The late autumn evening wind blew on my body, no longer cool, but rather chilly.
The streets at this time were not deserted, but rather desolate in late autumn and peaceful at night.
After Yaru, Meng Meng, and Li Zhiwen came out of the hot pot restaurant, the two young people had their own activities and left first.
Looking at the backs of the two children, Yaru had envy in her eyes, and a little bit of loss behind the envy. Young people's love is passionate, even without scruples. Wasn't she the same when she was young?
However, I am not as bold as them, nor do I have their courage. I just love and have no idea. If I could go back in time and go back to that long-ago era that was just like yesterday, would I be able to make a new choice?
It's a pity that we can't turn back time. The past is forever gone and we can't go back to the past.
There is nothing to complain about, I am fine now and I am content with myself.
I was walking alone on the street, my face was flushed after drinking, and the cool breeze was blowing, which made me feel a little refreshed.
While eating hot pot, Meng Meng said that Lao Tan was accompanying guests in the shop. Yaru thought that he should have finished drinking now and wanted to go back and have a look. She was thinking about Lao Tan and was afraid that he drank too much. Although she knew Lao Tan's drinking capacity, she knew better
His body is no longer what it used to be.
To be honest, she has this man in her heart, but the feeling now is different from the feeling when she was young. At that time, it was an ignorant love in youth, but now it is an emotion that has settled down after years of baptism, there is love, there is care, and more
It is the concern of mature children in middle age.
After all, people are rational. Although sometimes emotions can surge and overflow unbridled, the environment of life and survival is realistic, and it is impossible to obey surging emotions with transcendent ideas.
You can indulge your feelings, but you cannot indulge your behavior. This may be incompatible with today's society, or it may not keep up with the trend of women in the new era, but gender and emotions are clearly defined here in Yaru.
Maybe she didn't realize this herself, but she knew that Lao Tan had a family. When she got along with him, she could care about him, think about him, and even treat him as her own man, but it was impossible to live together.
Although they slept in the same room, it was to take care of him, and I felt at ease.
She always thought that she was divorced and knew the pain and sadness of divorce and the harm it caused to her children. Although it was an unfortunate marriage and should have been divorced long ago in the eyes of others, she was willing to get married and could not blame others.
At that time, didn’t you also want to have a good husband, a good family, and live a happy life?
At that time, I knew that Lao Tan had come to look for me at home, but it was a pity that I missed him.
Thinking of these makes my heart hurt and makes me want to cry.
No matter how you say it, it is the beautiful love of your youth. People say that first love is ignorant, love is beautiful, ignorant first love fades away easily, and beautiful love is an eternal memory.
That's true.
Now, I am a woman and my youth is gone. The romance of young people has passed. Although I long for a man who can take care of me and start a family.
But so far, this is just an idea. It’s not that I have any ideas because of Lao Tan’s existence, but I haven’t thought about it or seriously planned it.
She is very satisfied with her current life. She has a stable job with a good salary and can support herself. Although she does not have a family, she is free and unrestrained. This situation may make her parents worry about it, but it can only be like this, at least for now.
What makes her happy is that her son is sensible, independent and understands herself. What makes her most happy is that her son seems to have grown up overnight, becoming a man and knowing that he loves his mother.
Every time I call my son, he will tell me like an adult to take care of myself, don't worry about money, buy what I need to buy, eat what I need to eat, and be happy.
It's better to find a suitable uncle.
This kid, what are you talking about?
Although she blames her, to be honest, it is the happiest thing for her son to understand that she is a mother.
It's Meng Meng's birthday today. The child didn't find anyone and only called her and Li Zhiwen. It was obvious that she liked Zhiwen. Although she only regarded Zhiwen as a younger brother, everyone knew that the two were in love.
I was young, so I understand.
Arriving at the Haidong store unknowingly, Yaru saw Lao Tan sending Toya Dawa and Gu Yi into the car, followed by Wang Shulan, and Zhang Yu said a few words to Lao Tan before getting in the car as well.
Everyone left, only Lao Tan remained.
Lao Tan subconsciously glanced at where Yaru was standing not far away, and naturally found Yaru and walked over.
"Where are you waiting for me?" Lao Tan came to Yaru and asked jokingly.
"Meng Meng celebrated her birthday. When she was making hot pot, she said that you were dining with guests at the old restaurant. After making hot pot, she went to play with Zhiwen. I thought about it and came over to take a look. I was afraid that you drank too much." Yaru looked slightly flustered.
Explaining.
"It's a bit much. Toya Dawa can drink it, but she can't drink it. I have to sing now, so I asked Gu Yi and Zhang Yu to accompany me." After talking, Lao Tan smiled, looked at Yaru, and found that Yaru
His face was very red and he asked: "Did you drink?"
