Eight hundred and sixtieth chapters nightmare of fame and fortune
"You eat slowly, I'll go upstairs first."
Jiang Qinqin regards cooking as a way to relax. In the past, when she was tired or in a bad mood, she relied on eating to relieve stress. But after all, she became famous very early. After being photographed twice by reporters, she simply stayed at home.
Make it yourself and have a great meal.
But I don’t know what’s going on these past two days. It’s clear that the table is full of my favorite dishes, but I can’t get the slightest bit of appetite. It’s very uncomfortable to see the assistant enjoying the food, but I can’t eat it.
, simply out of sight.
"What happened?"
The assistant watched her boss walking up the stairs and muttered secretly.
Jiang Qinqin went upstairs and took a hot shower, washed away the smell of oil fumes, dried her hair, changed into comfortable cotton pajamas and lay on the soft bed.
The villa area is very quiet, especially when night falls and the birds have settled down to sleep, it becomes even more quiet. The bedroom window has a crack open, and you can vaguely hear the sound of the assistant and her boyfriend talking on the phone downstairs.
Jiang Qinqin could even imagine her little assistant eating with relish, putting her cell phone on speakerphone next to her, showing off or acting coquettishly to her boyfriend on the other end of the phone like a little woman.
She couldn't help but smile at the corner of her mouth. Speaking of which, she admired her little assistant. She usually kept a low profile and struck the target decisively. In just a few days, they were already in bed together. Now she is even more secretive.
Makes people envious.
Thinking of herself, she couldn't help but sigh. She didn't have the courage of her little assistant. She obviously met someone she liked, but she still couldn't make up her mind and watched that person become someone else's husband.
Looking back on the past, sixteen years have passed since my first relationship. My first boyfriend was tall and handsome, and the two of them were once recognized as "talents and beauties" on the Nortel campus. Unfortunately, at that time, I only wanted to have sex.
When you start a career, you get together less and stay apart more, especially after you become famous. The aura of your star makes the other person feel more pressure. In the end, the relationship that lasted for five years had to come to an end.
She suffered from this and blamed herself for a long time.
It was during that period that she met her second love. In fact, she rejected it at first, but the persistence of the wealthy businessman still influenced her. The two had a happy time, and they were getting married.
It was the failure of her first relationship that made her realize that love requires sacrifice, responsibility and tolerance, so she wanted to conceive a child for the other person and get married with the other person.
But the second relationship still failed. Although this relationship was not favored by people around her from the beginning, Aunt Qiongyao even tried to persuade her. But she is a very stubborn person at heart, the kind of person who once identified with someone
A person who will not hit the wall and never look back when making peace, and will not give up until the end without blessing.
Even if her second relationship fails, she still blames herself for not doing a good enough job to make the other person completely devoted to her, which means that her sacrifice is not enough. But to what extent this sacrifice should be, she still can't say
Find out why.
The failure of two relationships once made her give up on love, and she felt that it might be difficult for her to meet true love again. But at this time, she met He Xin again, who was completely different from her two ex-boyfriends.
Men, originally thought it was an ordinary cooperation, but it happened that in a very peaceful, quiet, and silent way, love sprouted again.
Although the other party already had a girlfriend, she could still see the affection in the other party's evasive eyes. Maybe only in the drama would he not hide it in any way.
Although the attraction is mutual, the other person always retreats, and because of the failure of two relationships, I always seem not brave enough, as if I have been waiting for the other person to take the initiative but I dare not take the initiative to take a substantive step.
Therefore, there has always been an ambiguous atmosphere between the two people. Their feelings are like two smart red threads. They are always approaching each other cautiously. When they are about to encounter entanglement, the other party always retreats, and
She didn't dare to take the initiative to entangle the other party, and always waited foolishly for the other party to approach next time...
Until the other party got married.
When she learned the news of the other party's marriage, she was not sad. On the contrary, she felt a sense of relief. It was simple. She cut off the emotion and tried to make herself give up through external force. But when they met again, she realized that nothing had changed.
, I even became best friends with the other person’s significant other.
If she uses a love rival to describe Cheng Hao, she feels it is very inaccurate and unfair to Cheng Hao. Because she always thinks that she is the one who interferes. Subconsciously, she regards herself as the emotional "mistress", which is very unfair to Cheng Hao.
