Under such long-term torture, Jin Jue also lost his original will.
In addition, Kumquat's soul is already very weak and unstable. As the torture increases, Kumquat will often fall into a coma and be controlled by other evil spells in this formation, harming everyone who comes in.
The people here.
Shi Yingxue and Fu Yi were not the first people he met, but they were the two most difficult people to deal with. Not only were they able to restrain him naturally, they also completely ignored his original abilities.
He was unable to complete what the ghost cultivator asked him to do, and in the end he was extremely anxious.
Rather than saying that he really wanted to kill Shi Yingxue and Fu Yi, it was better to say that he was really afraid that Shi Yingxue and Fu Yi would leave. He didn't really say how disgusted he was with the two entrants, but
I am afraid that I will not do what the ghost cultivators ask me to do, so I will be tortured by the same ghost cultivators as before.
The psychological shadow caused by being abused and beaten has been deeply buried in her heart. Jin Jue doesn't want to kill anyone, but he himself is about to die at the hands of others. How can he still be kind to others?
Pain and oppression will suppress the last good thoughts in a person's heart. Just like a kumquat, even if he was alive, he was not a person who wanted to kill other people. After death, he was abused and turned into a
After being tortured and killed by such a ruthless person, he would forget that he didn't want to kill anyone in the first place.
The more people kill people, the more convenient they are, and the easier it is to form a numb memory.
The only way to survive is to keep killing people. So if that's the case, why not kill people?
These people are not his acquaintances. They have been naturally antagonistic since they came in. Why not kill them for his own sake?
This is the process of change in Kumquat’s heart.
It has to be said that the ghost cultivator seems to have really good ideas about torturing and training people. Even though Jin Jue was not a bad person originally, he slowly turned into another murderous demon under such long-term oppression, and he
I still don't know anything about all this.
However, this kind of possessed mentality completely disappeared after meeting Shi Yingxue and Fu Yi.
His mentality of being accustomed to killing people was, on the one hand, cultivated by ghost cultivators. On the other hand, it was of course because he had never met anyone who could be his opponent in such a deformed environment.
But Shi Yingxue and Fu Yi failed him miserably, and he gradually awakened to his own consciousness. Looking back, he didn't seem to be such an emotionless killing machine.
What's more, Fu Yi also used magical powers to change his body back. With this body, even though the soul itself is still weak, there is a kind heart that belongs to human beings, as well as the indelible three cardinal principles and five constant principles that belong to human beings.
It will slowly return to your heart.
Killing is no longer such a simple and unburdened thing. It is an extremely terrible thing that is forced by one's enemies and changes one's mentality;
And my own realm and strength are not the strength that I have worked hard to cultivate, but the power that my original enemies gave me through some strange methods. The price of gaining this power is to lose the original self. In this formation,
He was so groggy that he became a murderous tool in the hands of his enemies, used against every innocent person.
Under such suppression, and sometimes Yingxue and Fuyi forcing him to talk about it all, Jin Jue slowly found his true heart.
At the end of the speech, Jin Jue's face was full of guilt and disbelief.
He looked at his hands, as if he wanted to see clearly how many innocent people he had killed at that time, and how much innocent blood was stained on his hands - and what kind of perversion he had at that time.
How could he kill those innocent people so confidently and without any remorse?
Not to mention, the person I hate the most in my life clearly turned me into such a human being, but I actually became his lackey, helping him turn those who were just as pitiful as myself before.
Ordinary mortals were killed. What is the difference between him who has done evil and the damned ghost cultivator whom he deeply hates?
Jin Jue was in a trance and didn't even know where she was.
He did not defend himself as soon as he woke up, as Shi Yingxue suspected, saying that he was in a state of unconsciousness when he killed those people, nor did he rush to curse the damn ghost cultivator for enslaving him and enslaving him.
He turned into another disgusting devil.
He just looked at himself blankly for a while, and then a mixture of anger, shock, confusion, guilt, etc. appeared on his face, and finally condensed into a calm expression.
"I'm sorry, everyone. I did something evil and killed you all. Even if I was driven by others, I can't change the fact that I killed you here. This is my fault. I naturally
I am willing to bear it with all my strength. I, Jin Jue, have had such a tragic fate since I was a child. I only complain about my own inability and God's injustice, but I don't think that you weak people deserve to die, as my master said.
I have done so many wrong things, and one day I will atone for myself and for you poor innocent people who lost their lives.
But that day has not come yet, I have one more important thing to do."
Jin Jue ignored that his hands were tightly tied, he just bent his knees and knelt directly on the ground, kowtowing to the darkness of the void around him, and he didn't know who he was kowtowing to.
Jin Jue's expression was quite pious. After seeing it, Shi Yingxue didn't know what to say. She just felt a lot of emotion in her heart.
Did Kumquat do anything wrong?
Of course there is.
Countless innocent people died because of him. From the perspective of bystanders who did not know the inside story, Jin Jue was worthy of death, even stupid, for actually colluding with his enemy.
But if you think about it carefully, what did Kumquat do wrong?
His tragedy began when he was abducted by Pai Hanako when he was a child. Could it be that his mistake was that he was abducted when he was a child, and then almost changed hands and finally ended up in the hands of a ghost cultivator.
A little boy?
But at that time, could he decide whether he would be abducted? Such a mistake was not originally caused by him, but by those patters who had lost their moral bottom line and abducted poor and innocent children.
