The confusion lasted until March, when graduating students began to go to their employers for internships one after another. After receiving their diplomas in June, they would transfer the grain and oil relationship from the school to the employer. Only Xu Suizhu was still missing.
She couldn't help but go to the graduation allocation office to inquire.
But when the teacher from the graduation assignment office asked her name, her smiling face immediately changed to a disgusted one and she hid aside and started doing other things. It was as if she was a source of infection and she would be infected if she got closer.
A kind-hearted old teacher, out of sympathy, secretly told her that her file was tainted and her diploma might be withheld. Forget about the work assignment, think about how to get the diploma in full first.
Xu Suizhu was shocked and returned to the dormitory in despair.
Liu Haiyan is the only one left in the dormitory at this time, and the other students have all arranged their units to go to internships.
The reason why Liu Haiyan hadn't left yet was because she deliberately stayed to give Xu Suizhu a double blow - she proudly showed her internship notice and whispered into Xu Suizhu's ear:
"You didn't expect it, did you? The job you lost fell into my hands. Who told you to be stained? Tsk tsk tsk, 'female college students entering and leaving the guest house disheveled', wow! What a hot topic! I will be in a bad mood someday.
If you send it to the newspaper when the time comes, it might even make the front page!"
Xu Suizhu reacted suddenly and stared at his four-year classmate in disbelief.
"It's you! It's all your fault, right?"
"So what if it's me? Do you have any evidence?" Liu Haiyan pushed Xu Suizhu away suddenly, squinting and sneering condescendingly.
Liu Haiyan didn't know exactly what happened that day that allowed Xu Suizhu to escape the entanglement of the gangsters.
All I know is that the gangster she hired with money went to the wrong room and raped a strange woman. Afterwards, seeing the situation go wrong, he ran away. The promised photos were not taken.
Fortunately, she was smart and asked a classmate to borrow a camera. She squatted at the door of the guest house all night. As expected, she caught Xu Suizhu stumbling out early the next morning and immediately clicked the shutter.
With these photos, I don’t believe that the school will favor Xu Suizhu.
Sure enough, after using some tricks, the coveted job was finally in his hands.
The more Liu Haiyan talked, the more proud she became: "I tell you Xu Suizhu, don't offend me again! The negatives of those photos are still in my hands. You are destined to be unable to turn over in this life, because I won't allow it! If you still want to save face, don't want to
I’ll shake the photo out and just put my tail between my legs and be a good person, so don’t put it in front of my eyes!”
Xu Suizhu was so angry that she knocked Liu Haiyan out of the way and rushed to the dean's office to report the incident with her real name, but there was no evidence.
Liu Haiyan was hit and suffered severe pain in her waist and ribs. She was so angry that she cursed Xu Suizhu all the way, and then acted like a good student in front of the college leaders. No one believed Xu Suizhu's words alone.
The leaders of the college thought she was jealous because of her work and were stunned. Seeing that she had brought glory to the college and won the school's special scholarship for three consecutive years, they sighed and advised:
"Xu Suizhu, it doesn't matter if you make a mistake. Knowing your mistakes can help you improve a lot. After discussion with several of our leaders, we decided to give you a chance to change your ways. A diploma will definitely be issued to you when the time comes. After all, your academic performance is obvious to all. But work
You have to find it yourself. It is impossible for the school to recommend a student with a tainted file..."
The school doesn't recommend her, and the personnel department doesn't assign her. It's up to her to find her on her own. Even if the recruiting agency takes notice of her reputation as a dignified college student, it will be strange.
Why do college students need to find jobs by themselves these days, especially in key universities such as Textile University? Countless employers are vying to get a job even before they graduate. When you have doubts, you can’t help but check your files. When you look at it, yo
!There is something wrong with the style! Who dares to use it!
After running continuously for a month, the weather gradually became warmer, and even though I changed into thinner clothes, I still couldn’t find anything to do at work.
No matter how frugal I was, the living expenses I had saved from scholarships were almost gone.
Xu Suizhu completely collapsed. Standing on the high embankment of Haicheng, he tried to commit suicide by jumping into the river many times.
But I don’t know whether her name is not in the Book of Hell or because she was just lucky. She was saved by passing workers every time.
The last time he was rescued was by an old woman who retired from a traditional Chinese medicine hospital.
The old lady was kind-hearted. After rescuing her, she took her home. She comforted her along the way and advised her not to let the young man act impulsively. What difficulties could there be in making death worse than death? Besides, there are still family members, so don’t let your loved ones suffer.
White hair, black hair…
Xu Suizhu was persuaded to wake up.
Yes! It is easy to die, but what about those relatives who care about her and love her?
For example, my aunt and uncle have encouraged her and supported her in school all these years. In the end, what they want to repay them is to commit suicide? Since they are not even afraid of death, why should they be afraid of living?
"Thank you, mother-in-law! I won't be able to think about it anymore. No matter how difficult the future is, I will live strong!"
"That's right! There is no big deal in life except life and death. The current difficulties are only temporary. When you get through it, look back and find that these difficulties are nothing..." The old woman said with emotion.
She has also gone through hardships. Ten years of catastrophe. If she had not endured it in one breath, she would not have been able to usher in the new life after the reform and opening up.
Seeing that Xu Suizhu was thinking about it, the old woman got up and went to the kitchen to serve a bowl of seafood porridge: "Come, try my mother-in-law's cooking, eat well and have a good sleep. All unsatisfactory things will be over..."
Xu Suizhu took it gratefully. Before she could finish the hot seafood porridge, she said, "vomit——"
Xu Suizhu vomited.
Later, my wife diagnosed me as four months pregnant.
…
When Xu Suizhu learned that she was pregnant, she was panicked and did not dare to stay at school anymore for fear that teachers and classmates would notice something strange.
Her belly, which is more than four months old, cannot be seen wearing a thick coat, but as the weather gets warmer and the clothes gradually decrease, people will soon notice her slightly protruding belly.
She is really confused!
My little life stopped for two and three months and I didn't notice it.
Also, during this period, I was either worried or too busy looking for a job. I had three meals a day, so I didn't pay attention to whether the small day had come or not.
By the time I discovered it, I had already missed the best time to have an abortion.
But to be honest, even within three months, Xu Suizhu did not dare to go to the hospital alone to register. If she was seen by an acquaintance, it would really be a sure sign that there was something wrong with her style.
Moreover, to go to the hospital for an abortion, you must not only have a letter of introduction from your employer, but also the signature of your husband. As a current student who has not even received a diploma, how can she dare to ask the school for a letter of introduction, let alone find a man to pretend to be her husband?
.
As a college girl who has not graduated, where can she find a man to pretend to be? A male classmate in the class? Doesn't this make it clear for them to grab her pigtails? Just a few photos that cannot be called real can make her look disgraced and look for someone.
Xu Suizhu did not dare to take the risk of impersonating her husband to sign for an abortion.
After careful consideration, I decided to hide back in my hometown fishing village and ask my aunt and uncle for help.