After Zhang Li left, Lao Tan took off his clothes and lay on the bed, his head half numb and half awake, thinking about the scene just now and the scene when he was drinking last night.
Last night, I first went to various stores to express condolences and give out red envelopes, and finally went to the main store to celebrate the New Year.
In fact, when he went to various stores to offer condolences, Lao Tan forgot about being angry with Lin Yan. He is a person who makes a clear distinction between work and family. As long as he is in a working state, he puts other things aside and devotes himself wholeheartedly.
Last night, when Zhongqing's family of three was toasting, Zhongqing asked his sister-in-law why she hadn't come. He was stunned at first, and then lied and said that Lin Yan had returned to Beipiao. It was at that moment that he started to feel bad and wanted to drink.
You can't show it if you don't feel good, and if you're celebrating the New Year, you can't make everyone unhappy just because of yourself.
He first smiled and cheered, talking about the New Year and drinking with everyone, and then everyone toasted to him in batches, departments, and organizations. He refused to refuse everyone who came, and drank them all with a happy face.
At twelve o'clock, the dumplings are cooked, and the dumplings are served and the drink continues.
Later, when Zhang Li came back from her sister's house after eating dumplings, she saw that he was still drinking and stopped her. At that time, there were only a dozen employees living in dormitories and Wang Hong and his wife in the store, and everyone else had gone back.
With a glowing face and a calm demeanor, he walked out of the store under the watch of everyone. When he came out, he turned around and waved to everyone, saying, "Don't worry, nothing happened. I didn't drink too much."
He fell down before he finished speaking - Si Yangbaza.
What happened next was a bit blurry, as if someone was helping me get into the car, the car started to move, and I was yelling, I don’t know what I was yelling about.
The rest is the scene of waking up in the morning, seeing Zhang Li, Zhang Li noticed that he was vomiting blood, and then went to the clinic.
The reason for the recurrence of bronchiectasis this time should be attributed to Lin Yan. It is enough to say that a good year has passed, three people and three places.
He got angry over this, drank wine, and got drunk.
As the saying goes, you will be angry at thirty and blocked for one year. It seems true. If you get a hang-up on the first day of junior high school, there will be no one left.
To be honest, just now he really wanted Zhang Li to lie down and have a complete affair. Lin Yan didn't exist in his heart at this time, and he even forgot about his son.
Fortunately, Zhang Li was calm and had the psychological barrier to do bad things in his house, so nothing happened, which gave him time to regret the missed opportunity and think about things.
He needs to think about whether his marriage to Lin Yan will continue or end. At the same time, he should reflect on himself, why can he manage a group of nearly a thousand people but not manage a family well?
I am capable and eloquent, and I can communicate with people no matter how difficult it is to communicate, and become friends. Why can't I communicate with my wife, and it feels like a fight every time I talk?
Is there really no love anymore? Or maybe the marriage has come to an end.
As people often say, a couple can live a hard life together through thick and thin, but when things get better and their family becomes like a family and their daily routine becomes like their own, they start to have extraneous thoughts and can no longer live together.
He recalled the time when he and Lin Yan rented a house together before they were married. It was the most beautiful memory in his heart. At that time, Lin Yan was like a kitten. Whenever she was at home, she would snuggle into her arms and act coquettishly.
Daughterly.
At that time, both of them had low wages, and the money they earned was almost nothing except paying rent and living necessities. They lived in poverty but lived happily. The two of them had no arguments or quarrels and were sweet and sweet. They hugged each other every night.
When I sleep, there are no people around me, and my heart feels empty.
When did days like this never exist?
It should be after the birth of my son.
The birth of their son made the two of them grow up suddenly and feel the responsibilities of being a father and a mother.
The pressure of life increases, and passion is crushed by reality. For my son, for money, for family, and for a good life in the future, I lower my head and start working hard.
The next ten years were a period of less gatherings and more separations. If I carefully calculated, the total time the two of them spent together did not exceed half a year.
Ten years, ten years can change a lot, including people and things.
In the past ten years, Lao Tan has developed, and so has Lin Yan. The two of them have gone further and further away on different tracks, but they are never together. Their relationship gradually fades and they become unfamiliar.
Can you tell who is right and who is wrong?
For the sake of their family and children, both of them worked very hard and achieved outstanding results.
To be honest, in terms of life, the two of them have never said that they are capable, able to endure hardships, and are role models. However, in family life, they are both losers. Apart from having a decent home, the rest is nothing.
It’s over? Divorce?
Lao Tan shook his head sadly, he had never thought of this.
Buju, are you having a good time these days? The New Year is not as good as usual. In normal days, three people can still have a meal together. This is good, three people in three places------
Do you blame Lin Yan entirely? Not entirely.
My mother fell down and couldn't move her legs. As a daughter, it's natural to be anxious and miss her, wishing she could be by her side right away. With her younger brother and sister-in-law coming to pick her up, it's normal for her to leave in excitement.
I could have asked for a car to take me to my mother-in-law's house, but I was angry at the time and didn't want to go.