[Preliminary summary: After Guan Dehou was banned from management, Zhuo Zhiwen originally thought that the matter would come to an end, but she did not expect that it was just the beginning. The mysterious man told Zhuo Zhiwen that the matter was far more complicated than she imagined, and
The key to uncovering the truth of all this lies in a photo (corresponding to Chapter 875). The three people in the photo are Chu Yanran, You Gege and Betty. The mysterious person who gave these clues also left Zhuo Zhiwen a clue.
The USB flash drive with one-way locking and anti-tracing was used to collect evidence, but when Zhuo Zhiwen went to get it, an accident happened again...]
******ps: The key figures in this part are Zhuo Zhiwen, Guan Dehou, Chu Yilin, You Gege, Zhang Fengyu, Nashapova, Li Shaoan, etc.; the specific time node is mid-August 2030****
The sudden explosion of the fish tank did startle Zhuo Zhiwen, but it did not hurt her.
But when Zhuo Zhiwen saw the exploded goldfish, Zhuo Zhiwen understood. This was proof to her that those guys had the ability to take away her son.
Fortunately, the explosion was not very powerful. Zhuo Zhiwen's son was just stunned for a moment and was not frightened to cry.
But Zhuo Zhiwen was terrified inside, and she didn't know how to face this situation.
Logically speaking, the most appropriate way is to do as the other party asks, but...that means Zhuo Zhiwen betrayed the National Security Department and is very likely to fall into an abyss that makes her unable to struggle.
At night.
After putting her son to sleep, Zhuo Zhiwen opened her personal computer and began to search the public network for information about Chu Yanran, You Gege and Betty.
Among the three, there are very few reports about Chu Yanran and Betty.
In comparison, Yougege is like a big star, with more than 10 million pieces of information retrieved.
"This Yougege is not simple..." Zhuo Zhiwen didn't care too much, and put Yougege aside for the time being, and first read the reports on Chu Yanran and Betty on the public Internet.
One of the articles published by the International Science Magazine introduced Chu Yanran in detail, including her personal information, the school she graduated from and the honors she received.
But looking at these, describing Chu Yanran as a genius is not an exaggeration at all.
But there is nothing new. Before Zhuo Zhiwen joined the National Security Department, she knew that there was Chu Hongjun in China. This top scientific master had a granddaughter named Chu Yanran.
After roughly browsing these, I looked at Betty's. She is also a talented girl, but compared to Chu Yanran, Betty has much fewer honors. She is more like an elite talent who is very hard-working, but still lacks a little aura.
Finally, come back to Yougege.
Zhuo Zhiwen knew a lot about this woman before taking over Guan Dehou's affairs.
A great writer of realistic reflection school, her books are best-selling all over the world, but they are also banned in many places, such as China... In China, you cannot buy the book "Self-Consciousness" written by Yu Gege, only those who have graduated from university
, you have a chance to find its official abridged version on the Internet.
However, Zhuo Zhiwen did have this book in her hands, and it was a collector's edition with manuscript.
Zhuo Zhiwen has read this book before, and at first I didn't understand what it said. Then I read it again, but when I really read it carefully, I found that I couldn't understand what the author was saying at all.
Zhuo Zhiwen found the book from the bottom of the bookcase and spread it out on the table. Zhuo Zhiwen found that there were also notes she had taken before.
This is her reading
Habit, no matter what kind of book it is, whether she likes it or not, taking notes can help her complete reading better.
It will be easier if you have notes.
Zhuo Zhiwen opened her notes first.
At the beginning, she saw her previous disassembly and analysis diagram of the book.
"Self-Awakening" consists of two volumes, with a total of one hundred and ninety-five chapters.
The upper volume can be divided into three parts.
The first part is about Yougege’s gloomy life before her first suicide. Through her diary, readers can clearly feel her unwillingness and misery. Overall, it is very dark and full of negative energy.
part.
The second part is a record of anecdotes about Yougege’s life after she committed suicide for the first time and was rescued. It mainly tells how she regained her life with the help of her good friends. This part is very short and only records a few things that may be in the author’s opinion.
Something rather special.
For example, the first time I attended a group wedding, the first time I skydive without the help of a professional instructor, the first time I climbed Mount Everest but failed...
In short, there are many firsts in this record.
Regarding this part, Zhuo Zhiwen’s conclusion is that after Yougege committed suicide and was rescued, he has been eager to break through himself and has been challenging all kinds of impossibilities in life.
And she herself also clearly wrote it in the record.
"For most people living on this planet, they may never leave the city where they live, nor will they go skydiving, climb Mount Everest, or go to the uninhabited coast of Iceland to watch the sunrise and sunset... The world
It’s very big, but our lives are often crowded into a narrow corner.”
