Chapter five hundred and sixty-eight complete life
At this time, the young lady's body was all white, and the makeup on her face seemed to have been washed away, and the hibiscus emerged from the clear water, naturally removing the carvings.
She is as pure and flawless as if there is no trace of dirt, and no dirt can be stained on her body. She is so pure and flawless, as if she is an angel who has strayed into the world.
Shi Yingxue suddenly became speechless. She didn't know what to say for a moment.
She vaguely realized something from the changes in the young lady in front of her, but the thoughts in her mind were so chaotic that she couldn't figure anything out for a while.
The young lady opened her palm to Shi Yingxue, and lying in her palm was Shi Yingxue's remnant soul, shining brightly in her palm.
"Now, this is for you. This should be what you have been looking for."
The white gauze and light on the young lady's hand were shrouded together, and there seemed to be ripples in the light, and a small piece of milky white soul fragment gradually condensed into the light.
"I should have died a long time ago. If I hadn't had this thing, I wouldn't be able to do evil here. But now that my wish has been fulfilled, I don't want to do these things anymore. I'll give this to you."
This is the fragment of Shi Yingxue's soul. Of course she can have an echo in her own soul.
Just as she was about to reach out and take the fragment, the young lady suddenly withdrew her hand.
Shi Yingxue raised her eyebrows in confusion, and the young lady laughed and actually opened her arms in front of Shi Yingxue.
Shi Yingxue suddenly understood what she meant in an instant.
She wants a hug.
At about the last moment before disappearing, the young lady wanted to hug the benefactor who finally liberated her.
Shi Yingxue hugged her, and the young lady shed tears instantly: "Thank you, I thought I would never be able to do anything in this life, but my long-cherished wish has been lost. No one can save me, only you helped me.
I once felt that there was no good intention in this world, but you gave me a lot, and you made me feel a lot before it completely dissipated, and now I have done all the bad things in vain.
Thank you very much. If we can meet again in the future, I hope to see you."
After all, she was not very old. In the illusion, she seemed to be doing murder, and repeating her painful memories over and over again. Shi Yingxue gave her such a little warmth, but she remembered it so much.
The lady returned the soul fragment to Shi Yingxue's hand, and finally patted Shi Yingxue's cheek with a smile, just like when she was getting along with Ashue in a fantasy world.
"Goodbye."
"The thing that I am most grateful to you for is not that you saved me, but that you never destroyed my faith from the beginning. As you said, if I still existed in that world, I would not be struggling.
Already.
‘My’ family is still there, you have taught ‘me’ not to trust others easily, and ‘I’ still believe in that Arhat.
Since you have left all the gods and Buddhas in ‘my’ heart, then ‘my’ life will not be bad in the future.”
Then the snowflakes bloomed from her chest and burst out in an instant. Shi Yingxue's eyes were filled with a vast expanse of heavy snow. Shi Yingxue didn't even know her name.
Shi Yingxue didn't know what to say.
She felt herself in a state of indescribable sadness and desolation.
Yulouchun did not wake up, Shi Yingxue held the fragment of her soul and sighed involuntarily in her chest and abdomen.
"It's hard to repay people."
When Shi Yingxue was guarding Yulouchun, she couldn't help but think of all the different illusions she had entered.
Yuan Qian's illusion, Du Yueming's illusion, Miss's illusion, and all kinds of illusions. She has gone through a lot.
Every time she enters a fantasy world, Shi Yingxue always sees the complete lives of others, and sees all kinds of joys and sorrows in other people's lives.
These many identities and lives of "Shi Yingxue" are difficult for Shi Yingxue to understand, but it is in the lives of others that Shi Yingxue can experience everything that she could not experience before.
It is as if I have seen other life processes and chosen my own outcome. From these differences, I can experience a kind of true meaning and understanding of life that others cannot understand.
Shi Yingxue used to go to illusions just to survive, but now she suddenly understood a mysterious "Tao" from this originally boring training process.
It is a Tao that not only belongs to the original owner of life, but also belongs to those who experience it later.
Probably this process of experiencing "Tao" has been predestined by God's will.
This was originally her mission to complete her soul, and it was also a necessary process for her to make her life more complete.
Shi Yingxue's soul has had many deficiencies from the very beginning. It was an unbelievable but necessary thing to make up for the missing remnants of her own soul. Shi Yingxue was able to make up for her own soul with her own hands. That was because of her relationship with
A completely different destiny for others.
In the process of replenishing her soul, she will see many more people and things than other monks, enter many more experiences and illusions than other monks, and gain almost twice as much experience and understanding as others.
And Shi Yingxue couldn't help but start to wonder, is there really only one person whose soul is missing in this world?
Is Shi Yingxue the only one who doesn't know where his entire soul is, so he searches everywhere for it?
Shi Yingxue now felt that she was not the only one like her.
Some people are like me, and some fragments of their souls are accidentally lost. Therefore, due to the incompleteness of the soul fragments, some people also have various feelings in their hearts that are different from those of healthy people.
But maybe these people are not missing many parts, so it is difficult to feel that they are different from healthy people.
It is precisely because of this that these monks who do not know that their souls are missing will never complete their souls in their entire lives, let alone free themselves from this sense of sadness that they are slightly missing.
I felt extremely sad and emotional in my heart.
Just like Shi Yingxue.
Shi Yingxue didn't know that her soul was defective. Some things were not choices she would have made in a healthy soul state. When she thought about it later, she would inevitably feel uncomfortable.
Just like many things in Zangfeng Valley back then, if they had discovered it when there were traces to follow from the beginning, they would not have ended up in the situation that they did later. It would not make much sense to regret it now.
In any case, if a person has flaws in his soul, it will be difficult for him to realize the completeness of being a healthy person throughout his life.
Shi Yingxue finally understood this "Tao" from this illusion.
It is precisely because of this that Shi Yingxue feels more and more that God or Heaven may have taken the initiative to ask her to come to this mortal world just to let her fully experience the feeling of being a complete person.
, Traveling for a long time, savoring all kinds of tastes, your experiences and thoughts will be different from others.
And because her soul was patched up piece by piece with her own hands, she will inevitably feel particularly novel about her completely new life and soul, and she will also feel responsible for herself. This sense of responsibility will make her cautious.
Be careful and tell her not to insult and throw away her life casually.