The humble kind.
She has always felt that she is very similar to Mu Nianci, who she once played. Because Mu Nianci is like that, she is a person who lives in her own fantasies and feelings. Even though she knows that it may be difficult to continue that relationship, she still
I feel that Yang Kang can give up something for her, and even imagine that they can live a life of leisurely clouds and wild cranes in the future.
What they all have in common is that they have conceived these pictures very well, only to have them shattered again and again...
The only thing she can talk about now is that half a month ago, the two of them were in the same room together. As usual, the two red lines approached cautiously. But this time an accident happened, and the other end actually connected in a daze.
When she came up, she was startled and seemed to throw away, but she was tightly wrapped around him, so everything that followed became a matter of course.
She was obsessed with that feeling, even though the other person was unconscious, because the beauty of this blend of love and desire flying all the way to the clouds was something she had never experienced before.
After the incident passed, she had been conflicted in her heart. On the one hand, she felt guilty or even ashamed of stealing, which made her decide to treat it as a dream; but on the other hand, she felt an instinctive reluctance.
When I had a video chat with Cheng Hao today, I was chatting and laughing on the surface, but deep down there was always a jealous and crazy villain, but he was suppressed by reason.
After seeing the video of the cute Qijin, she was jealous and couldn't help but feel bursts of sadness. She felt that she was destined to never be as happy as Cheng Hao.
Jiang Qinqin was lying on the bed, thinking about everything in her mind, and finally sighed softly, closed her eyes, and a crystal teardrop fell from the corner of her eye.
Drowsily, she felt like she was in a claustrophobic room. A lamp above her head cast an orange light, only illuminating a small area around her. The surrounding area was pitch black and she couldn't see the wall.
, can't see anything, full of unknowns.
Suddenly a child's voice came from the darkness: "Mom!"
"who?"
Her heart tightened rapidly, and she opened her eyes wide and looked in the direction of the sound.
"Mom, it's me!"
The voice came closer and closer, and a beautiful little boy came out of the darkness.
She was startled instinctively, took two steps back, and said hurriedly: "No, how could I be your mother?"
"You are my mother!" the little boy shouted.
She wanted to see clearly what the little boy looked like, but she couldn't see clearly clearly, yet he looked strangely familiar.
She really couldn't believe it, because a few years ago the doctor had declared that it was not easy for her to get pregnant, especially since the treatment had failed halfway. Besides, she didn't have a man now, so how could she possibly have a child?
"No, no, no, I'm not your mother." She waved her hands to the little boy, turned around and wanted to leave.
The light above her head kept following her, but the surroundings were always pitch black. She could neither touch the wall nor know where the door was, so she could only keep walking in the unknown direction in front of her.
"Mom, don't go, wait for me!" the little boy's voice sounded from behind.
"No, I'm not your mother!" She subconsciously quickened her pace.
And the little boy's voice behind her kept following her, crying: "Mom, mom, wait for me, don't you want me anymore?"
"No!" She started running.
"Mother……"
The little boy's cries followed her closely until she was exhausted from running. The light was always above her head, and the room seemed so empty that it would never end.
As she watched the cry of the little boy behind her getting closer and closer, the little hand that was stretched out was about to catch her...
"call……"
Jiang Qinqin woke up sweating profusely. The reading light above her head was on, shining with orange light.
"Having a nightmare!"
She huffed and puffed, and finally came to her senses.
Sweating all over and feeling sticky, she forced herself to sit up and leaned against the bed for a long time to catch her breath. She turned to look at the LCD alarm clock on the bedside table. It was already past midnight and it was almost midnight.
It was three o'clock in the morning. I had slept for nearly six hours, but it felt as if I had just closed my eyes and been awakened by a nightmare.
She thought of the little boy in her dream who was crying and desperately chasing her. She suddenly regretted why she ran away. She couldn't turn around and hug him and take a closer look at him because she could never see clearly in the dream.
What the little boy looks like, yet he feels so familiar.
She subconsciously touched her flat belly. Maybe she was thinking about it day and night. During the day, she saw the cute appearance of Qi Jin in the video. She was both envious and jealous. At that time, she thought if she was like this too.
How wonderful it would be to have a lovely child!