Zhuo Zhiwen remembers this passage very well and even excerpted it twice, which is clearly recorded in her notes.
Looking at this excerpt again, Zhuo Zhiwen couldn't help but sigh.
As a former special forces soldier, she never thought about anything other than her mission. She felt that what she did was a matter of great honor.
Until she was captured by extremists.
During the days when she was captured, Zhuo Zhiwen finally understood what life was worse than death, and she also fully understood that when she pulled the trigger, she was not killing living lives, not cold "targets."
Perhaps as the author Yougege wanted to express more, but Zhuo Zhiwen could still understand very little.
She turned the page and continued reading.
In the third part of the first volume, Yougege talks about his ideological journey after he failed to climb Mount Everest and his body was exhausted.
During the period of recuperation, Yougege read repeatedly every day, looked at the paintings of masters, and watched the passers-by at the crossroads.
The books she read included both classics and new science magazines, which could almost be said to be inclusive of all rivers.
But she said it herself.
"If I talk about my favorites, they are the delicate human feelings in "A Dream of Red Mansions", the perspective of observation and thinking in "A Brief History of the Future", the magnificent scene when Sophon etching begins in "The Three-Body Problem", and the "No One Deep" in "Journey of Time".
Empty... I am amazed by the beauty of words, and even more impressed by the beauty of human wisdom. Although my body no longer allows me to go far away, I have found a broader world, where the universe is just a scene."
If you don't know who You Gege is, you might still marvel at her courage, but when you see the photos of You Gege, you can't help but sigh, this fragile little girl has such a strong voice.
Yougege recorded several events in his life in the first volume
Turns and transformations.
At the end of the first volume, she hand-draws a painting that is not found in the non-manuscript edition of the book.
Yougege drew a tree on the white paper, a pale book.
The texture of its branches is like the texture of human cerebral cortex, and if you look carefully, you will find that these branches are actually made of human bodies. They are integrated with the tree, or embrace each other, or
They rely on each other and have different shapes and movements. The only thing they have in common is that they all have their eyes closed and their bodies are white. Moreover, they cannot find a complete human form. In other words... this is a complete body composed of incomplete people.
tree.
Regarding this painting, there are also different opinions on the analysis on the Internet.
Some people expressed disdain for this, thinking that Yougege just had an open mind and drew such a weird picture without any connotation or beauty for the sake of novelty, which is very consistent with her neurotic way of thinking.
But some people feel deep fear and uneasiness about this painting. They think that the inner meaning reflected in Yougege's painting is very real and naked. It depicts thinking in the form of a tree and uses the incompleteness of human beings to build the branches of thinking.
Qian, this is just like human beings in the eyes of the Creator, what they were like before they evolved and transcended.
They even believe that human beings with their eyes closed represent blindness. Incompleteness is a characteristic of imperfection. It has different shapes and is interdependent. It is the wall of the heart that still exists after individuals form a whole. The reason why so many people are used
What constitutes the brain, or the concrete body of thoughts, is because each person's thoughts are independent, single, and biased. Only through the fusion of thoughts can they be complete and can they hope to bear the Fruit of Eden.
Regarding these two views, Zhuo Zhiwen also made brief notes, and her own views on this painting are relatively simple.
In Zhuo Zhiwen's view, she may be more inclined to be dismissive of the former, but she can't help but guess the inner meaning of the painting. This is a very contradictory feeling, unless you dismiss the entire book.
You really can't ignore its existence.
So Zhuo Zhiwen simply read the second volume of the book with her speculations about the painting.
The second volume of "Self-Awakening" is also divided into three parts.
The first part is inheritance and development.
Yougege elaborated here on his views on history and human development.
Although there are many immature aspects, it also very realistically tells a lot of truths that politicians behind the fig leaf dare not tell. Therefore, the supporters of this part of the content are far greater than the detractors.
Among them, the most impressive sentence is the one written at the end of Chapter 127: The End of Glory.
In this chapter, Yougege mentioned the Crusades, the fall of the feudal dynasty, the two nuclear bombs at the end of World War II, the disintegration of the Soviet Union after the Cold War, and the chess games after the rise of great powers.
"Right or wrong, good or bad, dialectical view and unity of contradictions, are these who we are? Those in power shout that the sky is dead, but in the end it is still Huang Tiandang. Who will come to the future that the people cannot see?
Master, what is the difference between nobleism and utopianism? This is still a low-level performance, self-entertainment and self-deception."
Many people cannot understand the inner meaning of Yougege's words.