The sin is also those human traffickers who are so greedy for profit that they sell their souls just because of money and spiritual stones, and sell these children who should not enter the world of cultivation to take a trip into the muddy waters into the world of cultivation.
Whether they are flower girls or human traffickers, they are indispensable and the most despicable part of this tragic cycle. They are the cause of this mistake and tragedy.
Of course, it is the most meaningless thing to judge everything that has happened from the perspective of hindsight.
And what happened after that was not what Jin Jue had in mind.
He is just a mortal with no power. Why should he contend with ghost cultivators whose strength far exceeds his own who knows how many times? Survival and death are the instincts in the human heart, but he cannot survive.
He cannot die. He is a pitiful ordinary person who does not even have the ability to choose his own life or death. Can he still control his own behavior?
That ghost cultivator is a master at playing with people's hearts, and he can even use those weird and strange spells to drive people around without even realizing what he has done.
Kumquat is just a microcosm of the thousands of tragedies he has caused. No matter whether the person who was sold to him as a boy by the monster at first was a kumquat, or some other silver tangerine, he would eventually
What inevitably becomes a tragedy is this entire evil force and its fundamental reincarnation.
It's extremely shameful and pitiable.
Shi Yingxue did not stop Jin Jue, and Jin Jue just maintained the same posture, kneeling on the ground and kowtowing to the void.
Bang, bang, bang...
Every time he kowtowed, he used a lot of force, and soon his face, which was already bruised and bruised by Fu Yi, became even more ugly. However, he did not stop and continued to kowtow to the void.
Jin Jue must be feeling very tormented and guilty inside, but he cannot change the mistakes he has made. Perhaps such behavior can make his inner pain and suffering less.
Fu Yi did not speak, but used his own connection to call Shi Yingxue in his heart: "I guess the other ghosts in this space are probably the souls who have failed to break through the formations over the years. These souls have been completely destroyed by ghost cultivators.
They were absorbed and used for cultivation, so they became the same existence as Kumquat, here to block the next unlucky guy who comes in."
Shi Yingxue nodded.
Since Jin Jue wants to kowtow to atone for his sins, then he should kowtow.
However, Shi Yingxue and Fu Yi would not let him go just because Jin Jue seemed to have awakened his conscience. As Jin Jue said in his previous narrative, from the moment Shi Yingxue and Fu Yi entered this formation
The first few people were already naturally opposed to each other. Since they were naturally opposed to each other, how could Shi Yingxue and Fu Yi not keep an eye out in case he suddenly changed his mind and hurt both of them?
So Fuyi still pulled tightly on the spiritual energy rope that bound Kumquat, and said in a cold tone: "These people are already dead. If you continue to kowtow here, there is no way to save the dead people."
The soul is summoned back. If you really have this intention, why not personally kill the ghost cultivator who caused you such harm? Only in this way can these innocent dead be truly enlightened and able to swallow this.
tone."
Jin Jue nodded and said: "I think so too. It seems that I haven't done many good things in my life. I couldn't save myself when I was myself. When I was a ghost, I actually helped others and killed so many people."
As a person, I should commit suicide to apologize and die to repay the lives of these people who died unjustly.
But before I died, I just said one thing, that is, I will kill my master with my own hands. Even if I don't have the strength, if I can die in the process of fighting him, at least I will be safe.
The thoughts in my mind made me feel guilty and tormented otherwise."
Kumquat said.
However, he paused after saying this and continued: "But those who should kowtow should still kowtow. I think of it, during the period of time I was trapped here, I killed a total of 851 people.
I have to kowtow eight hundred and fifty-one times, so that I won’t feel so sad and guilty, and it can be regarded as an apology in advance to everyone who died innocently.”
Fuyi shrugged noncommittally and said: "Everyone here died because of you and then became the same person as you. I think if they can understand the meaning of your words, they should be able to understand you.
Pain and suffering. What you have done is of little significance. What can flow in their hearts now must be that you immediately go to the ghost to repair your vengeance, instead of letting you kowtow here and waste precious time.
"
Probably Jin Jue also knew that the ghost cultivator asked him to delay in the formation, so he was stunned for a while, and then stood up with great difficulty and said: "What you are saying is that if I kowtow here, they can understand it."
You can't forgive me, and I won't ask these people to forgive me, so I can only die in return for peace."
Fu Yi didn't speak, but Jin Jue suddenly began to look up and down at the realms of Shi Yingxue and Fu Yi. After being silent for a while, he said: "You two are stronger than everyone I have seen before, otherwise you wouldn't be able to do anything."
Being able to enlighten my human body so easily and simply.
I don't ask you to let me go, but at least take me to see how my damn 'master' died, so that I can feel relieved from the torment in my heart and feel what I have done.
Everything is not hopeless."
The master in Jin Jue's mouth does not really have the feeling of deep admiration between master and disciple, but he is already used to this title, and it is very likely that he does not even know the name of the ghost cultivator and where he is from.
I understand, so that’s all.
Fu Yi nodded: "We are here just to kill him. If you can cooperate with us and let us get out of this formation faster, your wish will be realized faster."
He grabbed Jin Jue and even used his magical power to solidify Jin Jue's body. Even for Jin Jue, he definitely knew where the secrets of these formations were. Even if he didn't know it clearly, he was definitely familiar with the two.
It helps to break the formation, so that Shi Yingxue and Fu Yi won't be like two headless flies running into walls in this formation.
Hearing Fu Yi's words, Jin Jue's face showed a look of ecstasy.