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Chapter 848 I am afraid of death

Seeing Qu Xuan's aging and haggard appearance, Su Yang couldn't help but feel a little sentimental: Love is indeed a harmful evil. No matter if we get along well or not, it will make people feel indifferent...

Su Yang still remembered that a few months ago, Qu Xuan's sunny and cheerful look was like the most handsome sun in summer, which made him feel envious, jealous and hating his handsomeness. But now when he looks at him...

Why.

What a sin.

Seeing Su Yang return, Pan Zhaodi took the initiative to say hello, then stood aside and stopped talking.

Qu Xuan, on the other hand, looked at Su Yang with some confusion and took the initiative to say hello, "President."

After experiencing so many things in the past two years, Su Yang has matured a lot. Especially since he just finished the executive meeting today, he has the aura of a superior person.

So he nodded lightly and said calmly, "Just come."

After Su Yang finished greeting Qu Xuan, his eyes fell on Xue Ya who was standing next to Qu Xuan.

Seeing Su Yang looking at her, Xue Ya weakly said hello, "Senior."

Seeing the girl's haggard look, Su Yang sighed inwardly, then nodded again, and said gently, "I'm a homebody myself, and usually stay on the third floor. You and Qu Xuan can do whatever you want on the second and first floors.

Just a little is enough.”

"When the weather is nice, you two can go out to bask in the sun and take a walk on the lawn. Three meals a day are provided on the first floor, so you can just come over and eat. If you need to buy anything, just tell Sister Pan directly.

.”

"Sister Pan is my secretary, and we are all my own. You are a patient now, so don't be afraid of troublesome her."

"If you want to go out on a date, relax, or watch a movie, you can also tell Sister Pan and she can drive you there."

Hearing Su Yang's thoughtful arrangements, Xue Ya showed a grateful smile, and then weakly thanked her, "Thank you, senior. I'm sorry for causing you trouble."

Su Yang shook his head, "It's okay."

After saying that, he looked at Pan Zhaodi, and then ordered, "Sister Pan, please take Xue Ya to see their room first. Qu Xuan and I will talk about something."

Pan Zhaodi nodded coldly, then stepped forward to help Xue Ya.

Xue Ya looked at Qu Xuan, who gave her a relieved expression, and then she followed Sister Pan and left.

After she left, Su Yang said to Qu Xuan, "She relies on you very much."

Qu Xuan smiled, showing a rare trace of his shameless temperament before, "Of course. No girl can't help but be impressed by me."

It's a pity that his familiar words, coupled with his unshaven appearance, really don't have the temperament of a playboy at all, but rather like a middle-aged man who has been a duck for many years and has been hurt...

Su Yang patted his shoulder sympathetically, and then said, "Come with me."

With that said, Su Yang took Qu Xuan to his study room on the third floor of the villa.

When he came to the study room, Su Yang sat behind the chair, then pointed to the chair in front of him and said, "Sit down. Do you want anything to drink?"

Qu Xuan said, "Coffee bar. I've been using it to refresh myself recently."

Su Yang looked at it and said, "No."

Qu Xuan, "Then what do you have?"

Su Yang looked at his wine cabinet again and found that he didn't prepare anything because he didn't go out often, so he said, "It seems that there is only mineral water. You can drink mineral water."

With that said, Su Yang opened the water dispenser, took a glass of mineral water, and handed it to Qu Xuan.

Qu Xuan:...

If it were Qu Xuan in the past, he would probably ask "Since there is no such thing, then why are you asking?", but now Qu Xuan no longer cares about these things, so he took the cup calmly and drank it.

One bite.

After drinking it, he commented, "It's a bit cold."

Su Yang smiled and said, "I'll heat it up for you next time."

Qu Xuan said, "Thank you."

Su Yang looked at him, then sat on his chair, and said with emotion, "You have really matured a lot now."

Qu Xuan did not deny it, "If I haven't matured after going through so many things, then I probably won't mature in my whole life."

Su Yang nodded.

Qu Xuan's experience in the past six months has indeed been magical.

Qu Xuan drank the water, looked around the study, and then asked, "President, you said on the phone before that you could save Xiaoya, right?"

Hearing this topic, Su Yang hesitated for a moment, and then said, "It was possible before. But it can't be done now."

