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01340 suicide note

After getting along with each other for a few days, Su Wanxia found that Xian Qianhua, a stranger who suddenly appeared, was easier to get along with than anyone he had ever come into contact with.

Although she now appears as someone else, she is very adaptable, and by the way, Su Wanxia quickly accepted the identity exchange between Shen Yinuo and her.

There's just one thing that's very regrettable... that is, Xian Qianhua herself can't figure out what happened that led to such an identity exchange between her and Shen Yinuo, and her last memory was clearly with another survivor. It's right for Yan Sichen to be together.

So now Su Wanxia can only hope that Shen Yinuo just exchanged identities with Xian Qianhua, and she should still be alive and well now.

In addition to this incident, Su Wanxia also learned about the mysterious world they were in at this time from Xian Qianhua.



First of all, this place is really huge and unimaginable.

When Xian Qianhua and Yan Sichen came here for the first time, they thought it just looked big, and maybe they just needed to spend a little time walking in one direction to find the boundary.

But when Xian Qianhua and Yan Sichen actually did this, they realized that their initial ideas were wrong.

They initially believed that it was impossible for a planet to exist in the dark zone between the orbits of two planets, so the place they were in was most likely inside an alien spacecraft, so they felt that as long as they moved forward You can find the idea of ​​boundaries.

But when they spent a whole year moving forward and traveled 339,000 kilometers, they still could not find the boundary they imagined.

Here, Su Wanxia raised two questions.

The first question is, when did you come here? The second question is, how can you cover a thousand kilometers in one day just by walking on foot?

Xian Qianhua’s answer is thought-provoking.

They have long forgotten how long they have been here. Sometimes it feels like they just met this mysterious world for the first time yesterday, and sometimes it suddenly feels like a long, long time has passed. At first, they used various methods to pay attention to the changes in time. , but slowly, they discovered that time is meaningless here.

"No meaning? What does it mean...?"

"Here, time is something at your fingertips. They are around you, but they are just tools or air. Although you still need it, you don't have to worry about it disappearing."

"How is this possible?! Are you sure this is really the case?"

Xian Qianhua said: "It's normal for you to doubt me, because I didn't believe it myself at first, but when you stay here long enough, you will understand what I mean."

Su Wanxia grinned and thought: 'Haha... I don't want to live here for the rest of my life...'

And if it is true as Xian Qianhua described, time can be seen everywhere in this mysterious world like air and there is no need to worry about its passage, then that would be quite good.

At least Su Wanxia doesn't have to worry about dying of old age... But... is this really the case?

They did not continue to discuss this issue, and they felt that there was no need to discuss it.

As for the second question, Xian Qianhua’s answer was much more vivid.

She first performed a walk in the air, and then walked on the wind like a "cultivation person" in Xianxia.

Those winds blowing from nowhere turned Xian Qianhua into a living "god".

At that time, Su Wanxia was in despair after watching Xian Qianhua's performance! Because his world view had collapsed... This was not scientific at all, and could even be said to be too ridiculous!

"Hey! Sister! Can you come down first! You're flying around! I'm so panicked!" Su Wanxia looked like a mortal looking up to the True Immortal Da Luo with a sad face, and felt an indescribable feeling of being fed.

The feeling of raking mulberries.

After "flying" for a while, Xian Qianhua landed.

She smiled proudly, struck a chic pose, and asked Su Wanxia: "Little brother, are you willing to become my teacher, and I will teach you the art of air dance!"

Su Wanxia was stunned: 'What the hell? Why are all the Dragon Ball jokes coming out?'

His mind was confused now, and he suddenly felt that not only was this unscientific, it wasn't even science fiction enough!

"Don't mention...sister, I've been fooled by you now. What are you doing? Why can you still fly?" Su Wanxia, ​​a child, had questions on her forehead at this time.

Xian Qian Hua laughed loudly and said: "Because I am a fairy sister, can't I fly?"

Su Wanxia frowned, expressing her melancholy.

Seeing this, Xian Qianhua said seriously: "Oh, I'm not kidding you. In fact, it's just like what I just said. There are tools available everywhere here, but they are not as common as those created and known by us humans. As long as

If you can calm down, listen and feel, you can naturally talk to the world like me and harness the power here."

Su Wanxia's brows were still furrowed after hearing these words, and he said: "But it still sounds like the plot in Xiuzhen to me?! Are you sure you're not lying to me?"

Xian Qianhua was a little embarrassed when she heard this: "Hey... that's right... how about this? I'll show you another unique skill. I believe that after reading this, you won't think that I am practicing the art of cultivating immortals."

"What?" Su Wanxia said, "I'm not looking forward to it at all."

Xian Qianhua turned around, crossed her hands, closed her eyes, and began to speak eloquently.

Although she couldn't hear clearly what she said, Su Wanxia felt that this sister was a little abnormal. Maybe the previous affinity was fake, and she was just a "god" who went to the wrong set.

But in the next scene, Su Wanxia's mind changed.

Xian Qianhua, who was praying, did seem a bit mysterious, but the whirlwind that was constantly gathering in front of her and the silver spots of light brought by the whirlwind were not mysterious at all.

