Chapter eight hundred and sixty fourth lonely old age
"I am indeed not a human being, because you and your whole family have never regarded me as a human being!"
The young man covered his mouth and nose and got up from the ground, and also exploded: "In the eyes of your parents, I am just a poor boy from out of town. I am not worthy of you at all. I can fall in love with your daughter, a powerful warrior.
it's my honour."
"So I can only humbly surround you, and I have to put you first in everything.
My emotions, my needs, and my feelings are not important at all! They can be trampled on and abandoned at will!"
"Indeed, I can stay in the capital and have a good job because of your family's relationship.
But these things were given to me by your family like they were given to beggars on the roadside, full of mercy, how can I be grateful?"
"When I am with you, there is no happiness, only humiliation. I also have dignity, okay... Yes, I cheated on you first, it was my fault.
But Han Xiuyun, I don’t want to be with you anymore, and I don’t want everything your family gave me, so you can take it all back!”
Han Xiujun was surprised and angry when he heard this: "You have never told me this before... Why didn't you say it?
I will talk to my family about it.
If I didn't want to be with you, I would have broken up with you long ago, so why should I get engaged to you?"
The young man's eyes were red: "I want to say, have you heard of it?
In addition to practicing martial arts every day, you practice martial arts or perform tasks. Occasionally when you are with me, all we talk about is martial arts training... If I complain to you a little bit, you will be unhappy and say that I am here today because of your family.
Given, what qualifications do I have to be dissatisfied?
What can I do but shut up."
"I want to spend time with you, I want to walk and chat with you, I want to travel with you, I want to eat and watch movies with you, I want to be intimate with you...but you can't do it!"
"You are not gentle, you don't know how to act coquettishly, you don't know how to dress up, you don't know how to put on makeup, you have no femininity, you have a simple and rough personality, and you have a straightforward temper. Being your boyfriend, I don't have the slightest feeling of being in love. I feel like I'm accompanying a martial arts madman."
"Aside from being a biological female, how else do you look like a female?
No! To put it bluntly, you are just a humanoid female insect!"
"What I want to live is a normal life. What I want is a virtuous and pleasant wife, not a little man who is careful to accompany the female warrior!"
"Han Xiuyun, the fact that you can become a warrior proves that you are very good, one among millions.
But the better you are, the farther you are from normal people.
And I just want to be a normal person!"
Han Xiujun was speechless as if struck by lightning.
The young man walked over and helped the petite girl up: "From now on, you walk on your Yangguan Road, and I walk on my single-plank bridge. Our fate ends here!"
After saying that, he supported the girl and left without looking back.
Han Xiujun looked at his back, covered her face and cried bitterly.
The screen ends.
Chen Hao was quite surprised after reading it.
Will this memory become a curse?
No matter how you look at it, it’s just a very ordinary process of falling out of love, right?
It's not as exciting as the extraordinary foreigner.
And judging from Chen Hao's contact with Han Xiujun, as the extraordinary captain of the secret department, Han Xiujun is careful, strong, steady, and mentally strong. He does not seem to be a person trapped by love.
But the fluctuations in the memory screen showed that this memory became Han Xiuyun's nightmare.
Han Xiujun's face outside also showed an expression of sadness and despair.
What makes her feel so miserable?
If you want to know the reason, there is only one way, which is to enter her nightmare and feel the same way.
Chen Hao immediately drew out his consciousness and dived into the depths of Han Xiujun's consciousness.
Soon, he entered a picture with only black and white.
Still in front of the hotel chain door, Han Xiujun, as a girl, faced young men and petite girls, surrounded by people eating melon.
But except for Han Xiujun, the faces of young men, petite girls and onlookers all became distorted, looking eerie and terrifying.
Han Xiujun no longer looked strong and angry, but looked pale, looking very weak and scared.
"What kind of woman are you?
You are just a martial arts fanatic, a giant humanoid female insect, and in terms of emotions, you are not even as good as an animal!"
"People like you don't deserve to have normal relationships, don't deserve to be liked, and don't deserve to live a happy life!"
"You are already in your thirties, and you are still single. You have never tasted love, and you don't know what it means to like and be liked. You are really pitiful!"
"You, an old Chu girl, are destined to be alone for the rest of your life!"
...Vicious words one after another came out of the young man's mouth, turning into arrows as black as ink and shooting hard at Han Xiujun's body.
Looking carefully, the black arrow light turned out to be composed of countless disgusting little bugs. When they entered Han Xiuyun's body, they immediately dispersed and gnawed crazily like mental poison bugs.
Han Xiuyun's whole body was shaking and in extreme pain.
The petite girl let out a shrill laugh: "My dear, you said she has no femininity at all, is very boring, just like a stone, and you don't even think about going to bed with her. Is that true?"
As the petite girl spoke, she twisted her body like a snake and rubbed against the young man.
The young man chuckled and hugged her: "Of course, honey, she is far worse than you. Although I am her boyfriend, only when I am with you do I feel like a real man.
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"Hahaha..." The petite girl laughed proudly and crazily: "Han Xiuyun, do you hear me? Although you are only one warrior among millions of people, what's the use of that?
You are not a normal woman, you can't even get the most ordinary feelings.
The boyfriend you like abandoned you without hesitation and turned to the arms of an ordinary girl like me, which is enough to prove that you are a complete loser in terms of relationships!"
"Yes, so what about a warrior? Without emotions, he is just a machine that performs tasks. No one will ever like such a person."
"There's nothing I can do about it, she was born like this and deserves to be like this."
"Pitiful!"
The onlookers also ridiculed.
All the words turned into black arrows, piercing Han Xiuyun's heart with thousands of arrows.
Han Xiujun's face became increasingly painful.
"No... I'm not born like this... I also want someone to like me, I also want to rely on, and I also want a beautiful relationship!"
She shouted fiercely, as if resisting.
The young man dismissed it and said, "Stop dreaming! It doesn't matter what you want, you don't have such ability at all, and you can't do it even if you want to.
As your status gets higher and higher, and you get older, you will only get further and further away from a beautiful relationship.
Save it, Han Xiuyun, your destiny is to be alone all your life!"