After a pause, Xue Ling asked tentatively: "Is this really the limit?
Must we separate?
Wasn't it an impulse?"
Cheng Huanran shook his head: "It's not impulsive, I've been struggling inside for a while.
Uncle Huan gave me some advice in the morning, and I made up my mind to break up.
When it's time to break it off, it's time to break it off, and continuing to suffer will only make each other more uncomfortable."
Xue Ling seemed to believe it but not believe it. He was still in shock and could not recover.
Cheng Huanran explained to her the conversation he had with Xue Huan in the morning.
"I gritted my teeth and simply asked her to meet in the afternoon.
She thought I was there to coax her and ignored me at first.
I drove over directly and told her, 'Let's break up. I can't stand this kind of life.
’, and then... that’s it.”
Xue Ling sighed softly: "I didn't expect Xiao Qiao's self-esteem to be so strong, nor did I expect that she would be so strong.
In the final analysis, this is her own pride, and it is not all your fault."
"It's not my fault at all!"
Cheng Huanran smiled bitterly: "She said that our family put too much pressure on her. Even if she couldn't compare with me in terms of family background, she still had to beat me in scientific research and work, otherwise she wouldn't marry me, etc.
Moreover, her family view is too different from mine, which is also a huge hidden danger."
Xue Ling was still a little reluctant to let go of Qiao Hui and whispered: "Actually, she is a very outstanding girl.
Maybe because she is an only child, her parents have very high expectations for her.
She grew up in a high-pressure environment, so she could only push herself to excel in everything in order to relieve the pressure.
She is indeed very strong, but she doesn't have to feel pressured by our family.
We have always been very satisfied with her and have fully accepted her in our hearts."
She always thinks that our family environment is better than hers, which makes her feel less superior and worries that she will be controlled in family relationships in the future and that I will be stronger than her."
Xue Ling couldn't help but ask: "Have you never enlightened her?
The family relationship is not a war-to-enemy relationship, and there is no need to be evenly matched."
"Countless times."
Cheng Huanran replied: "But she just doesn't listen and can't listen.
Even when she first heard that Xiaoxiao was pregnant with twins, she felt stressed because she was worried that she would only be able to give birth to one in the future, which would not be as numerous as Xiaoxiao.
She has to compete with others in any field, and she has to be so strong that it's scary, even annoying."
Xue Ling sighed: "Oh! This kid is too strong.
With her temperament like this, how can she not be under a lot of pressure?"
Cheng Huanran murmured: "Mom, we have already passed...I don't want to mention it anymore."
Xue Ling couldn't help but ask: "Is there no way to save it?
No hope at all?"
"It's a matter of character."
Cheng Huanran asked back: "Mom, how can we save this situation?
She may be a good partner or competitor, but she cannot be a good wife and cannot live a stable life with me.
Then is there any point for me to persist?”
Xue Ling sighed quietly: "That's all, I'll find a chance to meet her tomorrow."
"She won't see you."
Cheng Huanran whispered: "With her arrogant temperament, unless I beg her to get back together and make her look good, she will not pay attention to any of you."
Xue Ling glanced at him and said angrily: "Why didn't you tell me about this earlier?
We are currently busy with Yangyang and Xiaoxiao's marriage, what are you trying to cause trouble now?
!”
"Mom, I'm sorry."
Cheng Huanran whispered aggrievedly: "We have had troubles several times before, and I tried my best to endure it.
Uncle Ah Huan is right, it is just tasteless and has no meat to eat. In the end, you will have to give it up if you don’t give it up.
It was only today that I finally made up my mind.”
Xue Ling stroked his hair gently and said: "Pain is unavoidable, please take it easy first.
I'd better look for Qiao Hui tomorrow and hear what she has to say."
"Um."
Cheng Huanran's eyes moved slightly and asked: "Mom, can I resign at the end of the year and go to the pharmaceutical group?"
Xue Ling was slightly stunned, then asked: "Are you trying to avoid Qiao Hui?
Or do you want to change your work environment?
Don’t like the hospital side?”
"All of them."
Cheng Huanran answered: “The biggest reason is that I don’t like the red tape-like modular management of hospitals.
I can handle patients with ease, but there are too many restrictions, various hidden rules and complicated interpersonal relationships.
I hope to work in a fairer and more open place, and I prefer scientific research and don’t want to let some miscellaneous things take up too much of my time.”
Xue Ling nodded slightly: "Then how do you arrange it?
Want to join the scientific research department?"
"right."
Cheng Huanran explained: "I want to start from the grassroots level, and start from the most difficult one."
Xue Ling chuckled: "Judging from the several scientific research projects you have participated in before, you don't have to start from the grassroots level.
After you submit your resume, which stage you can be admitted to and which position you can start from depends on your true ability."
Cheng Huanran couldn't help but ask: "Mom, as for the management... when do you plan to let me take over?"
"Slow down a little longer."
Xue Ling replied: "Go there first to familiarize yourself with the environment and understand every aspect of the pharmaceutical group's operations.
Wait for the right time to join the management team, wait for you to establish yourself, and then join the top management team.
In fact, the pharmaceutical group is not complicated. The production line is over there. As long as it is produced, the rest depends on sales.
Part of it supplies hospitals, and part of it supplies pharmacies for the market. Each link has long been fixed and has not changed much.
Because of this, I don't have to spend too much time there.
However, its profits over the years have been very impressive, and I am quite satisfied.”
Cheng Huanran nodded: "Mom, I listen to you."
After a pause, he explained seriously: "Mom, actually I didn't go there just to avoid Qiao Hui.
I used to do scientific research with my mentor, and I always felt that it was very fulfilling to focus on something wholeheartedly.
But since I entered the hospital as an intern and then officially started working, I found that I had to spend a lot of time every day on medical records, copying this and that, group meetings, department meetings, director-leader meetings, hospital leaders meetings, etc... I did it all by myself.
Become the Thousand-Armed Guanyin and deal with a lot of things.
I feel like I'm busy as a spinning top, but I can't seem to achieve anything.
Doing everything, you end up focusing on nothing.
My mind can't calm down and I'm constantly busy. In the end, it seems that besides being tired and tired, I've neglected many things, especially the things I like and pursue."
Xue Ling nodded: "Mom understands.
The scientific research department over there isn't very good yet, so go check it out.
Last time, our board of directors decided to go abroad to recruit some big names at the expert level. Then you can learn from them.
At the same time, we will also invite some domestic drug experts to provide guidance. You should keep in touch with your Uncle Huan, he is taking the lead."
"good!"
Cheng Huanran happily agreed.
Xue Ling added: "The management there has also been standardized, but it is simpler because there are only three shareholders and the management has always been lean and simple.
Go ahead and see if it's suitable for you."
"Then I'll resign at the end of the year."
Cheng Huanran said: "I'll try to submit my resume in two days."