Jin Yunran's heart suddenly tightened when he heard his nephew's question.
"Auntie, I asked the foreign teacher in our bilingual kindergarten, and she kept telling me that my dad must have gone to heaven, that is, heaven, there.
It’s where God lives. The teacher won’t lie to us, right?”
"Yunyi, well, of course heaven exists..." Jin Yunran replied without thinking: "Your father must be in heaven now."
Jin Yunran is lucky because the child is too young.
So my sister insisted on waiting for him to go to school before giving him a mobile phone, so he didn't use search engines much. In addition, Western festivals were celebrated frequently in my sister's house, such as Thanksgiving, Easter, and Christmas. He would believe in God.
and heaven, not surprising at all.
The dinner table suddenly became a bit heavy because of Gao Yunyi's question.
"Okay, Yun Yi, let's eat..." Jin Yunlan immediately gave his son a piece of broccoli.
"I don't like eating this..." Yun Yi saw the broccoli in the rice bowl and immediately frowned, but after looking at her mother's eyes, she didn't continue, but picked up the bowl and started chewing silently. p>
"This kid just doesn't like eating vegetables." Jin Yunlan sighed and said to Jin Yunran: "This is the only way he looks like me when I was a kid.
Everywhere else is like you."
"Yunyi, you can't be picky about food." Jin Yunran also wanted to change the topic of "paradise" as soon as possible.
I also gave broccoli to my nephew.
Because of the food, Jin Yunran leaned very close to Yun Yi. Suddenly, the child said in a voice that only she could hear: "Auntie, will dad come back from heaven to see us?"
Hearing this, Jin Yunran's chopsticks suddenly stopped, and the broccoli almost fell on the table.
She originally wanted to say "yes" subconsciously, but then she realized that this was not a question that could be easily brushed off.
What if she says "yes" and her nephew takes it seriously? Just because the other person is a child, you can't think that the other person won't take anything she says seriously.
"I'm afraid that won't be easy. Once a person goes to heaven, it will be difficult to come back easily."
After saying this, Jin Yunran clearly saw Yun Yi's extremely lonely eyes.
She can understand the child's current mood very well.
When she and her sister lost their parents, they were already past the age of believing in the existence of heaven.
Jin Yunran was thinking that when this child goes to school, he will soon know that there is no such thing as heaven, and people are dead when they die.
No soul will remain.
After eating,
Alan went to wash the dishes, Yun Yi watched TV, and Yun Lan took Yun Ran to the room arranged for her on the second floor.
Walking into the room, Jin Yunlan sat on the bed in the bedroom and looked at Jin Yunran blankly.
"Yunran... I still don't have any sense of reality. I always feel that Qishu has not left, as if he is still here."
"Sister," Jin Yunran immediately walked up and hugged her, "everything will pass."
"I'm serious..." Yunlan pushed Yunran away and said, "I have no sense of reality at all, as if all this is just a nightmare. I seem to feel that Qishu is still in this villa, still with him.
Yun Yi and I live together."
"Sister, don't be like this..." This is what Jin Yunran is most afraid of, "I understand your feelings, but if you act like this, my brother-in-law can't leave peacefully."
"You said that too... Everyone said that to me..." Jin Yunlan shook his head desperately: "Everyone is like this. What do you say to me? He is a good person and will go to heaven. He will turn into a star and look at me in the sky.
He will rest his eyes under the Nine Fountains... In fact, I don't feel comforted at all by this kind of words. If he can be in heaven and under the Nine Fountains, why can't he be by my side?"
Jin Yunran wanted to refute, but suddenly thought that maybe it would be better to follow her sister's words now. Otherwise, it would be worse if she really followed her to "heaven".
"You, you are right...sister and brother-in-law will not let you go easily. Maybe...he is right next to you and Yun Yi, waiting for you mother and son."
Saying such creepy words, Jin Yunran only hoped that her sister would never have any bad thoughts.
"Yunran, can I ask you a favor?" Jin Yunlan grabbed Jin Yunran's hand with a sincere expression and said, "Most of the relics of the prayer book are placed in his study. I... I want to ask you for help.
I'll sort out his belongings. I, I don't dare to go there again..."
Jin Yunran naturally understands her sister's mood. In this case, she will definitely be moved by the scene.
"It's said to be sorting...but I don't know what to do with my brother-in-law's things. He is a well-known writer at the top of the best-selling list. Maybe every draft is valuable."
"His editor-in-chief came to the house before, and all the manuscripts he wrote and stored in the computer were copied away. The rest is not important."
"Then...okay."
Then...
The two sisters suddenly fell silent for a while.
"Recently, I always feel that my memory is getting worse and worse." Jin Yunlan flipped up his hair, "After Qishu left like this, I often recall things in the past, but when I look back on many things now, it seems like they were separated by a month.
Century. Yunran, if only I were as capable as you, I could become a well-known designer at a young age."
"Sister..."
"Mom and dad always love you more. Sometimes I even think they are too partial."
Jin Yunran listened to her sister's words, and the more she listened, the more worried she became. Will her sister suffer from depression?
"My parents prefer me because I was weaker when I was born, so they pay more attention to me, not because they think you are not good, sister."
"Yunran."
Suddenly, Jin Yunlan looked towards the ceiling.
"I recently discovered that I really envy you."
Jin Yunran was stunned.
"It was the same when my parents passed away. You had to do a lot of the funeral arrangements yourself. At that time, I would just hide and cry. I didn't dare to face the portraits of my parents. In movies and TV dramas, it is common for the protagonist's parents to die.
But when I lost my parents, I realized that it was not as easy as they said. At that time, relatives secretly said that you were more like the eldest daughter of the Jin family."
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Jin Yunran didn't know what her sister wanted to say.
This is nothing like "memory is getting worse".
Suddenly, she stared straight at Jin Yunran.
"With you by my side, I will feel at ease, Yun Ran."
"Well," Jin Yunran nodded heavily: "I will always stay by your side, sister."
……
The villa is really too big.
Jin Yunran came to the study room on the third floor in the northeast corner of the villa.
This is where my brother-in-law works daily.
The study room is about sixty square meters, and the bookshelves are filled with densely packed books, quite a few of which are novels published by my brother-in-law under the pen name of Abyss Blue Whale.
About two-thirds of my brother-in-law's works take place in European and American countries. After transferring a large sum of royalties back then, he began to travel around the world.
Norway, Iceland, Greece, Egypt, Romania, Vienna, Poland... My sister often shares with her the places she and her brother-in-law have been. Over the years after their marriage, Jin Yunran's circle of friends has become a world travel guide.
Jin Yunran raised his hand slightly and touched the masterpiece novels written by his brother-in-law. The vampires of the Principality of Bavaria, the gladiators of the Roman Arena, the Inca Empire during the Spanish colonial era, the mummy curse of Ramses II in ancient Egypt... these
She read them all without missing a single one.
Moreover, she bought all the reprinted versions of these books after they were published, filling her bookcases at home.
Open the drawer under the bookshelf...
Inside are diaries written by my brother-in-law.
I don’t know when my brother-in-law started insisting, but for so many years, he has been writing a diary every day without stopping. My sister told her personally that even if nothing special happened in a day, my brother-in-law must finish writing one before going to bed.
Keep a diary before going to bed.
She picked up the last diary.
The police once took the diary back for investigation, but found nothing, so they sent it back. My brother-in-law's parents must have read it, but they still found nothing.
Is this considered her brother-in-law’s belongings that she wants to sort out?
Suddenly, she had an idea that she shouldn't have had.