With the help of special observation equipment, Su Wanxia discovered that these mysterious light spots were actually very small non-Newtonian fluid "water drops". Their composition did not exist among the elements currently known to mankind. Although they were unfamiliar, they

For an astronaut like Su Wanxia, ​​who is a male with an engineering background, she feels an inexplicable sense of intimacy.

The silver light spots were summoned and gathered continuously. In just a few minutes, they gathered in front of Xian Qianhua to form a female statue.

Looking at the unfamiliar face and familiar uniform, Su Wanxia was stunned for only a second before she recognized her.

"This...is this what you really look like?" Su Wanxia approached and asked.

After completing the "prayer ceremony", Xian Qianhua slowly opened her eyes, and then let out a sigh of relief.

"Huh... yes, how about it? It's also very beautiful, isn't it?" Xian Qianhua was very satisfied with her work.

But Su Wanxia's focus was not on Xian Qianhua's true appearance, but on the silver non-Newtonian fluid substances that made up the statue.

He raised his hand and was about to touch it when Xian Qianhua opened it with a "pop" sound.

Su Wanxia was stunned for a moment, and at the same time she gasped in pain.

"Hey! I'm here! Can you take care of your dirty tricks?" Xian Qianhua raised her eyebrows, feeling a little unhappy.

Su Wanxia smiled awkwardly, scratched her head and asked, "Sister, don't get me wrong, I just want to see what this thing is made of."

"Thing? Do you care about this thing?"

"Ah? No, no! This is not something..."

"Not a thing?"

Su Wanxia was completely speechless. He was very tired now.

On the one hand, I feel tired because women in the world are all equally unreasonable... On the other hand, I feel tired. Is this story that keeps playing old jokes really interesting?

But women still have to be coaxed.

After a lot of talking, Su Wanxia was finally able to touch the statue.

But the moment his fingers touched the statue, the entire statue turned into gravel and shattered on the ground.

"Hey?! What? So crispy?"

Xian Qianhua, who had already experienced it, snorted and said: "All the materials here will become very fragile if they are arranged in an orderly manner. Of course, this does not include us and the things in the spacecraft behind us."

"Huh? What do you mean?"

"Um...how do I explain it to you...just think of yourself as a stable triangle, and this is a relatively unstable quadrilateral or pentagon. Can you understand this?"

Su Wanxia frowned. He understood what Xian Qianhua meant, and at the same time he also realized a more serious problem.

"Sister...are you trying to tell me that the dimension of this world...may be higher than the dimension we live in?"

Xian Qianhua was a little surprised and raised her eyebrows: "Yes, yes, that's what it means. I thought you didn't understand."

Su Wanxia grinned and thought to herself: 'I am also a top student at Peking University, so I still have some common sense...'

The concept of dimensionality can only be said to be a junior class student even if the most cutting-edge scientists in the world who specialize in this field are found. The high-dimensional world only exists in theoretical models. Although humans have realized it through theory,

He has never really come into contact with it, so even if Su Wanxia has a certain amount of knowledge, he doesn't dare to do anything in this place. Maybe it will be nothing more than a joke, but it will be a tragedy if it causes a disaster.

But with this understanding, after jumping out of the initial cognitive circle, and looking at the world from a new perspective, Su Wanxia suddenly felt that everything in front of her became strange and distant.

Those mysterious buildings chosen in the distance may not look like "crosses", but the "shapes" his eyes can observe are the information transmitted to the optic nerve of his brain at this moment.

In this way, it would not be so unacceptable that Xian Qianhua could ride the wind and even create things through "prayer".

Su Wanxia even felt a sense of enlightenment... and she felt a little bit ashamed of all the dumbfounding and speechlessness she had experienced before.

I vaguely remember that when Su Wanxia first came into contact with the subject "Ascending Civilization", Professor Zhang Zuomin, who translated "The Golden Age" into more than a dozen languages, used such an example to open up the new students' new understanding of "Ascending Civilization".

New knowledge during the semester.

He said: "If human beings master the ability to travel through time, then if we can just carry anything around us back to the past, to humans a few centuries ago, we would be unscientific and a heretical existence that is difficult to accept.

"

This example is very vivid and vivid.

But here and now, after Su Wanxia witnessed Xian Qianhua's "Walking in the Wind" and "Praying for Creation", he began to understand that this was a cognitive shortcoming caused by the gap between the steps of civilization.

He couldn't understand it, so he felt repelled and even felt a little bit of fear.

Now I suddenly woke up and realized how ridiculous I was.

Thinking of this, Su Wanxia, ​​who smiled at the corner of her lips, looked away and said: "Sister, I am too ignorant. I thought you were doing tricks just now."

Xian Qianhua was stunned for a moment when she heard this, and then looked at Su Wanxia in front of her with some surprise.

This young man seemed to have suddenly improved a lot, which surprised and pleased her. After all, she didn't want Su Wanxia to treat herself as a madman.

"Oh! That's the best! I'm really worried that you will think I'm a madman."

