It's a wonderful feeling to not be able to deceive yourself.
Now that Le Yu looked back, she realized the real reason why she stayed in Xingke County instead of getting on the train.
He couldn't deceive himself with the lie that "White Night's plan can succeed even without me", and he couldn't fool himself with "I don't care about the lives and deaths of those people".
If Le Yu were an ordinary person, he would be able to escape through fear and cowardice, but his ice-blooded physique made him face his purest desire.
He only cares about the life and death of the vicious medical officer Yin Yin Yin, his eldest sister An Qian, the tool man Chen Fu and others, so he stayed in Xingke County.
In the past, Le Yu could use many reasons to deceive herself, such as that she would embark on a journey to a secret realm in the future, that she didn't know what it felt like to be in love, or that she was just greedy for her body... However, after activating the 'Ice Blood Physique'
, he thoroughly understood his truest inner thoughts.
Le Yu sat on the bed, stretched out her hands and hugged the adorable Qing Lan tightly.
"Hey, hey, hey, hey -" Qing Lan made the sound of the kettle boiling, her hands swaying in confusion, her face as red as a tomato that was about to explode at any time, and she shyly hugged Le Yu for a while.
"Okay, so sudden..."
"Love comes like a tornado." Le Yu casually said a line of lyrics: "I think this is good. The rain has stopped, the sky has cleared up, and the night is getting late. You like me, and I like you too."
"We can't wait until the time of separation before confessing, otherwise I won't be able to hold you properly like this."
Qinglan suppressed her shyness and pushed him away gently, hugged his neck with both hands, looked into his eyes and asked: "Do you like holding me very much?"
"There is nothing more beautiful than a hug. When I hold you tightly with my arms, nothing can make people realize what it means to have someone more than that."
Le Yu said softly: "You saved me that night."
Qinglan knew what he was talking about and asked in a warm voice: "Is that maid named Shuangye very important to you?"
"No, I didn't know her name until that day. But her death made me feel very lonely."
"So you fell in love with me who has always been by your side because you were lonely?"
Le Yu nodded, then shook his head.
"I like your superb card skills when you play cards with me."
"I also like the trust that you will support me no matter what I do."
"I like your confidence in managing the newspaper even more prosperously."
"There are many reasons why I like you." Le Yu thought for a while and then said, "Maybe, I like you, so everything about you becomes the reason."
Qing Lan raised her eyebrows slightly and said with a complicated expression: "But the reason why I play war cards is because you like it, so I learned it."
"I will only support you because you don't tell me anything. I have no reason to dissuade you. I can only silently wish you a safe return."
"If you hadn't asked me to manage the newspaper, I wouldn't have bothered to take care of it. It's for you that I worked hard to learn how to be a qualified editor-in-chief."
"There are many, many more..."
Qing Lan gently hammered Le Yu's chest: "You really don't pay attention to details at all, and you ruined a lot of my gentleness."
Under the light, Qing Lan was still as clear as crystal without any makeup. Her coquettish expression, which was still trying to speak, made Le Yu slightly absent-minded.
When he came back to his senses, he and Qing Lan had already separated their lips, and the thread connecting them was still unbroken, transparent and shining, with an indescribable ambiguity that made the temperature in the room soar.
"Sir, are you going to do something dangerous again?" Qinglan suddenly asked.
"Why do you say that?"
"The newspaper office is also working overtime today. The news of the Heyang Army's defeat has spread to Xuanzhu County. Everyone knows that the Chenfeng people are coming in." Qing Lan lowered her eyebrows and said in a voice as soft as a gossamer: "Young Master, you have become so different today.
So... proactive, so I feel..."
"You think I am preparing to die and have recognized my own thoughts, so I want to express my feelings to you, at least to die in peace?" Le Yu saw Qing Lan nodding slightly, he smiled and shook his head: "You are right, but you are not right.
."
"I am indeed preparing to do a dangerous thing, and I have confirmed my thoughts, but the relationship is the other way around - it is precisely because I care about you that I am going to do that dangerous thing."
Le Yu changed her mind.
He wanted to give up the idea of traveling around the world, he wanted to give up the idea of just leaving, and he wanted to give up the saucy idea of 'just do one thing and leave'.
He wants to stay.
When he was alone, Le Yu could of course leave at will. One person had enough to eat and the whole family was not hungry. One person was killed and the whole family moved. Even if he was abducted by human traffickers, Le Yu could still enjoy himself and be content with the situation.
But after gaining bonds and responsibilities, his thoughts changed accordingly.
Just like when he was in Xingke County, Le Yu tried his best to send Qian Yuya away, because Xingke County would be very dangerous, and the moral law in his heart could not sit back and let Qian Yuya stay in this chaotic place.
Xuanzhu County is now more dangerous than Xingke County, and Le Yu has two options: send Qing Lan away or let her stay. Before this, Le Yu tended to send her away because it was simple and convenient.
Secondly, for Qinglan, Xuanzhu County is not her hometown, but a prison where she struggles to survive.
But Le Yu had a change of heart.
He wants to settle down and start a family with Qinglan.
He couldn't deceive himself - why did he never forget the Well of Gods and Demons? Why did he always want to escape from Xuanzhu County? Why did he do everything on a whim without any desire or desire?
Because he is too lonely.
He has been alone since he came into this world.
