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Chapter 688: Emerging Consciousness

In the past, Shi Yingxue always believed that fighting was to protect herself and to better prove her abilities.

Of course, Shi Yingxue also guessed that for some monks, fighting was to obtain some resources, or to satisfy some of their inner desires and needs.

But after this time, Shi Yingxue felt that the root cause of fighting was actually just a kind of dissatisfaction originating from deep within people's hearts.

Because of dissatisfaction, various fights arise.

Perhaps because he was dissatisfied with the bullying of others, he rose up to resist and had various thoughts.

Maybe because you are dissatisfied that you don't have something, you want to take action and turn what you don't have into something.

This is a desire.

Because you have desires, you will struggle to figure out where to go or what to do, and how to fight to achieve the results you want.

Although Shi Yingxue's idea may be immature, Shi Yingxue still felt that she had touched the slightest edge of the way of heaven.

Meditation practice is originally a matter of understanding the way of heaven. Shi Yingxue had been thinking about such a thing while meditating, so she fell into long-term thinking and confusion.

These are what she gained from thinking and confusion.

Along with thinking and comprehending the way of heaven, Shi Yingxue's realm rapidly improved, and she felt that she had achieved enlightenment after she passed the key point that Shi Yingxue had been having trouble cultivating recently.

But when she saw Ying again after practicing meditation, Shi Yingxue felt that her recent enlightenment seemed to be nothing.

Because she couldn't comprehend it, why did Ying fight so hard and persistently with her because of some dissatisfaction or because of some desire?

If so, what exactly are these dissatisfactions and desires?

Shi Yingxue couldn't figure it out, so when she saw Ying again, she temporarily suppressed the thoughts of fighting in her heart and stopped thinking about fighting. Instead, she thought about what Ying was for?

It is true that at the beginning, Shi Yingxue was easily convinced by Ying's words, but at the end, Shi Yingxue still felt puzzled.

why?

Why bother?

Ying is not a tool person, Shi Yingxue can be sure of this.

From the initial belief that Ying had no heart and thoughts to the current wavering, Shi Yingxue even began to doubt whether Ying had thoughts and other thoughts.

It wasn't that she suspected that Ying would have any unfavorable ideas for her. Shi Yingxue was simply confused and curious as to why Ying was so persistent in fighting her.

Suppose that her purpose was to create difficulties for Shi Yingxue and other Shi family disciples, but Ying was clearly not as ruthless to all Shi family disciples as she said.

She stopped attacking many times when Shi Yingxue was unable to fight, and she protected and even taught Shi Yingxue. Is such a shadow really someone who must fight with her?

What's more, Shi Yingxue didn't think that everything Ying did was just for what she had told her before.

As the gatekeeper of the Shi family, using herself as the standard to measure the ability of each child of the Shi family and judge whether they can withstand the power of heaven in the future, doesn't Ying herself have any thoughts?

If this is really the case, is there no need for this fight?

After all, for the current Shi Yingxue, she has become what can be considered an excellent monk, with a high level of attainment and a tough mind and soul.

Shi Yingxue thinks that although she is not an invincible monk, she has still successfully survived such a long crisis and various dangers. Even in the future, Shi Yingxue feels that she can have enough

ability to face various difficulties that may be encountered in the future.

So under this premise, is this kind of fight necessary?

It is true that facing one's own weaknesses and finding one's flaws in the eyes of others is a very meaningful and profitable thing, but if this matter can be arranged and has subjective initiative, Shi Yingxue feels

Things will be much better.

What's more, Shi Yingxue felt more and more that Ying himself was not enthusiastic or willing to fight Shi Yingxue in the Realm of the Heart Sword.

After all, as her realm continues to improve, the speed of the shadow's appearance becomes slower and slower.

Although it will eventually appear, it will indeed be much slower than what Shi Yingxue remembered.

Shi Yingxue guessed that the improvement of her abilities caused more damage in each battle between herself and Ying, which increased the pain Ying would suffer, so Ying subconsciously developed resistance and rejection.

So this question goes back to the fundamental question: does the shadow have its own consciousness?

Shi Yingxue didn't know.

However, when she saw Ying's obvious confusion and hesitation regarding her questions, Shi Yingxue felt that the questions in her heart seemed to have been answered.

Even if Ying doesn't have completely human-like thoughts, she must have her own set of thinking logic deep in her heart.

All things have spirits. Even if the shadow was indeed a trial tool created by the ancestors of the Shi family at the beginning, after tens of thousands of years and repeated killings and rebirths, Shi Yingxue guessed that the shadow must be

When boredom arises, a part of the consciousness that can think may also arise.

It may not be as good as the consciousness in the heart of a healthy and complete person, but it must be more spiritual than a dead thing without a soul and mind.

When Ying heard Shi Yingxue's question, he fell into a long silence and confusion.

Ying really no longer wanted to fight Shi Yingxue over and over again. Whether he was hit by Shi Yingxue or caused damage to Shi Yingxue, every time Ying would feel a lot of reluctance and pain in his heart.

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Except when Shi Yingxue came into the Realm of the Heart Sword to fight with him, Ying would occasionally think - of course, Ying did not realize that what he was doing was considered a human being - Ying would think about his own existence.

The only meaning is to keep fighting with others until you kill the other person or be killed by the other person?

What's more, Ying knew that every time he went from having no body to having a physical body, it was because Shi Yingxue entered the realm of the Heart Sword, and her traces of aura eventually became the cornerstone of his own appearance and shape.

It would be painful for Ying to do something to such a person.

She will also find it meaningless.

Shi Yingxue is already the best disciple of the Shi family she has seen in these years, even better than the top five disciples of the Shi family back then.

In this case, Shi Yingxue, Ying believed that she had the qualifications and strength to compete with the way of heaven.

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