When I got home, everyone was laughing and laughing, as if something happy had happened.
Xue Ling could barely take care of herself, and Cheng Tianyuan devoted some of his energy to taking care of the two children.
Because she was still recovering from her wounds, both mothers did not agree to put their little brother and sister in her room, so they moved to the next door, saying that the crying and fussing children would disturb her.
Xue Ling had been nursing her baby for more than a month, and with this major surgery, she was obviously a lot weaker.
Others may only see that she has a bad look on her face, but she knows it very well.
She had to sit up for a while, but she couldn't help but pant. She didn't dare to straighten her waist, and her legs would tremble after taking a few steps.
I used to be such a lively person, but now I can't even walk very well, and I have to say that my mood is complicated and uncomfortable.
But looking at the two chubby little ones, she felt it was worth it.
She would hold on to the wall or the balcony and walk slowly.
Xue's mother wouldn't let her go to the balcony, saying it was very windy there and she couldn't get a cool breeze during confinement.
She had no choice but to stay in the living room and occasionally go to the corridor and walk slowly.
As she exercised more and walked around more, her breathing gradually improved.
The kitchen at home stews supplements every day, and even Xue Zhilan comes to help prepare medicinal meals, so that she can get better quickly.
One afternoon, it was quiet inside and outside the house.
Xue Ling was taking a walk in the corridor to bask in the sun. When he saw a person walking straight away not far away, he smiled and said hello: "Uncle Zhilan!"
Xue Zhilan can already walk slowly on her own, keeping her back straight, not daring to bend down, and walking slowly step by step.
"Ling, are you out for a walk again? Good! Life lies in exercise. Take a few more steps to exercise. Your face looks much better these days than when you were discharged from the hospital."
Xue Ling suggested: "Let's take a walk together."
"Okay!" Xue Zhilan agreed with a smile.
So, the two of them walked in the corridor and talked.
Rounding the corner, Xue Zhilan's pace slowed down.
His eyes moved slightly and turned around anxiously, "Ling Ling...has Xiao Cai contacted you recently?"
Xue Ling paused and explained with a smile: "No. I haven't seen her since she was discharged from the hospital. Her lover Lao Liao came to see me a few days ago and brought some clothes made by Sister Cai herself."
"Is her leg okay?" Xue Zhilan asked.
Xue Ling told the truth: "Old Liao said he still has some pain, because the sprain was very serious and damaged the periosteum and tendons. Plus, he is older, so it is not easy to recover. Boss Liao cooks three meals at home.
The housework is all taken care of and she is taken care of very well. There is not much work in the property management center downstairs, so it has stabilized and he does not have much work."
Hearing this, Xue Zhilan looked a little uncomfortable.
"Her lover... didn't say anything, right?"
Xue Ling knew that this sentence had been hidden in his heart for a long time, and finally took this opportunity to ask it when no one else was around.
She laughed softly and said in a low voice: "Uncle, comparing my feelings with my own, if it were you, no matter how calm and calm you look on the surface, there might not be no traces in your heart, right? When the wind blows, at least there will be ripples on the water.
,Right?"
Xue Zhilan squinted his eyes, with a hint of sadness in his eyes.
"She... I'm sorry for her. She's a good lover, and I feel ashamed of myself."
Xue Ling sighed and whispered: "Uncle, let the past be past. Life is unpredictable, and sometimes you can't tell who is right or who is wrong. In fact, you are both right, but you were forced by the circumstances at that time. After all, you are destined to have no destiny.
.Don’t dwell on the past, move forward, that’s what matters most.”
Xue Zhilan's eyes turned slightly red and he swallowed: "You are right."
One is his first love who has been in love with each other for the rest of his life, and the other is his wife who has been with him for most of his life. He should know how to weigh and choose.
Although Xue Ling didn't say anything, she always insisted that she didn't. She knew that Xue Zhilan had been shaken before, but she couldn't say anything.
At this moment, it was not easy for her to reveal it to her face.
Xue Zhilan didn't dare to say it because he really couldn't say it.
Back then, he had been trying hard to return to the imperial capital and wrote to Cai Yunyan almost every week, asking her to be patient and to wait a little longer.
It's a pity that every letter that goes out is lost in the sea, without a single reply.
He had been worried and scared, thinking something had happened to her, and he was anxious inside, but he couldn't return to the imperial capital.
Fortunately, he finally contacted his third brother. The third brother was also wandering outside, so he had to secretly ask someone to go to the imperial capital to ask about the situation of the Cai family. Later, he wrote back saying that the Cai family was fine and that he had not heard anything happened.
After receiving the news, he finally felt relieved.
He firmly believed that as long as she was fine, she must be waiting for him, but because he could not be contacted, he could only wait patiently.
Life at that time was very hard, unstable, and lacked food and clothing, but there was always a bright thought in his heart that encouraged him and kept him going.
He must live, live well, and study well, because the woman he loves deeply is waiting for him in the imperial capital.
Finally getting the chance to return to the imperial capital, he hurried almost non-stop, heading straight to the door of Cai's house.
Unexpectedly, her mother came out with her head lowered, saying that she was not there, and that she was already married...
He was confused at that time and didn't know how he got back. Anyway, he was walking like a zombie for more than half a year, until his third brother wrote to him, saying that the difficulties at home were finally over, and that all the hardships were finally over.
The third brother asked him to return to the imperial capital after completing his studies. He also said that he had already gone back and was waiting for everyone to return to his hometown.
But he didn't want to go back to that sad place at all, so he directly chose to go south for an internship and prepare for employment.
Not long after, he met his wife. Because they had similar interests, similar majors, and worked in exactly the same place, they quickly got together and started a family with the help of colleagues.
Since then, he has put "Cai Yun[ www.xbqg5200.me] Cigarette" deep in his heart and dared not touch it again.
Every time I look through the medical dictionary, a photo of him and her will pop up.
He would watch in silence for a few minutes, forcing himself not to recall too much, then lower his head and continue working.
He once blamed her in his heart for not keeping her original promise. Later, when he thought back and thought about how complicated the situation was at that time, she must have something to hide, and he could only let himself go.
As time goes by, the past gradually blurs, but the delicate and young person in my heart is still clear.
This is his secret, he has never told anyone else, not even his wife who has been sleeping with him for many years.
After returning to the imperial capital, he did not go to the old house to inquire about anything. Even if he went to the old house to worship his ancestors during festivals, he did not go to the Cai family's old house in the rear to inquire about anything.
I only heard the third brother say that everyone had moved away long ago and no one was left behind.
He never thought that he would see her again in this life, but God loves to tease people so much that he allowed them to meet at the door of the hospital.
She has changed a bit, her eyebrows have matured, and her appearance has also changed a lot, but the gentleness in her eyebrows is still the same as before, and the elegant and refined temperament is still exactly the same.
Among the crowds of people coming and going, he recognized her at a glance.
At that moment, his heart forgot to beat and he just stared at her blankly.
She also saw herself, her eyes quickly turned red, and she turned to greet him warmly.
He told her that he had been transferred back and was working in the Orthopedics Department of the Central Hospital.
She smiled and nodded, her voice slightly hoarse: "I'll come and catch up with you when I have time."
That afternoon, his heart was in a turmoil. He couldn't describe exactly what he was feeling, but he could still deeply feel the unrest deep in his heart.