Qu Xuan frowned deeply and asked, "Then if I told you about Xiaoya a few months ago, could you save her?"

Su Yang understood what Qu Xuan meant, and he shook his head, "I also encountered an emergency, so I used it. If calculated according to time, it should be before you learned about Xue Ya's condition. So..."

Qu Xuan asked curiously, "Do you know when I learned about Xue Ya's condition?"

Su Yang said nothing, with a half-smile expression on his face.

Qu Xuan stopped asking. He knew that Su Yang should have found out long ago.

Su Yang added, "I must at least understand the situation you are facing before I lend you money."

Qu Xuan understood.

The room fell into silence.

After a moment, Qu Xuan took a sip of water and asked again, "President, you said before that even if you can't be saved, you can still let us be together forever. What do you mean?"

Su Yang tapped his fingers lightly on the table, once, twice, three times. He hesitated for a moment, and finally said, "You will know later."

"If you believe me, don't ask."

Qu Xuan looked at Su Yang for a while, and finally nodded seriously.

Seeing Qu Xuan nodding, Su Yang also said the purpose of calling Qu Xuan this time, "In the evening, I will ask the doctor to take a look at Xue Ya's condition. Then you will also bring the medical records and the information in the hospital."

Prepare the inspection report."

Qu Xuan nodded.

Maybe it was because Xue Ya's illness really changed Qu Xuan a lot, so the two of them who originally couldn't stop talking as long as they were together, seemed to have nothing to talk about this time.

Every time they chatted before, Su Yang felt that Qu Xuan was a bit noisy and wanted to end it as soon as possible. However, this time the two of them were silent seven or eight times during the ten-minute chat, making the atmosphere a bit awkward.

In the end, Su Yang felt that it was pointless to continue chatting like this, so he took the initiative to end the chat.

Qu Xuan politely thanked Su Yang, then stood up and left the study, going to the lawn downstairs to find Xue Ya.

Su Yang looked at his slightly stooped back and sighed again.

Disease can sometimes really defeat a person, and it's not just the patient who is defeated...

In the evening, Sanque came to the villa, then transformed into a doctor and personally checked Xue Ya's condition.

With special abilities, coupled with a series of examination reports, medical records, etc. given by Qu Xuan, Sanque had a comprehensive understanding of Xue Ya's condition.

After the inspection was completed, Su Yang returned to the virtual space, summoned Sanque over again, and asked about the situation.

Sanque had a serious face throughout the whole process, and his expression was solemn. Obviously Xue Ya's condition is not optimistic.

And this is indeed the case. After Sanque's examination, it found that Xue Ya's most critical problem now is not cancer, but a deficiency in the body. According to its examination, the cells in Xue Ya's body are now dead one by one, and

Severe lack of protein. This is caused by radiotherapy and chemotherapy.

In other words... Qu Xuan's statement that the treatment shortened Xue Ya's lifespan is actually true.

The cancer cells in Xue Ya's body are actually much less now, but because they have spread all over the body, it is too difficult to remove them with modern medical methods.

In particular, there is no corresponding targeted drug for Xue Ya's cancer, which makes it even more difficult to deal with.

After listening to Sanque's explanation, Su Yang had a rough idea of ​​Xue Ya's condition. He asked, "How much ginseng is needed if we want to save her?"

Sanque closed his eyes and thought for a while, then said, "She has two big problems now. One is cancer cells, and the other is physical exhaustion. So even if she eats me, it won't be enough."

Su Yang fell silent.

In fact, even if eating San Que worked, Su Yang would not do such a thing of exchanging one life for another. But now he can't save even one "San Que", which shows the seriousness of Xue Ya's situation.

And now the only thing in Su Yang's hands that has a stronger healing ability than "One Entire Three Deficiencies" is [Vegetative Photosynthesis].

Su Yang calculated the time. According to the cooling time of [Vegetative Photosynthesis], it should be able to be used again in seven months.

As long as you have this ability, Xue Ya's illness will definitely be cured. After all, like a sea snake that lost half of its body, this ability can cure it. Xue Ya's situation is probably not a big problem.

So he asked again, "If she is given ginseng regularly, will she survive until the end of the year?"

Sanque thought for a while and slowly shook his head, "The possibility is unlikely. Almost 0."

Speaking of this, Sanque pondered for a moment and gave an ultimatum, "10 days. She can only live for 10 days at most."

