curled her lips. She was not stupid. She could still understand such a simple question.
clear.
"Yes, do you know what's the difference between our mahjong parlor and those mahjong parlors?" Yang Han asked.
Yang Ruoyi started to feel a little unsure. She hesitated for a moment before saying, "Well, do we still sell tea?"
That’s right. The mahjong teahouse opened by Yang Han is only for guests to play for free. Its main business is selling tea. Of course, the tea is not expensive and everyone can afford it. Yang Han does not make money from this.
money.
"The difference is that those mahjong parlors are doing business for everyone, while ours is only doing business for the elderly." Yang Han said with a smile.
His mahjong teahouse is located by the lake in the park. The location is very expensive, but the customers are only the elderly, young people, and adults. They are full of personality.
"Because Grandpa Fu and the others won't be addicted to playing mahjong like Feifei's parents?" Yang Ruoyi's head turned very fast, but she didn't look in the right direction.
"No, it's because they are no longer as young as Feifei's parents. Sitting for too long without moving their legs and feet is not good for them! That's why dad forces them to go back to rest at noon and go home early in the afternoon.
, otherwise the family will be worried!" Yang Han said with a smile.
It turns out that’s what dad thinks! Yang Ruoyi suddenly felt something different, and her dad’s image seemed to have become much taller!
"It is important to make money when doing business, but we must not make money without conscience. Opening a mahjong parlor all night actually has a great impact on other people's family relationships. You can tell by looking at Feifei, mom and dad are always not at home
, her character has become a lot more withdrawn!" Yang Han said with emotion.
In recent years, due to the demolition of Beilang Village, the villagers' pockets have bulged. Many people have stopped working and played mahjong every day. Yang Han has also seen many examples of wives and children separated because of playing mahjong...
"Feifei's personality is not withdrawn! She just doesn't like talking to people she doesn't know well. When we play together, she is very happy!" Yang Ruoyi defended her friend.
"At least he is a bit unsociable! Parental care is very important for a child's growth." Yang Han said with a smile.
"I don't have a mother, why can't I be fine?" I don't know if it was because she was listening to her father singing downstairs just now, and she was secretly holding her breath. When Yang Ruoyi heard her father say this, she couldn't help blurting it out.
But when she saw her father standing there stunned, Yang Ruoyi realized that she had accidentally exposed his father's scar. She quickly tilted her head, pointed her left and right index fingers at her cheeks, and smiled "hehe" with her father: "Well...
…The teacher also said that I am articulate, innocent, lively and cute!”
"You are a sixteen-year-old girl, and you still call yourself cute, so shy!" Looking at her daughter's cute look, Yang Han shook her head with a dumb smile.
"Oh, what's wrong with being sixteen? Don't you have the right to be cute at the age of sixteen?" Yang Ruoyi hugged her father's arm reluctantly and acted coquettishly.
"Haha!" Yang Han's hearty laughter echoed in the living room.
Looking at his sunny and lively daughter, Yang Han's eyes were full of love. However, with a smile on his face, Yang Han sighed secretly in his heart.
Yiyi has grown up, and her childhood memories have become blurry.
But Yang Han, who watched her grow up, remembers clearly that in the first few years, Yiyi was not as energetic as she is now!
At that time, Yang Han, who was also a father for the first time, didn't understand anything. For a man to take care of a child, you can't expect him to be very talkative. It's normal for the atmosphere at home to be dull and boring.
Coupled with the lack of her mother's tender care, Yiyi was very introverted until she entered kindergarten. During the interview, she was rejected by several good kindergartens...
Fortunately, a kindergarten teacher saw something was wrong and had a serious talk with Yang Han. Only then did Yang Han realize that it was wrong for him to completely entrust his daughter's education to the teacher. If he didn't pay more attention to it, his daughter's character development might be hindered.
Going to the extreme that he doesn't want to see.
Therefore, Yang Han, who didn't care about money, quit the company he started with his friends and put all his energy into taking care of his daughter. Even for his daughter, Yang Han learned to cook and read a lot of books.
Develop yourself into a parenting expert!
It was also because of his love and care as both father and mother that Yiyi gradually became more smiley and cheerful...
Looking at Yang Ruoyi who was as beautiful as her mother, Yang Han smiled happily.
…
Is this what you hope I can do?
If I have a chance to see you again, I hope I didn't disappoint you.
The name "Zouyi" means that I hope she can be like you (beautiful and kind)!