Although Annan promised his grandmother to face up to his feelings——
But before leaving, he still had some hesitation and procrastination.
There's a feeling of grinding and not wanting to move.
After all, this was the first time in Annan's entire life that he had a crush on the opposite sex.
He couldn't tell for a moment whether he really liked the other person, or whether he had a feeling of closeness because he "had known each other before", or whether he was just possessive of Kaifuni who fell in love with him, or whether it was because of this.
The body is undergoing puberty and has ignorant teenage feelings...
In fact, Annan Bai and Annan Black have different feelings for Kaifuni.
The first person to meet Kafni was Black Annan.
According to the memory that Annan has regained, Black Annan's heart of winter had not yet reversed at that time, and there was no love in his heart.
When Annan saw Kaifni for the first time in the sea of silver and purple flowers in Noah's back garden...the first memory that came to mind was experience. He was shocked by the harmonious beauty of that moment.
——But there was only that moment of emotion.
Black Annan is cold and ruthless from beginning to end.
He did say that he wanted to protect Kaifni, and he did say cool words such as "I'm here for this."
But it is slightly different from what Bai Annan understood...
At that time, Black Annan did not abandon his own safety and rush to do justice just because he was "unable to ignore the tragedy that happened in front of him", which sounded very Kamen Rider and seemed to have its own BGM.
It was just because of Kaifuni's spiritual vision that Annan thought there must be something extraordinary about Kaifuni.
This made the indifferent Black Annan pay a little more attention to Kaifni, raising her status by two levels from "a passerby who has nothing to do with him" to an "important person". Her survival and her view of herself
It's something very important.
Because of this, when Annan keenly caught a conspiracy, and this conspiracy involved Kaifuni, Annan did not choose the simplest and crudest solution - that is, to cooperate with Philip.
After all, no matter how Philip arranged his conspiracy... whether he wanted to murder a minister or seek to usurp the throne, Noah would be affected instead of Dong. It would be better to say that if Philip tortured Noah to death, it would affect Dong
On the contrary, it is a good thing.
——Anyway, there are blizzards and the protection of the frost beast army in the winter, so you can't fight back. It doesn't matter what you do.
...Of course, this is just a possibility.
Even without Kafni, Annan might not actually cooperate with Philip.
For Annan, the baby-faced fat man who likes to eat sweets is really not very lovable - after all, they are mirrors of each other. Maybe after Annan comes into contact with Philip, he will feel disgusted with Philip... and then
It is possible to ruin his plan out of interest.
Until this moment, Annan didn't have any special feelings for Kaifni. At most, he just felt that she was more pleasing to the eye and perhaps easier to use.
After that, Annan lost his memory.
But Kaifuni didn't.
When she saw Annan again, the madness caused by the erosion of her vision and curse had become more serious, even affecting her intelligence.
Her memory and thinking ability became disabled as a result. At that time, Kaifni was trudging on the road of corruption. Her whole person was full of demonic nature, even her speech was somewhat intermittent, and her logic was fragmented.
But when she saw Annan, she grabbed Annan's hand without hesitation and told him something that he had forgotten but she had not forgotten yet.
Corresponding to Black Annan's full of impurity feelings for Kaifuni...
Kafni's feelings for Annan are not pure either.
For Kafni, who has been bullied by other peers since she was a child because she awakened her gift of spiritual vision, Annan's existence has a completely different meaning to her.
Although her father loves her very much, he is also afraid of her; her biological mother wants to kill her; the dream stealer wants to indirectly control her father through her; her teacher, who calls himself 'Nicholas Fra
Mel's Nicholas II was essentially using her to kill people...
She has been ostracized, had her memory altered, and been assassinated many times. Having lived in the environment of the Noah royal family since she was a child, Kafni, who was born with spiritual vision, has long awakened the ability to see through the inner being of others.
To her, Black Annan's existence is overwhelmingly powerful.
After all, he was a strong man who could take the absolute initiative in communicating with Vladimir, who had not yet become a "winter inverse". His coldness, wisdom, determination, and reliability reminded Kaifni of her own
grandfather.
Like the dark sun.
——It would be great if her father could be this reliable, she thought.
That way, she wouldn't have to feel so wronged...
The paintings she drew were distorted and pointed at the essence of things, so she was ridiculed by her peers and cursed by her mother. And her father... his IQ was not very high, so he could not understand the true meaning of the paintings.
Annan was the first of his peers who did not regard her as a monster, and the only one who thought her paintings were beautiful from the bottom of his heart.
This is actually because Annan's mental age is quite mature, and his IQ and understanding ability allow him to immediately judge the essence of the painting... and his behavior is upright, and there is no "hidden truth" that can
It made him ashamed and afraid.
He is Kaifuni's first close friend.
And his act of "risking his life to save everyone" deeply shocked Kaifni.
She grew up in Noah's palace and had never seen anyone with such a bright soul.
It can even be said that Annan was the original motivation that enabled her to survive. It was Annan who gave her the courage to fight against all these evil intentions - and the confidence to defeat them all.
Although Kaifuni's attitude was very indifferent when she told how she was bullied, as if she didn't care about anything. She was very mature and took the criticism and hostility she suffered indifferently - but that was not maturity, but maturity.
It's numbness.
At that time, Kafni was not really a "devil".
Her spirit has not been corrupted by the curse. In other words, she is a normal little girl of eight or nine years old.
A little girl whose birthday has been forgotten by everyone. Because she has suffered too much malice, she has even become accustomed to living in malice.
The initial form of that feeling was not love.
Just as Kafni said to Annan - she thinks Annan is a god, and she is a fanatical believer in Annan.
In exchange for Kafni's acceptance of Annan's gift, she promised to give Annan a gift of the same value as the "Eye of Frost" when they meet again.
"I am strong...I can protect you."
She said so at the time.
At that time, Kafni planned to give herself as a gift to Annan.
As protector and believer.
Because she feels that she is not worthy of Annan. She also hopes to make herself better...so good that she can protect Annan and be worthy of Annan.
This misplaced understanding continued until Annan experienced the nightmare of the "Great Hunt", and Kafni and Kaifni played a dungeon online in the nightmare without knowing each other...
So Kafni finally understood her own feelings and stopped covering herself up.
And it was only after Kaifuni made an intimate move towards him that Annan realized that he didn't hate it...nor did he hate Kaifuni, it could even be said that he liked her. Because she was with Kaifni.
At that time, he didn't need to worry about anything else and could just settle down and enjoy the tranquility.
He was even a little worried about Kaifni. This worry was like a master and apprentice, like a father and daughter... because Annan felt that Kaifuni might not be able to survive without him.
From then on, a new and wonderful relationship gradually formed between them——
Because of the wonderful "fate", two children who did not understand "what love is" developed a strong and greedy possessive desire for each other... They did not want the other to be taken away by others, nor did they want the other to be taken away.
What an accident.
Neither Annan nor Kafni has such desire for anyone else.
...is this love?
In fact, he wasn't completely sure.
But Annan at least understood one thing -
——It seems that what he got from the very beginning was the heroine’s script.