Chapter 35 The Consciousness Abandoned by the World
This is even the memory that Annan peeked from Nicholas's heart, and it is not exactly the same content.
Until his death, Nicholas believed that he had killed his adoptive father Isaac. He carried this realization of "no turning back" and moved forward without looking back.
——Compared to his biological father who never cared about him except finding him an adoptive father after giving birth to him, Isaac is undoubtedly closer to his real father, who is also his mother.
But only after the "dead man" personally explained the matter, did Annan know that there was another aspect to this history.
Nicholas did murder Isaac.
But Isaac did not die because of this.
Even though he was betrayed by his adopted son, he did not become angry, desperate, or full of resentment. Instead, he rationally wanted to explore the reasons behind it.
So he turned into a soul state and looked at Nicholas's countermeasures in a condescending manner - I'm afraid he was still in the empty spiritual world, evaluating Nicholas with his arms crossed as to what actions were inappropriate and what words would leave a lasting impression on others.
Let’s talk about it.
Until the end, when Nicholas buried Isaac's "ashes".
...Nicholas finally realized what he had done.
But there is no turning back.
If you turn back at this time, it will be equivalent to admitting your stupidity...it will be equivalent to turning your father's death into a joke.
——After he woke up, he realized how stupid his initial move was.
What creates a new world, something beyond human intelligence...
It was obviously just a child's arrogant and sarcastic remarks, and he didn't even believe it himself. The reason why he opposed Isaac with all his strength was just because of the long-standing anger in his heart about the emptiness of not being recognized by others.
It's just that he doesn't want to admit that Isaac is right.
It is precisely because of this that he, who cannot look back, must work hard from the bottom of his heart to accomplish a goal that even he himself thinks is impossible.
Let history no longer decline.
He wants to make this world better and reach the [infinite realm of perfection] in an infinite spiral. If this world cannot fulfill his wishes... then change him.
“——Human beings have been living in hypocrisy since ancient times, deceiving others and deceiving themselves. The so-called ‘wishes’ are just words that sound nice.
"——The motto passed down from the Jade Tower to this day, 'sublimate everything to a more perfect state', made me pay for this motto throughout my life... In the end, even the owner of the tower did not take it seriously."
Among the words that the demon dragon Nicholas uttered to Annan with hatred...if you remove the "other people" part, the remaining words are equally true.
Because he doesn't resent himself.
It's not "even Isaac didn't take it seriously", but "even the Lord of the Tower didn't take it seriously".
Because after he became the master of the tower... even Nicholas himself no longer believed in that absurd wish.
But he knew this, but he had to move forward. He could not betray the crime he had already carried - it was his attitude of a ridiculous fool that was recognized by the Jade Tower.
"It's not that he killed me and stole the identity of the Tower Master, but that he inherited my position and responsibilities in another way.
"The election of the parliament is a kind of inheritance, the change of blood is a kind of inheritance, and the passing of the flames of the Black Tower in the Zeland is also a kind of inheritance. The strong rise, the losers fall... naturally it is also a kind of inheritance.
"Nicholas also knows nothing about this. But he doesn't need to know this, because it makes no difference to him. After all, in terms of the result, he did kill 'me'."
"Isaac II" said, turning back to look at Thirteen Incense.
Although there was no difference from before, Shisanxiang suddenly understood the rationality in Teacher Isaac's eyes.
Isaac warned seriously: "The first thing you should have when becoming a wizard is to give up the old concepts of being a mortal. The good in the eyes of ordinary people is no longer the good in your eyes, and the evil in the eyes of mortals is no longer the evil in your eyes.
"What you desire, what you hope for, and what you firmly believe are all different from ordinary people. If you care about ordinary people's moral values, you will definitely not be able to go very far on this road.
"When you find your true desire, do you still think 'this is too weird' and give up? Don't be kidding... Not only wizards, but also extraordinary people should have such a realization.
"——The consciousness of being abandoned by the world!"
Isaac's voice was not loud, but it seemed to shock Shisanxiang and Husky like thunder.
Even Annan's pupils at the side shrank sharply - he seemed to understand something.
This is undoubtedly a very helpful reminder for Annan who is looking for desire and trying to find a way to advance to the gold level.
——Why do extraordinary people almost never choose to show their faces?
It is not arrogance, nor is it indifference to fame and wealth... The way to sublimation is not to cultivate immortality, it itself has to tap into people's desires.
The real reason is... they are no longer in the same world as ordinary people.
"For example, my grandfather, the ancestor who has become a god... He was a male and a great nobleman at the beginning."
Isaac looked at the three people who were stunned, nodded with satisfaction, and continued to give examples seriously: "Although he is a believer in the cup-bearing woman, he actually does not understand the way of desire. He is just greedy for pleasure and lacks art.
I have no feelings for the pursuit and talent of other righteous gods, so I chose the cup-bearing girl as my faith.
"In other words, he was actually charmed by the appearance of the cup-holder and chose her. This is a blasphemous act for other gods, but for the cup-holder it is a sign of recognition and respect.
"It wasn't until the end of a ridiculous and chaotic banquet that the drunken ancestor came out to sober up alone. He walked to the river, but suddenly had the urge to jump.
"It was just a momentary impulse. But he began to wonder why he had the desire to die? He was obviously living so happily and carefree, and the only thing he wanted to do was enjoy a luxurious life.
"He started thinking. And at this point, he quickly realized - he didn't even know how he could get happiness from this luxurious life.
"He wanted to know what the relationship between desire and happiness was. So he began to abstain from sex, go on a diet, and began three years of asceticism. However, his journey of abstinence actually made him become a cup-holder.
bishop.
"At the end of his ascetic journey, he realized that he knew nothing and could do nothing. So he wanted to 'become someone else'.
"He first reversed his gender and became a girl. Then he ran away from home without a penny... Amidst the suffering in the world, she was promoted to the gold level. She understood a lot, but realized that she could not
There is more to know.
"In order to have a deeper understanding of the desires of different people, he cut himself up and divided it among nine people with different genders, ages, and origins.
"And after the death of these nine people, he was reborn again - through personally experiencing the lives of these nine people, he finally understood the way of desire. And obtained the Book of Truth, dedicating himself to her as a grand banquet.
Everyone you come in contact with.
"He is the Feaster, the God of understanding and resonance. The Lord of our banquets. Since that great banquet, the times have begun to move forward...not another book of truth has fallen from the sky."
Isaac looked at everyone and said word by word: "The way to sublimation is the way to change and alienation.
"From a mediocre mortal to a god. He is no longer the same person as he was originally... You will naturally change too."