In fact, when she was comatose after being poisoned by the Cecropia flower, although she couldn't control herself, she could still hear the voices around her very clearly.
When she just heard those words that conflicted with the way of heaven, Shi Yingxue also found it unbelievable and was as shocked as Gong Tingyu.
But in the end, Shi Yingxue also felt that what they said was actually right.
After this experience, Shi Yingxue felt that she and Gong Tingyu were really destined to have no connection, and if getting close would cause trouble, it would be better to separate far away.
She could understand and understand Gong Tingyu's difficulties, but no matter how Gong Tingyu chose to take advantage of her at that time, it was all out of selfishness, and it also caused her a lot of harm.
So even though she now knew that Gong Tingyu had to suffer so much in order to apologize to herself and admit her mistake, Shi Yingxue still felt that there was no need for reconciliation between the two.
It's not that she still has any resentment towards her. On the contrary, she has forgiven Gong Tingyu, but she still feels that many things are no longer necessary.
The original hurt will not be erased by an apology. From the moment Gong Tingyu made the choice to take advantage of her, they will never be able to go back to the time when they were so intimate.
Of course, Shi Yingxue would not be angry with Gong Tingyu because she had suffered one way or another because of her. Firstly, it was not necessary, and secondly, because Shi Yingxue felt that letting her go would also mean letting herself go.
Maybe there was indeed a deep friendship between Yingxue and Gong Tingyu back then, but since they were not destined to each other and had already parted ways, there was really no need to walk the same path again.
Shi Yingxue has been recovering from her injuries for a long time and has made up her mind. It is best for her and Gong Tingyu to be as they are now. She already knows what Gong Tingyu wants to tell her, but she does not choose to reconcile.
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So after she woke up, she didn't ask Lianyi and Fuyi any more questions about Gong Tingyu's whereabouts.
Since she didn't ask, Fu Yi knew that Shi Yingxue must have heard what Heng Jin and Ran'er said to Gong Tingyu.
Shi Yingxue agreed, and Fu Yi didn't think there was any problem.
Fu Yi preferred to stay in the Yanhun space than in the Qingxu world. As soon as Shi Yingxue woke up, he went back to the Yanhun space to take a nap.
Shi Yingxue's eyes first fell on Xiao Ran'er, who was sleeping on her knees.
Speaking of which, she had expected Fuyi and Lianyi's performance in this incident, but she had not expected that Xiao Ran'er's performance would be like this.
After all, the relationship between Gong Tingyu and Xiao Ran'er was indeed very good back then. Shi Yingxue thought that Xiao Ran'er would ease the relationship between the two, but she didn't expect that this little girl would directly explain it to Gong Tingyu.
Due to the interest relationship, please Gong Tingyu stay far away.
She was surprised and felt that it was valuable.
So he couldn't help but raised his hand and rubbed Xiao Ran'er's hair. Xiao Ran'er woke up, smiled at Shi Yingxue charmingly, and then acted coquettishly on Shi Yingxue's lap.
, refused to get up.
There was a noise here, and Ripple, who was meditating, opened his eyes. Seeing that Shi Yingxue had woken up, a smile broke out on his face, and he walked to Shi Yingxue's side in two steps. He couldn't help but hold up Shi Yingxue's hand.
Xue reached out and asked Shi Yingxue softly how she was doing.
Hengjin looked at the sincere concern on Lianyi's face with her hands behind her hands from a distance, and couldn't help but sigh that her sister had been in trouble for half her life, but finally found a wonderful destination.
It's a happy place here, but the place where Gong Tingyu, who has been sent by Hengjin, can't be considered very happy.
Gong Tingyu was not a person who could tolerate loneliness very well. The Qingxu world was already very strange to her, and now that she was sent to a completely unfamiliar mountain gate, she was even more frightened.
But fortunately, the sect that Hengjin chose for her was indeed a famous sect.
Gong Tingyu couldn't tell who Hengjin was. Except for Shi Yingxue, she couldn't recognize anyone in the group just now. She couldn't even recognize Shi Yingxue's current state.
Out.
Hengjin sent Gong Tingyu to that sect. He revealed his realm a little and was very polite in his words and attitude. Hengjin easily sent Gong Tingyu, who was born innocent and has excellent qualifications, into this sect.
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Because her qualifications were so good, after the sect measured her spiritual roots, they sent her directly to a senior elder and decided to accept her as an inner disciple. They also sent people to quickly take her disciple Yu
I got the clothes of the Reiwa sect back.
Gong Tingyu's qualifications in this life are really great, with thunder-type heavenly spiritual roots. The leader knows that as long as he is willing to cultivate such a good seedling properly, he will definitely become the mainstay of the sect in the future.
The heads of the sect were all kind to her, not to mention the senior elders. Even her master who came to her door personally ran out and took her to his cave. He greeted her with greetings and was very caring, and his words were full of love.
The color of love.
All the treatment Gong Tingyu has never received before.
She felt that she roughly understood how Shi Yingxue was treated at that time. She made a mistake in her heart. It was obviously something worth being happy about, but she still felt a strange sense of loss in her heart.
Gong Tingyu was still a little dizzy. She already had a new cave, her own master, and I heard she had several senior brothers and sisters who were smart and easy to get along with. Everything seemed to be going very smoothly.
Everything was brand new, and the spiritual energy in the cave was rich. She walked around at will, and everything was strange and novel.
Her new master must be very busy. He took Gong Tingyu to get used to the surroundings, and then received a transmission note from another of her disciples. He paid a few words of concern to Gong Tingyu, and then hurriedly rushed to his home.
Another young apprentice went.
Gong Tingyu stood alone in his spacious and beautiful cave, looking around, everything seemed so beautiful.
When she was in Yunlang Dao, she lived in Datongpu, where she lived with a large group of scheming outer disciples. It seemed that she had nothing else to think about every day except trying to become an inner disciple.
But this place is completely different. There are no roommates who make her feel noisy and unpleasant, and all the space here belongs to her.
Is this what she wanted all along?
Gong Tingyu couldn't help but burst into laughter. She smiled but her nose became sore and she couldn't help but shed tears.
She felt empty in her heart, and it seemed that this kind of life was not as beautiful as she thought, but she was no longer qualified to choose again.
Is she worthy?
She doesn't deserve it.
Gong Tingyu suddenly felt cramped and uncomfortable. Without carefully arranging his cave, he turned around and walked out, almost escaping.