The swallow gave birth to a daughter successfully.
For a 45-year-old woman, giving birth to a child is a joy, but the risks involved are also huge.
But as a mother, from the day I got pregnant, I have never looked back, no matter if I have to sacrifice my life.
In this world, how many mothers with dystocia go to heaven early for the sake of the little life in their belly, and look at their children lovingly in another world, smiling slightly and contentedly------
So talking about people, from conception to birth, from shithole to adult, it is not easy for our mothers, so we should learn to be grateful and filial.
Zhang Yu was so happy when his daughter was born that he and the nanny spent the whole day taking care of Yan Zi in various ways. Five or six meals were essential. Since Yan Zi did not have enough milk, he had to make milk powder in time to act as a grandfather in the new era.
Daddy.
Everyone was very happy when they learned that Yanzi had given birth to a daughter. Of course, this incident also stimulated Zhang Li and Yanhua. Both of them had never been mothers. While they were happy for Yanzi, they were inevitably depressed and worried.
Regret.
A woman who has never given birth to a child is always a little imperfect.
Our Zhang Li has returned to her alone life after the New Year. Although she is peaceful, the life of a single woman is inevitably lonely.
She is forty-six years old. Normally, if you have a child at her age, the child would be twenty or older. If some people in the countryside are married, like Lao Tan and his eldest sister, they should be forty-six.
Grandma.
But she didn't even have a child, which was a bit sad.
Forty-six, at this age, even if you have a man, you rarely have children.
If you don’t have children, can someone else’s husband not have children? If you want it, the man also wants it? What’s more, there is no so-called man.
Every time Zhang Li goes to her sister's house, she can't get over her crush on her nephew. She fully unleashes her motherly nature and enjoys the addiction of being an aunt.
Hey, aunt is also a mother, so she should be regarded as her own child.
That's what she said, but after all, she was not her biological child, so it couldn't make up for the regret in her heart. Sometimes she thought that if possible, she would rather risk her life to have a baby, not for anything else, just for the sound of milk, which made people ecstatic.
"Mom——" who cried happily
It's worth dying after listening to it.
Having said that, having a baby is a matter of two people. How can one have a baby without a boy?
There are many men who express their admiration for her. Maybe it's because they haven't met yet, so they don't feel the electric shock. How can I put it, most of the men in the hotel are younger than her, and she is still the leader. Many admirers take photos because of her status.
Neither dared to express it.
Furthermore, she said that she did not want to find someone younger, nor did she want to find someone in a hotel, which was partly due to Lao Tan.
As for the people outside the hotel, to be realistic, 90% of them are here because of her beautiful appearance. The mentality they hold cannot be said to be dirty, and the intentions are definitely bad. As for whether they can get married or not, it is two different things.
Santaizi is a small place, open and closed at the same time. If something happens, it will spread to every corner within three days.
After Zhang Li and Ren Qingyun were no longer together, the matter of the Hejun representative passed through this man's mouth and spread for a while in Santaizi, especially the aircraft factory, so that many people knew about the manager of Aqiao Dumpling Restaurant named Zhang Li.
When he was young, he was not decent. He had a male-female relationship with a military representative. He also got pregnant and had an abortion for the military representative, etc.
Although this is not a big deal in the eyes of today's people, people have a fine tradition of chewing their tongues after dinner. Especially the affairs between men and women are always enduring. This also had an impact on Zhang Li to some extent.
People can talk about the rights and wrongs of others, and sometimes they will be clear-eyed and upright. But once it falls on themselves, they will say something else and stay away from them in a high-sounding way.
This is the weakness of human nature, which can also be said to be the dark side. To put it bluntly, it is hypocrisy.
It's impossible for Zhang Li not to think of this, she's not a child.
What can you do when you think of it? Just smile. You have gone through all the experiences, what’s the big deal? Half of your life is over. If you only dwell on the past, then you won’t have to live the rest of your life.
Good, if you carry it with you, no one will take away half of it, and you will at most feel envious; bad, if you carry it with you, no one will share half of it, and you will only talk about it.
People, as long as they live their own lives, no one will hire someone to take care of them.
Just like this long night, although it is lonely and slightly desolate, it still depends on how to live it.
Live with a peaceful mind, the night is beautiful.
Listen to some beautiful music quietly, close your eyes and indulge in reverie, and you will fall asleep peacefully. If it rains, just melancholy for a while, think about the past days and nights, and shed a few sad tears, what's wrong with that?
good?
To put it more negatively, if you have money, you can get drunk, if you don't have money, you can sleep.
People must live as long as they don't die, and they must be happy while alive. As Lao Tan said, all experiences can only be felt by enduring them. No matter how painful or difficult it is, it will be beautiful, not for anything else, but for the sake of calm understanding.