"Well, drink less." Yaru said.
The two of them walked side by side, and there were almost no pedestrians on the street. The taxis that occasionally drove by slowed down when passing by the two of them, trying to attract business, but they immediately stepped on the accelerator and accelerated away.
The city has bid farewell to the hustle and bustle of the day and has begun to fall asleep.
Perhaps the only ones who didn't sleep were the caterers. They had just gotten off work and gently opened the door, took a look at their sleeping lover and children, then took off their clothes, took a hot shower, and then gently returned to the house, sitting next to their children.
Give her a kiss on the cheek, lie down on the bed, reach out and hold your lover's head on your arm, and fall asleep happily and happily.
This is the life of a caterer, walking towards the sun and returning under the stars, sometimes even without being able to speak a word to the family for a week, hard work but happiness.
"Are Yang Zhijun and the others coming back soon?" Yaru asked.
"Well, there are still two days." Lao Tan said.
"Mr. Wang's Xilinhot store is doing well, and there are queues every day," Yaru said. She came back from Xilinhot half a month ago and went over to give dumpling instructions.
"It's fine, but I'm afraid it's not good." Lao Tan said.
"I heard Mr. Wang wants to open a branch. Can you tell me?"
"As I said, it's for the Chinese New Year."
The two of them continued walking and arrived at the place where Lao Tan lived.
No one said anything and they went upstairs together.
After entering the house, Lao Tan prepared to boil water, and Yaru tidied the house habitually. Ten minutes later, the messy room was clean and tidy.
Lao Tan made tea, and the two of them sat on the sofa, drinking tea and chatting.
"Your tea is very good. My grandma likes to drink tea, and it's all black tea, but it's so spicy that it makes me feel a little bitter when I drink it. Every time she stops drinking it, I add water, and it tastes just right------
My grandma was eighty-six when she left. She didn't suffer at all. She even ate two bean buns dipped in sugar the night before. When my uncle called her to eat the next morning, she left------nothing
Suffering brings blessings."
"What a blessing------"
Ya Ru said her grandma, and Lao Tan thought of her mother. Her mother is eighty-two years old. Although she is in good health and has nothing to do, after all, her age is there and she does not bear the heavy burden------
"You have high blood pressure, drink less alcohol." Yaru said.
"Well, drink less and listen to you." Lao Tan said.
"You always agree happily, but then it won't be you."
"Haha------" Lao Tan laughed and said helplessly: "There is no way."
"No matter what I can do, I still want to drink. I don't believe you don't drink but you still pour it down your neck." Yaru also laughed.
"No one is drinking it. You are right. I like to drink it. Even if I don't have a drink, I still take a few sips by myself. I know it's spicy, but I like the dizzy feeling, especially when I drink it alone.
When you are there, you are not drunk, you are sober, even more sober than usual. What you drink is the wine, what you taste is the taste------"
Speaking of this, Lao Tan looked at Yaru and said with emotion: "Wine is sometimes a medium that connects reality and ideas. For me, it is more like a resolution - think about the past and other people.
, it’s more about experience------that feeling is very sad.”
"You are too worried------"
"A little bit ------- you know what kind of person I am. I'm older and I probably think more ------"
The two chatted, and it was past twelve o'clock. When Yaru got up to leave, Lao Tan did not ask her to go back, but gave her the key to Zhou Xiaomei's room - Zhou Xiaomei went to Jining and would not be back today.
"No, I'll go back to live. It's not good to live here." Yaru said.
"It's midnight, so I won't worry if you go back. It's okay to stay in Xiaomei's house," Lao Tan said.
"It's nothing." Yaru glanced at Lao Tan and said, "If I don't go back, these people may not say anything tomorrow -"
"Haha, you can say whatever you want. No matter what, you can't say it. If you don't have anything in your heart, what are you afraid of? If you don't------you stay here with me."
"Go, what do people say if you don't live here? If you live there, you won't be able to clean yourself up." Yaru blushed and glanced at Lao Tan, then said, "I'll go stay at Xiaomei's house and deal with it for one night. You should go to bed early."
After Yaru finished speaking, he stood up and left.
The door was closed and Lao Tan was sitting on the sofa, thinking that if Yaru was called, she would stay, but what would happen after she stayed?
The warm body and the lingering love can drive people crazy. After going crazy, you still return to reality, facing your employees, brothers and sisters who look at you expectantly, and your conscience that you have made a mistake.
It is impossible for Yaru to live alone for the rest of her life. She will look for men in the future, and 90% of the men she looks for will be in restaurants------