After listening to Bai Ling's sincere words, Lin Cheng was silent for a moment, and finally couldn't help shaking his head and smiling bitterly: "Actually, I'm fine, it's just... it's just..."
When he said it was just, he suddenly didn't know how to continue speaking, and the expression on his face became embarrassed.
"You're just a little tired, right?"
Although Lin Cheng didn't finish speaking, Bai Ling had already guessed what he was thinking and said softly: "Actually, I guessed it just now downstairs. Ever since the two of us met, we were either on the road or fighting.
There is very little time to rest and relax along the way, and I know better that you have always lived like this before you met me. You have kept your nerves tense for more than two years, even if you are an Iron Man
You won’t be able to bear it either. It’s actually very normal for you to have this kind of situation..."
Listening to Bai Ling's soft words, Lin Cheng finally stopped tensing up and shrank himself into the sofa, smoking a cigarette in silence without any intention of refuting.
Bai Ling guessed right. He was indeed tired. From the moment the apocalypse came, he was like a wind-up doll, dealing with various things non-stop. In the beginning, he just
He wanted to find Aunt Qin to accompany them, but when he actually arrived in Qiongzhou and found Aunt Qin's family, he was pushed by new clues to continue exploring further. Unknowingly, he had already completed more than half of the journey.
China and most of Eros have encountered countless people and objects, as well as various dangerous experiences.
In fact, when he was at the Blue Sea Base, he had already realized one thing, that is, he was no longer an ordinary person, and could never be an ordinary person again. There were some things that he had to do, and only he could do them.
But no matter how firm his own belief is, after all, he is still a flesh and blood body. If he is in a state of nervous tension for a long time, he will feel tired sooner or later. Just because every time before, the goal is in front of him, this kind of fatigue has always been
He forcibly suppressed it, but as the journey to the apocalyptic sinkhole that had been weighing on his heart from a long time ago came to an end, this fatigue could no longer be suppressed and completely took over his body and mind.
The journey to Japan was long, and he could guess what he would encounter on the way without even thinking about it. But because of this, he felt bored for the first time in his heart. He felt that he had experienced enough of these repeated days.
Now, whenever he thinks about leaving the capsule house and entering the ice and snow outside again, he feels extremely irritable.
He could still control this irritation at first, so Bai Ling and the others didn't notice it immediately. But after two days of driving, the boring journey finally forced the irritation out of him, until he met Bai Ling face to face just now.
After sitting down, he suddenly realized that the breakfast in front of him tasted like crap, and he didn't want to listen to a word Bai Ling said. Only then did he realize that the negative emotions he had been suppressing in his heart were finally uncontrollable and about to explode...
But unlike ordinary people who explode, Lin Cheng can always restrain his emotions from being exposed. Even if he is already irritable and on the verge of exploding, he still restrains himself and returns to his bedroom. Unfortunately, when he is on the verge of exploding, he still restrains himself and returns to his bedroom.
At that time, the person sitting opposite him happened to be Bai Ling, who knew him best, so the result was predictable. Bai Ling, who had always been extremely sensitive to his various reactions, instantly realized that something was wrong, and quickly guessed why he would
After becoming like this, he finally found himself here, looking at him with a gentle face, which made him feel that his violent mood had calmed down a lot.
Lin Cheng was nestled on the sofa, smoking cigarettes one after another. Normally Bai Ling would have confiscated his cigarette case, but this time he did not do so, but sat quietly next to him.
, ignoring the choking smoke that had filled the entire bedroom, as if there was nothing else in his eyes except Lin Cheng.
"Am I being too negative like this?"
After smoking a cigarette for a long time, Lin Cheng finally raised his head, his voice was hoarse and his eyes were lonely.
He is very aware of his current state, and feels a little uneasy because he knows that this is not him at all. Normally, he should be having breakfast with his companions now, and then he will walk out of the capsule room in high spirits and continue to head east.
journey, but now he can't control the outburst and exposure of this emotion. The trip to Japan that was originally very important to him seems to have become less important now.
Walking to the window and opening it to let the smoke dissipate, Bai Ling returned to his seat, looked at Lin Cheng who looked depressed and said softly: "Since we met, you seem to have always been in a high-spirited state, no matter in normal times.
You are always full of calmness and wisdom when getting along with each other or in battle. You are very powerful, even so powerful that you can often defeat the enemy without taking action. But in my opinion, you are very reliable, but you lack
A very important thing..."
At this point, Bai Ling paused subconsciously. Seeing that Lin Cheng did not interrupt her as usual, he continued: "I trust you and even rely on you, not just because you are strong enough, but because I am
As we continue to get along, I find that under your powerful and almost invulnerable appearance, you actually hide a soft heart. This soft heart makes you always so unexpected when making some decisions. Maybe outsiders
It seems that you are a complete weirdo for making those decisions, but in my opinion, that is the most shining point of your character!"
"In such a chaotic world, everyone has to force themselves to make various changes in order to protect themselves. Many people are obviously not bad people, but they have done many incredible things under the pressure of survival, and
You are such a person. You are obviously very smart and have a lot of good things hidden in your heart. But under the pressure of the environment, he can only hide the good things in his heart deeply and force himself to be a cold and ruthless person.
The God of Doomsday Killer, even though in many cases you can completely change the way to solve the trouble you encounter, but in order to prevent the recurrence of the crisis, you resolutely eradicate it without leaving any consequences, and these consequences are very important to you.
Many times it doesn't work at all. The reason why you insist on doing this is more to prevent our companions from being in danger..."
"It is difficult to take off the mask after wearing it for a long time. This is why you are in this situation. I don't think you want to hear more, so I just want to say one thing. If you still want to continue,
Then from now on, stop wearing this mask and face everything you encounter in the future with your most relaxed attitude. In this way, even if you occasionally feel tired, at least you will not be in this situation again.