Picking up the sheet music scattered on the ground, looking at the messy notes on it, Lin Yan quietly brushed away some dust, and then walked to the compartment inside the room.
In the cubicle, Lin Xue, whose makeup was already stained by tears, looked in the mirror. When she saw Lin Yan, she immediately hid her sadness and hurriedly wiped away her tears.
He stood up and said with a smile: "Sister, you are here!"
Lin Yan didn't say anything. She stepped forward and hugged her sister.
Lin Xue was startled for a moment, then slowly and forcefully hugged Lin Yan tightly, her calm body gradually trembling due to choking.
After a long time, Lin Xue finally calmed down.
Lin Yan pulled the chair over for her sister to sit down, then leaned down and carefully wiped away her tears, and took out makeup remover to wipe away her crying makeup.
After doing all this, Lin Yan turned Lin Xue to face the mirror, opened the makeup box, and started to apply light makeup on her sister again.
Lin Xue closed her eyes, leaned into Lin Yan's arms, and murmured: "Sister, I can't do this... Every time I play the third chapter, I will think of my brother who was beaten for me in the past. It was obviously my brother's.
Music score, but finally put the halo of genius on my head... So I'm so scared now... I'm afraid that I actually know nothing at all, I just relied on my brother to get to where I am today... But my brother doesn't
Now, I have nothing...nothing...I can't remember those movements, I can't write the notes...Sister...I...I..."
As she spoke, Lin Xue shed tears again.
But there was no fluctuation on Lin Yan's face. She was always smiling, not harsh or sad.
I just wiped away my sister's tears quietly and put my makeup back on.
"Sister, do you still remember that my brother was afraid that I would be scolded by my father, so he tore up all the music scores he had written... That time I realized how good my brother was to me... But then... later..." Lin
Xue opened her eyes and looked at herself and this body.
Her eyes were full of ridicule, and she was laughing at no one else but herself.
"Later, when my brother went on stage to perform, he had no music scores, but he could still reorganize all the notes. He was a real genius. He went for music and loved music more than anyone else... And I was sitting in the audience.
Instead of cheering for my brother, I was so scared... What I was afraid of was that I would make a fool of myself on stage and be scolded by my father... or even..." Lin Xue suddenly grabbed Lin Yan's hand and asked her to stop.
Lin Yan looked at her, put away her smile, and looked calm.
She is listening quietly.
"Even... I started to hate my brother... I hate his excellence! I think he tore up the music just to laugh at my incompetence... Do you know? Sister, how disgusting am I?" Lin Xue said in pain.
When she laughed, she lowered her head, covered her face and cried and laughed.
"I actually don't know anything... can't I... When my mother died, I was still angry with my father for not eating... When my father died, I was still playing outside... When my brother died, I was still performing... Hahaha
...Alia wants to help me, but she doesn't know that I actually know nothing... nothing..." Lin Xue's self-pity reached the extreme, she raised her head and looked at herself in the mirror, smiling coldly.
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Lin Yan, who always remained quiet, watched silently until Lin Xue finished speaking.
She then said softly: "Xue'er, do you know why dad died in the first place?"
Lin Xue, who had excessively suppressed herself, shook her head blankly after hearing this. She had not heard any more details. She only remembered that her father died because of an accidental fall.
"Because dad wanted to save his son, and the one who fell was not dad, but your brother, my brother... In order to save some ore, Sen deliberately sprained his foot and asked me to help him lie. I
He helped, but then Sen fell because of his sprain...and his father chose to die in order to save him." Lin Yan spoke very calmly, as if she was telling a story that belonged to someone else.
Lin Xue became quiet, her eyes widened with fear and shock.
"Since then, Sen has become taciturn. He no longer touches music sheets or plays the piano. Instead, he exercises every day and fights with others for the sake of this family, making himself dangerous and lonely. Then when I watch him every time he uses
Kneeling to pull up the mine cart, I could feel him sobbing, I..." At this point, Lin Yan stopped. Although she could no longer cry, her emotions were still surging.
After trying to calm down, Lin Yan took care of her sister's hair and continued: "I asked him later if he regretted it? Sen said to me, 'Sister... As long as you don't hate me, it'll be fine, and then please help me guard it.
Keep this secret, don’t tell Lin Xue...'."
After hearing this, Lin Xue's expression calmed down, her tears stopped, but her heart began to tremble.
After helping her sister get her makeup done, Lin Yan hugged Lin Xue.
The two sisters cuddled.
"Xue'er, our lives are not meaningless. At least we shouldn't torture ourselves for regrets anymore... This world is already friendly enough for you and me, isn't it? Aaliya helps you because she trusts you, so
That's why I support you.
If performing on stage is what your brother wants to see most, and what your parents expect you to do the most, then just do it while you are still alive! Although you can't write music scores like Sen, you still work ten times as hard to memorize them.
Come down, right? Is that just because you want to surpass your brother?"
Lin Xue looked up at Lin Yan after hearing this.
Lin Yan smiled and said: "That's because you also like music..."
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Outside the house, Alia, who was leaning in front of the door, wiped away her tears, stood up and came outside, clapped her hands: "Are you all ready? You have to work hard tonight!"
"Yo!" The young people accompanying the song clasped their hands together to encourage each other towards new goals.
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Lin Yan took her seat and the waiter served the first dish of the night.
"Spring Light"
This is a special appetizer, using leafy vegetables with refreshing fruits and sauces. It is refreshing and rich with the chef's careful preparation.
Just like walking in a wheat field in spring, bending down, reaching out your hand, and touching the soil.
With a graceful figure and an arrogant expression, she quietly walked onto the stage, bowed slightly while everyone was tasting the dishes, then lifted the small bag and put it on her shoulders.
Take a deep breath and let out all your emotions.
Lin Xue calmed down and felt as if she had returned to the stage where she once was, the place where all the attention had been.
As soon as the melodious melody is played, it is like a ray of dawn breaking through the dark night, standing out at the dawn after the night has faded.
When people looked over, Lin Xue closed her eyes, the notes began to jump, and the music began to play.
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As the snacks were taken away, Lin Xue, who was already covered with sweat on her forehead, played the last note lightly and gracefully. Her long flying hair made people marvel at her seemingly young but full of cold and arrogant aura.
I can’t help but sigh, it’s a bit cold this spring~
Bowing and thanking her, Lin Xue looked at Lin Yan with a smile.
Lin Yan applauded her sister.
Although Yin Jianan didn't like music very much, after hearing Lin Xue's performance this time, he was completely immersed in it. It took him a while to come to his senses, and then he stood up and applauded.
Everyone just recovered from the immersion in this beautiful melody, applause broke out, and Aaliya gave a thumbs up to Lin Xue on the stage.
Lin Xue smiled and said: "Thank you" and left gracefully.