Su Wanxia smiled, touched her nose and said, "I did think so at the beginning, but I won't do it in the future."

"Hey, you are so sincere!" Xian Qianhua rolled her eyes at Su Wanxia, ​​and then sighed: "Actually, Yan Sichen and I were similar to you at the beginning. We were also confused about what we were going through, and we stumbled step by step.

We groped our way here, but if it weren't for the help of those kind-hearted 'guests', I guess Yan Sichen and I wouldn't have been able to find the 'Eternal Soul'."

"Eternally bound soul? What eternally bound soul?" Su Wanxia was stunned.

Only then did Xian Qianhua realize that she had let something slip. She grinned, and then said hesitantly: "Well... it's nothing... it's just... it's something we accidentally discovered that may contain the secret behind this mysterious world.

But we never found it until, um... probably two or three months ago... when that guy also started hunting, we found some clues."

This...why do I become less and less understandable the more I listen to it?

Su Wanxia had a question mark on her face, and he hurriedly interrupted Xian Qianhua: "Wait a minute, sister, you have so much information? Who started hunting? Where did you find that 'Eternal Soul'? Where is it specifically?

Where? Are Senior Yan Sichen and Sister Yinuo looking for it now?"

Xian Qianhua was also fooled by Su Wanxia: "Brother, you have so many questions. I don't even know how to answer you."

Su Wanxia also felt that there were too many questions, so he asked again: "Sister, how about you tell me everything that happened between you and senior Yan Sichen?"

When Xian Qianhua heard this, she looked reluctant: "Ah? Do you really want to tell me everything?"

"Well, this is very important, otherwise I won't be able to keep up with you."

"Um... Actually, you don't have to keep up. When Xiao Ming wakes up, the three of us will go directly to Yan Sichen and the others. Then it will be the same while walking on the road." Xian Qianhua was obviously suspected of being lazy.

Su Wanxia frowned and said, "Sister, are you hiding something from me on purpose?"

Hearing this, Xian Qianhua's eyes subconsciously dodge for a moment, and then she smiles and says, "How could that be? What am I hiding from you? I have nothing to hide from you."

Su Wanxia looked at Xian Qianhua seriously without saying a word.

Being looked at so directly, Xian Qianhua gradually became unbearable.

After hesitating for a long time, she sighed deeply and said, "Wanxia, ​​it's not that I intentionally hide it from you, but sometimes I can't tell what is true and what is false."

"Huh?" Su Wanxia didn't understand.

Xian Qianhua laughed at herself and recalled: "Just like at the beginning, Yan Sichen and I were attacked by debris on the space station. After we luckily survived, the escape capsule turned into a spaceship. At first, Yan Sichen and I felt it was weird, but we

There was no way to find the answer, so we could only accept our fate... But slowly, we all realized that these weird and incomprehensible things were just the beginning... Later..."

Xian Qianhua didn't say any more. She sat down and frowned, seeming very troubled.

Su Wanxia looked at her silently, waiting for her next words.

After a long time, Xian Qianhua continued: "Later, the water and food left in the escape cabin became less and less, so Yan Sichen and I discussed writing a suicide note and then going into hibernation together. And this time, we did not go into bed again.

Planning to wake up..."



Time April 17, 2145

Forty-nine days after the sun "disappears"...

In the escape cabin No. 71100 of the Shanhai space station, Xian Qianhua and Yan Sichen, who had no water or food, decided to leave a suicide note and say goodbye to the world of the living.

Yan Sichen originally planned to record a video for his family and friends, but he couldn't say a word in front of the camera. In the end, like Xian Qianhua, he picked up a pen and wrote down everything in his heart.

It is a special experience to write a suicide note while you are still alive.

Xian Qianhua found it interesting at first, but halfway through writing, her eyes became filled with tears, and her heart felt tight and painful.

Maybe it’s my attachment to the earth, my family, and the familiar harbor.

In the first hour, Xian Qianhua only wrote three hundred words before she couldn't continue.

She buried her head between her arms and remained silent in the corner.

Yan Sichen is relatively calm, and his personality makes him pay more attention to the beautiful memories of the past... So when he writes, he writes about small happiness that seems trivial but out of reach.

After he finished the suicide note, he looked up at Xian Qianhua in the corner. Seeing her scared and hiding in the corner, he wanted to go up and comfort her, but he didn't know how to speak.

So he picked up Xian Qianhua's suicide note, took a look at it, and read it out.

"Dear, mom, dad, and my lovely Oudou, by the time you read this letter, I will no longer be there. As for where I went...hey, don't ask...tsk

"Isn't this well written?" Yan Sichen commented while reading.

Xian Qianhua raised her head and glanced at him, but quickly shrank back.

When I heard the comment, I just replied dully: "Shameless!"

Yan Sichen laughed after being scolded, and continued reading: "Of course, it is unknown whether this letter will appear in front of you, whether you will be able to read your daughter in your lifetime, and whether my sister will leave this letter to you.

It's... Just like my resting place at this moment... It's actually always restless and roaring, but I can't hear any sound. This is really annoying... I hate no sound.

place."


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