He has no family, and nowhere is his hometown; he has no relatives, and the 'Le Yu' that everyone knows is just an alien soul in human skin; he doesn't even have comrades, and the moral laws in his heart transcend this era and are different from the
Everyone is out of place.
Therefore, Le Yu has become a rootless duckweed, drifting with the current, wherever his heart leads, seeking the well of gods and demons.
That was his ultimate hope of returning 'home' and completely getting rid of 'loneliness'.
How could he not know that the Well of Gods and Demons might just be an illusory legend, but if there was no hope at all, Le Yu felt that he would collapse sooner or later.
But if Leyu could find a home and roots again, maybe he could get rid of this maggot-like loneliness.
In fact, Le Yu still has many fatal problems that cannot be solved. For example, Qinglan will grow old eventually, but he is an immortal species who will never die. For example, he has never been in love. For example, who did he and Jing Zhengwei fall in love with?
…
But Leyu just wants to follow his inner thoughts at this moment.
Become the president of the Silver Blood Society, unite with Bai Ye, reform Dongyang, and then...
Create a world where he and Qinglan can live peacefully.
"What if I told you that you would not do dangerous things for me?" Qing Lan leaned on his collarbone and rubbed her face, making Le Yu feel a little itchy.
"Actually, I wanted the third brother to go at first, but the third brother refused this dangerous mission because of his fiancée. Because he knew that if he died, his fiancée would also go with him." Le Yu
Said: "And I am different, and so are you."
"Because, I won't die."
"Besides, even if I'm not here, you are already a woman who can stand alone."
Qinglan snorted: "It sounds nice, but in the end, you won't listen to me at all."
"Then all I can say is...come back early and I will play cards with you. I have found a sure-fire way to win in the battle cards."
"Real or fake!?" Le Yu was shocked: "Teach me quickly, I want to be famous forever!"
Qinglan nodded angrily on Le Yu's forehead: "Master, look at the atmosphere."
"But you didn't reply to me."
"What reply?"
"I like you, what next?" Le Yu asked: "Do you like me too?"
Qing Lan immediately shook her head: "I don't like the young master."
Then Qing Lan hugged Le Yu and lay down on the bed, nose to nose touching each other, gently touching his face and saying:
"I just want to sleep on a big, soft bed with you,
Open the curtains a little in the morning,
Then I hug you and watch the sun shine in inch by inch,
Wait until the afternoon and put on some comfortable clothes.
Hand in hand, we go to Damen Stone Street to eat delicious food.
Just stay in the bedroom after dark, I read and you write,
If it were you, I would be willing to live like this for the rest of my life."
"What about work?" Le Yu asked: "Working is a characteristic of independent women..."
"Don't talk."
Qing Lan blocked Le Yu's mouth. Both of them were so unfamiliar with their skills that it only took a few minutes for them to pull out perfect and beautiful silk threads.
While Mi Die was listening intently outside, she suddenly heard her young master making a shocked voice.
"etc!"
Le Yu sat up with a serious expression: "I seem to be poisoned, there is something weird in my body!"
The ice-blood constitution is not immune to toxins, but it allows Leyu to ignore the effects of all toxins and reduce the duration of any negative status by 50%.
Therefore, even if you should poison the words with joy, you will still be poisoned.
Seeing Le Yu's appearance, Qing Lan suddenly remembered something, blushed with embarrassment, and pulled Le Yu to lie down.
"Don't worry, I've been poisoned. Someone must have poisoned me. The Jing family is not safe——"
"I did it." Qinglan whispered.
"Ah?" Le Yu was confused.
"Many people in the newspaper office are talking about the Morrowind people coming to attack Xuanzhu County. Some even say that Heyang's army has been completely wiped out and Xuanzhu County will be captured at any time." Qinglan stammered in a roundabout way:
"So, so I felt that this matter can't be delayed any longer, so, so I drank it in the honey five-flower tea..."
Le Yu blinked: "Tiger and Wolf Medicine?"
Qinglan nodded.
Everyone in Le Yu was dumbfounded - you must know that he is an intermediate combat warrior, and his physique is weakened by ice blood, but the strange feeling of being ready to move in his body is still so strong.
How much medicine did Qinglan take?
"Are you so anxious?"
"I didn't know that Young Master, you would be so proactive tonight..." Qinglan said, and suddenly got into trouble: "Forget it, anyway, I am just a lowly person that Young Master bought from Xiangxuehai, Young Master, what do you think?
Just look at me however you want..."
"I've noticed your gentleness." Le Yu tilted her head: "Then I'll take a good look at you -"
"Wait, I take off my glasses-"
"No need to pick it off."
Qing Lan blushed and said shyly: "Master, do you want me to take a good look at you?"
"Well... there is also this reason." Le Yu said: "There is also a trivial little factor -"
"Girls with glasses are actually my special hobby."
Then Le Yu and Qing Lan played a solo duel in the middle. Le Yu chose an early hero, killing the first tower at the beginning, approaching the second tower, and even went to the high ground once, but Qing Lan soon brushed
Good equipment to counterattack, the two sides were in a stalemate in the mid-term. However, Qing Lan chose the late-stage hero and quickly reversed the situation. Fortunately, Le Yu's base suddenly spawned a large number of 'Tiger and Wolf Soldiers', which successfully helped Le Yu stabilize the army line.
