Although the compelling aura disappeared, Lin Cheng still stood there, looking at the dense forest in front of him without speaking. Vincent waited for a moment after regaining his composure, and couldn't help but ask him.
Shaking his head, Lin Cheng slowly withdrew his gaze, and with a snap of his fingers, he transformed into an ice chair and sat down, lit a cigarette and started smoking silently.
Putting all the pressure on one woman made Lin Cheng, who had always been on the front line, feel extremely uncomfortable. Even though various clues showed that the probability of Bai Ling being in danger was very small, it still made him uneasy.
But at the same time, he also understood that in the end of the world, no matter how strong an individual is, what he can do is limited. In the past, he always thought that he could protect his companions from any harm, but as the team encountered
More and more things happened, and the road he traveled became longer and longer, and he gradually understood that even if he was just a companion, in the dangerous environment of the end of the world, he could not guarantee the other party's safety 100%.
Therefore, starting from a few months ago, he deliberately trained Bai Ling and Coke's ability to withstand stress alone, and assigned them some tasks that he knew might be dangerous. He did not expect them to complete the tasks perfectly, but only wanted them to survive.
Just come back.
After training like this for several months, Coke and Bai Ling were growing at a very gratifying rate. He thought that if they continued to grow at this rate, it might not be long before they could truly stand alone even if they left him.
But it wasn't until this incident happened today that he finally realized one thing. Whether it was Coke or Bai Ling, they had already grown into strong men who could stand alone. The real problem was not them, but himself!
Perhaps because he grew up in an orphanage since childhood, although Lin Cheng looks cold, he is actually a person who longs for friendship. Although he concealed this desire for friendship very well when he grew up, he still had it all the time.
They have never disappeared.
Just because of his personality, few people can really get into his heart. In the eyes of ordinary people, he is just a person with an indifferent temperament and is very bad at communicating with others. This kind of person is very troublesome both before and after the end of the world.
It's hard to make friends.
He himself knew very well that his inability to make friends was not because of others but because of himself. However, it is difficult to change a person's character after it is formed, and he himself had never had the idea of changing before the end of the world, so
Over time, he got used to living alone.
But habit does not mean that it is not necessary. This is especially obvious after the end of the world. Normally speaking, his previous personality is actually very suitable for surviving in the end of the world, and facts have also proved that at the beginning of the end of the world, everyone
While he was paralyzed by the sudden panic, he accepted it all early and began to arrange his next actions in an orderly manner.
All changes must start with the appearance of Coke. At that time, he sternly refused the solicitation of his classmates and left resolutely. However, after meeting Coke, he could not afford to leave. Perhaps in his heart, he was young.
However, Coke, who lost his parents, had a similar place to his childhood experience, so on the one hand, he could refuse solicitations from similar people without hesitation, but on the other hand, he could not turn a blind eye to Coke. In the end, he relented and took the young Coke with him.
He left the despair-filled residential building and embarked on an apocalyptic journey of almost death.
This kind of behavior is simply unreasonable in the eyes of normal people. In the eyes of most people, whether to save a person or a dog does not seem to be a multiple-choice question at all but a score question. But in Lin Cheng's view, it is also a score score question.
, it’s just that the answer is completely different from most people.
It can be seen from this that in Lin Cheng's heart, the existence of life is actually equal. In other words, he never cares about the specific form of the life he interacts with. As long as he likes it, this life can be a human or a human being.
A dog, or even anything.
Therefore, when he learned Bai Ling's true identity in Pingcheng, he did not show any surprise or rejection at all, and he did not have any entanglement on the identity of his companions along the way. He trusted the other party, and the other party also
Trusting himself is enough in his opinion.
Once you accept these companions, these companions will become very important in Lin Cheng's heart. Just like You Shan, this girl was only used as a 'tool' by Lin Cheng to steal information at the beginning. But as the two parties get along with each other,
As time went by, You Shan's innocent and kind temperament made Lin Cheng increasingly unable to treat her as a dispensable outsider. In the end, in order to prevent her from following him, he lost his life in vain, even though in his heart
No matter how reluctant he was to let go, he decided to leave this girl at the Blue Sea Base to live with his closest Aunt Qin, away from the life and death disputes outside.
But today he finally discovered that he was wrong, and how wrong he was. Because he lacked friendship since childhood, he was too concerned about the safety of each of his companions. He was always worried that these companions would lose their lives accidentally, so he always
He took over all the most dangerous actions, which seemed normal to him, but in the eyes of his companions, it looked like a sign of distrust.
When he made the decision to let You Shan stay at the Blue Sea Base, the little girl who had always followed him and was quiet and gentle all day suddenly got angry for the first time. At that time, he just thought that the other party couldn't let her go. Now it seems that besides
Besides the reluctance, that kind of 'distrust' is what completely ignited You Shan's anger!
This also explains why the other party was so surprised when he nodded and agreed to Bai Ling's request. Perhaps in this woman's mind, she had already been mentally prepared for Lin Cheng to reject her proposal, and she had even made many drafts.
It's a protracted battle with him.
What she didn't expect was that Lin Cheng, who had always been a man of his word, actually agreed to her request for the first time this time. He just told her to be careful in her actions and to send a signal in time when in danger. She didn't say much else.
Already.
The fact is that Lin Cheng has realized his own problems. He has realized that over-protection of his companions is not a good thing for these companions. In the end of the world, people who have not experienced cruel tests will always be just flowers in the greenhouse.
, no matter how healthy and beautiful the flower looks, a strong wind can destroy it.
As the person with the highest emotional intelligence in the team, Bai Ling had actually noticed Lin Cheng's problems very early, but she never mentioned it on her own initiative, she only influenced him subtly from the sidelines. Judging from the results, this change