Xue Ling secretly rolled her eyes, guessing that she was emotionally moved by the scene.
"Cousin, today we are here to pay New Year greetings to our ancestors. When my uncle and aunt see you coming to pay them New Year greetings, they are also happy in heaven. Today is the first day of the Lunar New Year, so they should be happy."
Xue Cong wiped the corners of his eyes and gave an apologetic smile.
"I'm so sad at the moment... I can't help it. I really want to support my son, but I don't want to be loved. Your parents only have you as a daughter, and my parents only have me as a daughter. It's just that my parents died young, and after their death
When I was a child, my career had just started, and I couldn’t take care of them at all, and I couldn’t provide them with good food, drink, and a comfortable life. In the past ten years, my career has progressed, my husband has a successful career, and his life has made leaps and bounds every year.
But the old people can't enjoy such a good thing. I still remember that before my father passed away, he told me that he wanted to go to the southern seaside to look at the sea. But I... couldn't satisfy his wish at all. I turned around to ask for leave and applied for it, but it hasn't been approved yet.
Come down, dad is gone."
Xue Ling sighed softly, changed the topic and asked, "Uncle, he should be a person who likes the sea very much, right?"
"Yeah." Xue Cong whispered: "My mother was buried at sea... I know that he missed my mother."
Xue Ling secretly smiled bitterly, this is a typical example of her not mentioning which pot to open!
"Cousin...I'm sorry."
Xue Cong sniffed and shook his head: "So you are much luckier than me. Your parents can choose the life they want after retirement. You are also better than me. You can make your parents not worry and spend money without any burden.
, use your own money to live the life you like, and don’t have to worry about whether your children are financially well-off. Back then, my life was very tight, and my father was even worried about me before he died. I was really unfilial..."
"You don't have to worry now." Xue Ling reassured: "Cousin, your life is full and prosperous now, and my uncle and aunt are also happy in heaven."
Xue Cong smiled sadly: "It's all superficial...it's all good on the surface."
Now Xue Ling didn't dare to ask any more questions, and whispered: "Think of the best in everything. Cousin, you must be in your forties. They say that you know your destiny at fifty, and you have to look away from some things.
Think about it."
"Oh... I can't imagine it." Xue Cong narrowed his eyes and whispered: "My husband has never accompanied me to the old house, not even once. Even my parents' funeral, he couldn't come to attend. I scolded
I beat him, and even had a fight with him, to the point where I almost got divorced, but he always said "I'm sorry" to me in pain, and then there was nothing."
Xue Ling thought about her husband's special status and couldn't help but advise: "Brother-in-law, his job is special. He also serves the country and the people. Let's be more considerate of him."
"Then who understands me?" Xue Cong swallowed more: "My child has gone abroad to study. There is no Spring Festival there, and he doesn't have to ask for leave for the New Year. He doesn't have to go home, and he can't even have a meal with me on New Year's Eve.
Other people's Chinese New Year celebrations are lively with the whole family, but I'm sitting in a high-end villa with a family upstairs and downstairs. It's deserted inside and out... There's not even anyone to talk to."
Xue Ling couldn't help feeling sad, took her hand and squeezed it.
Her hands were cold, and her palms were also cold.
Xue Cong sniffed. Although he didn't cry, his expression was very sad.
"Others can only see your good looks on the surface, but they don't know the pain and helplessness in your heart. When I was young, everyone had to struggle. I was busy working and taking care of my children. He has a special job, and I
I have always supported him. I had my children with me at that time, and even if I missed him again, I could only endure it silently. But my heart felt uncomfortable! It was like this year after year, and I had to wait until some month or year before I could have someone with me!
I never thought of doing anything for him when I married him. At that time, I felt that he was down-to-earth and had a sense of responsibility. But his sense of responsibility was never for me. Even a little sense of family responsibility would be good - but in his heart he couldn't.
I have my own little family. I am getting older, my children have grown up, and they have flown away. I am also lonely. I need a wife. But when will he belong to me and our little family?"
Xue Ling sighed and whispered: "Cousin, please be more open-minded. My brother-in-law should be close to fifty, and retirement is not far away. When he retires, he can still accompany you for many years."
"I want to divorce him." Xue Cong squinted his eyes and said, "I told him before the Chinese New Year. He was very quiet on the phone. He was quiet for five or six minutes, and I hung up the phone directly. If we can always rely on our relationship,
We have been trying to contact each other through the phone line, but nothing has happened for a long time. We haven’t received a call for more than ten days, more than half a month, and occasionally a month or two. What’s the point of being a couple like this?”
She looked towards the hall, leaned against the big pillar and sighed.
"As the saying goes, if you don't listen to the old man, you will suffer the consequences. The old man has experienced a lot, sees things more thoroughly, and sees things accurately. My father persuaded me at the time that he was very good, but I would have to marry him.
I support a family by myself. My mother is reluctant to let me suffer and advises me to give up on him. But I am a very independent person. It sounds like I am independent, but in fact I am stubborn. I am stubborn and think that the person I choose is
The one I love, I will not regret."
"But I still regret it. I still regret it after all. Love is very subtle, but people can't always live by love. My love for him has long been worn out by the bumpy and tiring housework and every lonely night.
In the past, I always felt that everything in the world will eventually perish, but feelings will not, and love will be eternal. But those were all foolish ideas when I was young."
"How could so much love come from without anyone? I waited and waited, day after day, month after month. Occasionally we met in a hurry, said goodbye in a hurry, and it was a new reincarnation. I continued to wait and wait. Again.
Strong love cannot withstand the torture of time. So, my heart became cold, my love became cold, and my love died."
"I'm tired. I'm really tired. I'm tired. I just want to find a place that won't be too deserted and talk to people. I don't want those flattering words and exaggerated words. I don't need comfort either, because
I really don’t need stability.”
Xue Ling buried his head and rolled his eyes.
"Then I...can't comfort you anymore. In fact, if you put yourself in your shoes, if it were me, I definitely wouldn't be able to be as good as you. I have even less patience, and I can't stand loneliness."
Xue Cong laughed softly and said, "I can't do it anymore."
"But divorce doesn't seem to solve anything." Xue Ling couldn't help but analyze: "You are almost living alone now, and you are still living alone after divorce, so what difference does it make if you are separated? Cousin, unless you have found your second love.
Already..."
"No." Xue Cong whispered: "It's enough for a person to be stupid once he makes a mistake. Do you have to be stupid again? I regret it, and my heart is tired. I only bother with the second spring when I am sick."
"Then there's no need to divorce!" Xue Ling shrugged: "We're all living alone anyway. If we don't divorce, our children will at least have a complete family."
Xue Cong was stunned and speechless for a moment.
Xue Ling continued to analyze: "What can you get after divorce? Money, you probably don't need his money now. Quan, your career has nothing to do with him, and it should not be involved. What do you want? You
Have you thought about it?"
"I don't need anything." Xue Cong whispered, "I'm not short of money."
"That's right!" Xue Ling shrugged: "What you lack is his companionship, but he can't give it. Even if you divorce him, he still can't give it, so what are you going to do if you divorce him?"
Xue Cong narrowed his eyes and murmured: "This kind of marriage is meaningless and meaningless. End it as soon as possible, don't hang it in a name... I'm in pain."