Xue Han was stunned for several seconds, unable to react.
What her mother said just now left several deep marks on her young mind, causing pain and numbness.
Cheng Tianfang did not dare to look into her daughter's big, pure eyes, and lowered her eyes to wipe away her tears.
"Xiaohan, these are all mother's fault and have nothing to do with your father.
After I had different feelings with him, I looked for opportunities to quarrel with him all day long.
Later, he was afraid of going home and felt depressed and uneasy.
Seeing him like that made me even more angry.
I have a bad temper and am too emotional. It’s because I don’t know myself deeply enough that I betrayed our marriage and got together with a scumbag...” “At that time, I was crazy and only pursued excitement and craziness. I ate, drank and had fun with them, and wandered around all day long.
, spend money like water, but always think that you can make it back soon.
Who would have known that that scumbag deceived me, defrauded me of all my money and the money your father gave me, and even did illegal things in our store.
I foolishly believed him blindly, but later I was caught and he took away part of the money and ran away.
It was then that I suddenly woke up, but unfortunately it was too late, it was too late for everything."
“As soon as the incident was revealed, everyone was furious.
Your grandma was so angry with me that my father-in-law and mother-in-law refused to pay attention to me.
Your father was so heartbroken that he got drunk on the street and almost got into an accident.
That scumbag also ran to the mall, and grandpa discovered that he had evil intentions, and was later stabbed to death by that scumbag...
I was locked up at that time, and I didn’t know it at all...I couldn’t even see your grandpa for the last time."
"At that time, I just wanted to die...I felt that I had no shame in living in this world anymore.
Later, he committed suicide and was rescued. Your aunt tried every means to bring you to see me, so that I could live a good life for you and start over.
But life is life, start from scratch wherever it comes from.
If there is a regret medicine in the world, I would rather exchange it with my life..." At this point, she cried so much that she could no longer speak and hugged her daughter hard.
"I'm sorry! I'm sorry! Mom is really sorry for you... I'm sorry for all of you... If you didn't grow up in a single-parent family, you wouldn't be sensitive and delicate.
If you have a father and mother raising you together, you will not lack the company of your relatives and pursue excitement and fun.
We ignore you and don’t care about you... Wuwu! Xiaohan, in the end, it’s all my mother’s fault! It’s all my mother’s fault!”
Xue Han was stunned and swallowed his saliva out of fear.
"Mom, you just said that grandpa... was killed?"
Cheng Tianfang knew that she was scared and gently stroked her back.
"Yes...it was the scumbag I provoked who stabbed grandpa to death.
Because of this incident, my grandma always refused to talk to me. It was not until the past two years that she was willing to see me, eat with me, and chat.
Your uncle is still angry with me and almost refuses to talk to me.
My relationship with my family depends entirely on your aunt's help and your father.
If it weren't for them and you, I wouldn't be able to survive today.
I deserve all this!"
Xue Han turned pale with fright and was shaking all the time.
"Mom, you...you didn't lie to me?
These are not true?
Not really, right?"
Cheng Tianfang sobbed: "No, it's true, I didn't lie to you.
It's just that your aunt and your father have not dared to let you know these years, and I have not dared to tell you, so you have been kept in the dark.
Now that you have grown up, and you almost made a mistake and met a bad person, I think I should tell you... My child, once a person indulges himself or hangs out with bad people, he may lose a lot in the end, even
It’s life.”
Xue Han was so scared that he swallowed his saliva.
"……Really?
Is it all true?”
Cheng Tianfang finally raised his head and looked into her eyes with tears in his eyes.
"Yes, every sentence is true.
Xiaohan, don't make mistakes when you are young, otherwise you may have to spend your whole life paying off the debt, or even be unable to repay it.
If I hadn't lured the wolf into the house, grandpa wouldn't have been stabbed to death.
Whenever I think about it now, I feel extremely guilty.
Even if your grandma and uncle resent me for the rest of their lives, I don't dare to say anything, because I deserve it because I harmed others and myself.
If I hadn’t been a bastard, your father wouldn’t have divorced me, and you wouldn’t have been living in a single-parent family...”
Cheng Tianfang gently wiped her tears and murmured: "I didn't dare to say anything before, I didn't dare to say anything in front of you.
I'm afraid you won't understand, I'm afraid you'll blame me, and I'm even more afraid that you won't want me to dislike me.
But this time, I have to say it.
Xiaohan, once you make some mistakes, the stains may never be removed for the rest of your life.
Don’t imitate your mother, don’t imitate me...it’s too painful and you’ve lost too much.”
"Mom, I understand."
She nodded slightly.
Cheng Tianfang kissed her forehead and whispered: "You must keep it in mind..." Xue Han repeated: "I will keep it in mind."
Cheng Tianfang wiped away her tears hard, helped her daughter lie down, and gently covered her with the quilt.
"Xiaohan, sleep well.
Fortunately, you stepped back from the brink and it was still not too late.
When making friends in the future, you must keep your eyes open.
We only make friends with students who love learning and are optimistic.
You are a student now, so you should focus on studying and not think about any messy things."
"Mom..." Xue Han asked in a hoarse voice, "What if... I mean if, I am not suitable for studying... what should I do?
Will you be as disappointed in me as dad?"
"Won't."
Cheng Tianfang shook his head: "Your father loves you very much and treats you as if he is dying.
As long as you correct yourself, he won't be disappointed in you.
You study hard and study hard. If you don't study well and are not as good as you are, we won't blame you.
There are millions of people in this world, and not everyone has the talent to read.
Just like your cousins, the second cousin is not very good at reading and is usually at an average level.
They are all born from the same father and mother, but there are still exceptions.
If you read it carefully, we won't care too much about the result.
For me and your father, your ability to grow up healthily, have strong psychological quality, and grow up sunny and cheerful is more important than any academic performance."
"thanks Mom."
Xue Han nodded: "I will read it carefully and carefully.
I promised my mother that I would never make friends with random people again.
I am a student now, so I should study hard first."
Cheng Tianfang smiled happily and whispered: "Be good, close your eyes and sleep well.
Don't worry, mom will study with you from now on.
Also, mom will help you take care of dad and help him recover quickly."
"Mom, can you...remarry dad?"
Xiaohan asked anxiously.
Cheng Tianfang was slightly stunned, then smiled sadly.
"We are good friends now, which is good enough.
Remember, no matter what our relationship is, we still love you and care for you."
Xiaohan let out a disappointed "Oh" and closed her eyes to sleep.