Nurse Wang still can't forget the look of Lin Xiaobei on the day she died. Her eyes were staring in one direction, with a strange smile on her face.
Before Lin Xiaobei jumped from the window, her last words to Nurse Wang were: "Wang Xiaoya, I won't accept it until death. You just have a better life than me. If I lose in this life, it doesn't mean that I will in the future."
We will all lose! Don’t get carried away, I tell you, Wang Xiaoya, you won’t always win. The green mountains will not change and the green water will flow forever. We will meet again in the next life!"
Nurse Wang's name was Wang Xiaoya. After she heard Lin Xiaobei say these horrifying words to her, before she could even try to persuade Lin Xiaobei, Lin Xiaobei jumped downstairs.
In fact, Wang Xiaoya had no idea that Lin Xiaobei could hate her so much. She didn't even know where this hatred came from. To be honest, Wang Xiaoya still couldn't figure it out.
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She didn't know when Lin Xiaobei started to be estranged from her. After all, they used to be such good friends. They talked about everything together and were intimate.
Although the two of them got together later, Wang Xiaoya gradually realized that Lin Xiaobei was alienated from her. She thought she had done something wrong. She always felt guilty and wanted to take time to talk to Lin Xiaobei.
She was actually quite uncomfortable. She didn't want the relationship between the two of them to become like this, so alienated and strange.
Wang Xiaoya didn't know exactly what happened to Lin Xiaobei. She just remembered that when their head nurse told the two people that only one of them could stay, it seemed that it should have started at that time. Lin Xiaobei started to
I began to gradually distance myself from myself.
As a result, before she had time to ask Lin Xiaobei why he was alienating herself, something like this happened.
Originally, Wang Xiaoya didn't have much hope in staying as a nurse. In fact, she was forced to become a nurse by her mother.
In fact, she still has no plans for what she will do after graduation.
However, her mother has always hoped that she could work as a nurse in a larger hospital, so that she would not have to deal with the sun and the wind as a small nurse.
The most important thing is that you don't need to worry about so many things. You can be regarded as an angel in white, which is a very good career choice for a girl.
So, Wang Xiaoya came to this hospital during her internship. Of course, she didn't care at all about the only place she could stay.
Because when she was in medical school, her grades were only in the middle of the pack, not top-notch.
She was different from the desperate Lin Xiaobei. Lin Xiaobei could also see that Wang Xiaoya didn't pay much attention when she was interning in the hospital.
She simply came here with the mentality of having fun. After all, Wang Xiaoya's life experience was so good. She had many retreats, but she only had one retreat.
I don't know since when, Lin Xiaobei's jealousy towards the lively and cheerful girl in front of him became more and more serious, and slowly turned into hatred.
Especially when she heard Wang Xiaoya nonchalantly but mentally telling herself that if this spot could be reserved for herself, she would willingly and sincerely bless herself.
On the one hand, Lin Xiaobei felt that Wang Xiaoya's words were false, but on the other hand, he hated Wang Xiaoya's superiority even more.
It's as if she doesn't want this spot anymore and it was given to her as a charity. Why does she, Wang Xiaoya, show off her power in front of her? What qualifications does she have to say that it was given to me as a charity?
Maybe it's because of this kind of grudge that the relationship between the two people becomes more and more tense.
What Wang Xiaoya didn't expect was that it would end like this.
Lin Xiaobei died in front of him. When Wang Xiaoya ran downstairs, Lin Xiaobei, soaked in blood, was staring at her with a pair of lifeless eyes. At that time, the pupils slowly dispersed, leaving only
The whites of his lower eyes stared at him, as if he was unwilling to die and was unconvinced.
When Wang Xiaoya recalls those eyes, she is still filled with fear.
Lin Xiaobei died, and the purple-red birthmark on her face looked even redder after being soaked in blood.
There was still a weird smile on her bloodless face. Those eyes that turned into dead fish kept staring at her unwillingly. Wang Xiaoya tried turning several angles, but she found that no matter how she turned,
, Lin Xiaobei's eyes seemed to be staring in his direction.
Later, Wang Xiaoya had nightmares for several nights and had a high fever.
Originally, Wang Xiaoya was not going to work in this hospital. Although the hospital finally gave her the last place to stay in the hospital, she still had a psychological shadow on this hospital.
And she knew that the area of this psychological shadow was quite large, and she would not be able to adapt to it for a while.
Wang Xiaoya's mother was very angry when she found out that her daughter could come to the hospital to work, but she chose to give up.
Wang Xiaoya's mother was very strict with her, so her mother scolded Wang Xiaoya, saying that she was too willful for doing so.
Of course, Wang Xiaoya didn't tell her mother about Lin Xiaobei, so her mother didn't know why Wang Xiaoya gave up such a good opportunity.
In the end, Wang Xiaoya had no choice but to go back to work in the hospital under the pressure of her mother.
Wang Xiaoya's head nurse also persuaded Wang Xiaoya for a long time and gave her psychological counseling, telling her that Lin Xiaobei's death had nothing to do with her and that she must not regard this matter as a big stone weighing on her heart.
Of course, we couldn't give up such a good opportunity, and besides, the female head nurse still liked Wang Xiaoya very much.
She thinks Wang Xiaoya is enthusiastic and cheerful, although her professional achievements are not as outstanding as those of Lin Xiaobei.
But overall, Wang Xiaoya with this character also has her advantages.
For those patients, the enthusiastic and cheerful Wang Xiaoya can always bring warmth to the patients and make them feel caring and loved. Therefore, during this period of internship, Wang Xiaoya was actually deeply loved by the patients.
The most important thing is that she is also liked by her colleagues in the same department. For this girl who is so beautiful, has such a good personality, and is very kind, how can any colleague not like her?
The female head nurse also considered all these factors and finally decided to leave the only list to Wang Xiaoya.