Zhang Li envies people like Li Shuang, Zhong Qing, Wang Hong, Yanhua and others who have significant others. She is often infected by their sweet love and feels that she is also very good.
Of course this is temporary.
She knew that they also envied her, thinking that it was good to be single, carefree and free, and no one could care about what they wanted to do, and they didn't have to care about other people's eyes and opinions, let alone the troubles of their children.
Like Li Shuang, he used to talk about other things when we met, but now he starts talking about how naughty his children are, why they are disobedient, why they don't study hard, and why they don't finish their homework on time. Tianjie yells to get up.
, hurriedly helping to get dressed and pack school bags, and then hurriedly sent the angry ones to school------
Although Li Shuang said it was dark, she was actually very beautiful in her heart. Although she didn't mean to show off, Zhang Li was jealous - that was the life she wanted.
Everyone has his or her own way of living. Often we don’t get what we want, and if we don’t cherish what we have in it, we will give up and be reluctant to part with it.
Think about it, this is life.
Zhang Li thought bitterly, isn't it just that she lacks a man?
Huh! Gentlemen?
Really lacking.
There is no need to cut out the basket or the vegetables. At this old age, I can't make do with it. Instead of making do with it, I might as well be alone, at least I won't be angry.
She thought of Lao Tan - she would think of him every time in the dead of night when she couldn't sleep, and it had almost become a habit.
This is a kind of sweet and hopeless thought, which has gone beyond the ordinary love between man and woman. If there was the thought of getting it before, then now it is either getting it or simply thinking about it.
Every time I think about it, I feel like I am still a young girl in love, and Lao Tan also looks like he did when he was young, with a bald head, a sharp-angular face and a determined face, with deep and melancholy eyes, as deep as the sea when he looks at people------
This is a man.
It's a pity that it belongs to someone else.
Think about other people's feelings as well. In this world, you are the only one who understands him best and loves him the most. He got an advantage by being good, hugging his wife and enjoying the love of others, but he almost didn't sacrifice his life for her.
She even boldly wondered if one day she would really sacrifice her life for justice.
One time when Yanhua and she were drinking alone, she once said this idea while half drunk.
"Do you want to create a chance for you two?" Yanhua asked with a smile on her cheeks.
"No need, creation is meaningless, it all depends on fate." She said.
"What if I don't have it for the rest of my life?" Yanhua asked.
"Then accept your fate."
It doesn't matter on the lips, but it matters in the heart, this is love.
There is no reason to love someone, reason is love, right.
The night in early summer is warm, stirring up feelings and desires.
Zhang Li, this beautiful woman with extraordinary temperament, still felt hot in her thin pajamas. She stretched out her bare feet and kicked the quilt dishonestly, and her whole body sank on the soft bed. Her bare arms kicked the quilt away unscrupulously.
Knead it into a ball and hold it in your arms habitually.
Close your eyes and look at Lao Tan in your head------
At this time, I couldn't think of other men, even if I remembered it, it was vague, and it was quickly occupied by clear men.
It is both torture and sweetness, and a trickle of happiness flows through my heart.
I don't know when she fell asleep, maybe she had a good dream, a sweet girlish smile appeared on her lips.
A night like this is destined to leave many people sleepless.
Yanhua listened to the regular snoring coming from the nostrils of Lao Deng lying next to her. She opened her eyes in distress and stared at the darkness on the ceiling.
An hour ago, her idea of having a child was once again rejected by Lao Deng. The reason was very simple. Lao Deng said that his daughter was about to have a child and he did not want to be laughed at.
Yes, it is indeed inappropriate for a grandfather to hold a son or daughter in the world. If he is with his daughter's family of three, it will inevitably be awkward.
Of course, Lao Deng didn't want to have children not only for fear of embarrassment, but also for Yanhua's benefit. After all, Yanhua was older and had passed the best age for childbearing, and he didn't want his wife to be in danger just to give birth to a child.
Yanhua is not afraid, he is.
He loves this woman who is much younger than him, and sometimes even treats Yanhua as a daughter. The more he does this, the more reluctant he is to let her go. He would rather not have children than let her take risks.
But Yanhua wants to be a mother and doesn't want her life to have any regrets.
Huh! This is not something you say, I want it. It seems that I have to stew ginseng and drink some wolfberry for you, and I have to ask the purchaser to go to Naner (medicine wholesale market) to buy two deer penis soaked in wine
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I'm going to have a beauty treatment tomorrow and buy some clothes like this. I want you to eat dumplings stuffed with leek and shrimp, drink ginseng soup, taste wolfberry tea, and drink two ounces of deer penis wine. Hum, I'll-----