Su Yang was startled.

Sanque explained, "For a patient with this condition, if the doctor agrees to discharge her, it is actually equivalent to telling her that this is her last period of time."

Su Yang:...

Su Yang rubbed his temples, feeling a little headache. He felt that he might really have to make final plans...

...

At the same time, on the second floor of Su Yang's new villa, Xue Ya and Qu Xuan were lying on the bed, hugging each other, and chatting softly.

Xue Ya buried her head in Qu Xuan's arms and said weakly, "Xuan. I'm a little scared..."

Qu Xuan hugged her thin body and asked softly, "What are you afraid of?"

A tear oozed from the corner of Xue Ya's eyes, "I'm afraid of death. I don't want to die..."

Hearing this topic, Qu Xuan was silent for a moment.

die...

Who is not afraid of death.

When I think that I will stop thinking, everything in this world will have nothing to do with me, I will not be able to feel, see, or hear anything... Who is not afraid?

Especially when I think that I can't even think, and can't even realize "consciousness", that is simply the most frightening thing in the world.

But facing the person he loved, Qu Xuan couldn't continue. He smiled, and then said with relief, "Don't worry. You won't die. The president will cure you."

After hearing Qu Xuan's words, Xue Ya was silent for a while, and then said, "Actually, we all know that I am hopeless, right?"

"From the expressions of you and Xiaoying who feel more distressed every time they see me, I know that my health has deteriorated greatly."

"And I can feel it too. My body is getting weaker day by day. Every night I am in pain and sweating, and I can't sleep."

"At first, I just took one painkiller, but now it doesn't work even after taking three pills. The nurse has to give me a painkiller injection every night."

"Now...it's not even easy to use painkillers."

Speaking of this, Xue Ya shed tears silently down her cheeks, "I'm really in pain now. I fall asleep at one or two o'clock every day, and wake up from the pain at three or four o'clock. After I wake up from the pain, in order not to

If I wake you up, I will go to the bathroom, hold myself in my arms, bear the pain, and cry softly."

"I feel like I'm really going to die."

"Maybe a month, maybe a week or two, maybe the day after tomorrow. It'll be over."

"I am scared..."

"I really don't want to die..."

"But it really hurts."

Qu Xuan hugged Xue Ya, his body trembled slightly, and tears flowed silently. He didn't know what to say. He knew Xue Ya's pain and felt sorry for Xue Ya's pain, but he really didn't know what to do.

manage...

Why are people so powerless in the face of disease?

While Xue Ya was crying, she continued, "You said that senior can save me. To be honest, I don't believe it. I understand my physical condition, and no one can save me now."

"He has created many miracles, but my disease is really incurable."

Qu Xuan tried to keep his voice steady as he said, "The president said to believe him. Even if he can't save you, there is still a way for you and me to be together forever."

Xue Ya cried and shook her head, "Does he want to send you down to accompany me?"

Qu Xuan:...

In fact, when Su Yang said this before, Qu Xuan's first reaction was the same. But he believed that Su Yang could not have this idea. Su Yang was not a pervert. He caught a couple and killed them out of boredom, and made couple's lung slices...

.

So he felt that Su Yang must have researched something special, that's why he said this.

Xue Ya sighed and said, "Actually, I'm quite grateful to my senior. Now, except for Xiaoying, we don't even have any family or friends, and all our money is spent on medical treatment."

"We said we were discharged from the hospital and enjoying life as two of us, but in fact we didn't even have a place to go. I'm like this, and the hotel probably won't let me stay for fear that I'll be unlucky. If I accidentally die at their place, they won't be able to do business.

Already."

"So the senior is willing to take us over. He is really a good person."

"I feel like he saw this, so he pretended that he wanted to treat me."

After listening to Xue Ya's analysis, Qu Xuan was silent for a while. Although he didn't want to believe it, he somehow felt that this might be the most reasonable explanation...

After all, compared to curing cancer, giving Xue Ya a new life. Perhaps it is more realistic to take in the two of them so that Xue Ya can leave this world with dignity...

Qu Xuan nodded, "What you said makes sense."

Xue Ya smiled, with a trace of color on her pale face, "The senior's kindness is good. But we can't hurt him. When I feel like I'm going to die soon, let's leave here."

"Such a big house will be worthless if someone dies..."


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