But when she thought about her body, she couldn't help but look depressed. She was no longer young, so she felt it was time to take care of her body and see if there was any possibility. At the same time, she still had a vague feeling in her heart.
The expectation is that it was an accident last time. Maybe there will be accidents in the future. Be prepared. What if there is a chance?
Even if there is no chance, at her current age, she can no longer be as indifferent as before. She has heard that a certain unmarried star in the industry has stored her eggs so as not to regret it in the future. Look.
She might also have to consider this aspect.
She made up her mind to wait for the opportunity to go to the United States after filming "The Crowd" to have a good check-up on her body. After all, medicine in the United States is advanced.
…
In the small screening room, the lights dimmed and the screen lit up.
The movie begins with three very fragmentary shots: "The girl turns around", "The man goes out", and "White clouds and the not-so-blue space".
As the star of this movie, He Xin is naturally able to understand these three fragmentary shots, which are the symbols of the entire movie. One about this girl's love, one about this man's journey, and an irresistible environment.
The post-production of "Border" was finally completed, and the title of the film was changed from "Border" to "Border Storm". He Xin has been busy with this and that during this period, and this is the first time he has seen the finished film.
I have to say that Cheng Er is very capable, such as the rebellion of his subordinates and the previous love process between He Xin and Tong Yali. These elements should be highlighted in ordinary police and gangster movies, but in this movie they all become the background.
He Xin remembered that they shot a lot of material for that part, which took more than a week. In the end, there was only one scene left in the film: the men wanted to bury the independent owl played by him alive, but Tong Yali would rather be with him.
Buried alive.
In one scene, betrayal and love were all explained. Only the most important results were shown, and all the routine processes were edited out. He Xin remembered that he and Tong Yali had obviously worked very hard on the acting, and it would definitely be a pity to be cut out.
But I just liked this feeling when I watched it.
Also, the six chapters in the script have been condensed into four chapters in the film. The time and space of the plot are completely disrupted, very much like "Pulp Fiction" or "The Storm is Coming".
In fact, to be honest, among the six chapters in the script, the chapter "Dog" has nothing to do with the main plot clues. Even if this chapter is removed, the structure and plot of the entire story will not be affected. But Cheng Er made this chapter complete
It was retained and placed at the beginning of the movie. He Xin, who was familiar with the plot, could see at a glance that what Cheng Er wanted to express was all in it: human cruelty and tenderness.
During the viewing process, He Xin felt very conflicted. This film should be a typical commercial film, but now it has become...well, how should I put it? It cannot simply be said to be a film full of strong artistic accents.
The author's film is probably a hodgepodge of various film elements, including life insights, human analysis, political innuendo, and thrills.
So many movie elements are mixed together, but the style of the movie is not biased, the structure is not chaotic, the pace is not slow, and the meaning is not deep. It is not at all as difficult to understand as most art movies.
In particular, the time and space of the plot are completely disrupted, and the various details are thought-provoking and full of fun to review. Moreover, the large amount of information also provides the movie with a rich interpretation.
At the end of the film, when Ni Dahong opened the rolling door of the dusty dental clinic and saw a brand new box full of money placed on a chair covered with dust and cobwebs, he remained silent for a long time...
The camera flashed back and again showed the scene of the three people eating together and the scene of He Xin putting on clothes and going out for the third time in the entire film. Then the screen gradually dimmed and the lights came on in time.
After watching the entire film, no one applauded, everyone sat in their seats thoughtfully.
Well, this film itself needs to be digested.
"Teacher He..."
Although Cheng Er was always calm and calm, his expression at this time inevitably showed a nervous look.
Ning Hao is not here. In addition to He Xin, there are also several company executives and one of the investors and producer Chen Zhixi present today. Of all the people, He Xin's opinion is undoubtedly the decisive one.
Although He Xin's mood is very contradictory, for example, it is obviously a commercial film with a black suspense theme, but it is full of literary style, but he has to admit that it is a good movie.
Obviously, sometimes it is really difficult to have both financial interests and artistic value. He pondered for a moment, and finally showed a forced smile and said: "Very good! Let's sign up for this year's Venice and give it a try."
Cheng Er was overjoyed when he heard this and hurriedly expressed his gratitude.
Most seemingly noble people like him attach great importance to the word "name". The so-called fame and fortune, fame and wealth come before profit.