Just when Jingzhe decided to calm down and stop being jealous of these inexplicable things, the heart-wrenching replies from netizens appeared in front of her again.
"Why should she compare with Han Meng?"
"I'm just a nobody. Is he worthy of being a shadow demon?"
"Now that Shadow Demon has just debuted and he hasn't abandoned her yet, in a year or two, when Shadow Demon becomes the top player in KPL, will he still like this girlfriend?"
"Not just any girl is worthy of Shadow Demon."
"Shadow Demon and Yuexia Mengchai are a perfect match!"
These words were like needles piercing into Jingzhe's heart.
This made her less confident and felt that she was not worthy of Lin Yan.
indeed.
Maybe Lin Yan still likes her now, but what about the future?
Once Lin Yan becomes more and more famous and becomes the star of Team Prime, he will definitely look down on himself, right?
Think about another star of the Prime team, Changge Master, his girlfriend is the boss of the team!
Lin Yan's talent and looks are similar to Chang Ge, so he must choose a girlfriend like Wu Zi, right?
Thinking of this, Jingzhe couldn't help but said: "Master, I feel that I am not worthy of you. I have delayed you, otherwise... otherwise..."
Although the words were not spoken, Jingzhe felt that Lin Yan should find a better one.
Lin Yan quickly stopped her: "Jingzhe, don't say stupid things. Why are you not worthy of me? Not to mention the delay. Since I have identified you, I will not regret it."
"But……"
Jingzhe whispered while shedding tears.
Because of the ridicule and attacks from netizens, her mentality has collapsed. She can't bear the pressure and she can't hold it anymore.
At this time, she really wanted to meet Lin Yan and talk about this topic face to face with Lin Yan. Even with a hug or a word of comfort from Lin Yan, she would feel much better.
"Master, I really want to see you..." Jingzhe said aggrievedly.
Lin Yan also wanted to meet Jingzhe and explain the matter clearly, but unfortunately he didn't have time, because in the next game, Team Prime will face their strongest opponent, Team Tiangong.
"Jingzhe, I'm sorry, our next game is against Tiangong, I have to train..."
he said regretfully.
At present, the "Dream Rotation" system of the Prime team has just taken shape. Everyone still needs to adjust each other's positions and coordination. In addition, the pre-season game arrangement is very tight, and only weekends have time to rest.
Lin Yan just took a leave of absence to go to the KPL youth training camp a few days ago, and he will definitely not be able to take another leave in the short term.
In fact, even making this call delayed his teammates' training time. The current time period happened to be the training time of the Prime team.
Not long after saying these words, Lion came from the direction of the training room.
"Shadow Demon, is it ready for training?"
He asked weakly, gesturing desperately towards Lin Yan.
Lin Yan nodded quickly and said, "Right away."
Then he said to Jingzhe: "Jingzhe, I'm sorry, I'm going to train now. You must believe me. I won't give up on you. Don't think too much, okay?"
"Um……"
Jingzhe said softly, his voice trembling a little.
In fact, her mood was still not stable, but she didn't want to delay Lin Yan's training.
The two finally hung up the phone reluctantly, but the problem was not resolved.
Lin Yan went to the training room with Lion to train, while Jingzhe was still immersed in his own emotions.
Because of this problem, Lin Yan's training status throughout the morning was not very good. He was completely absent-minded and failed to produce results in several key battles where ganks drove the rhythm.
As a coach, Han Meng noticed this very keenly. After the three training games, she immediately called Lin Yan to the sidelines.
"Xiaoyan, did you and Jingzhe quarrel? Has Jingzhe seen our posts?" Han Meng asked straight to the point.
"Well, she has already seen it." Lin Yan did not deny it and nodded.
"Is Jingzhe in a bad mood? Do you want me to go talk to her?" Han Meng asked in a low voice.
"No, it might not be helpful if you go talk to her. She mainly has a low self-esteem now..." Lin Yan said helplessly, "Maybe some comments from netizens have irritated her and made her feel that she is not worthy of me."
Han Meng nodded sympathetically and said: "That's right, you two were teammates originally, but now you have become the main force of the Prime team, but she is still training in the KPL youth training camp... In addition, I am the team coach, and the two of us
Playing games together every day, if Jingzhe sees it, he will definitely feel very sad."
"Then what should I do, Sister Meng?" Lin Yan asked helplessly, "How to solve this problem?"
Han Meng looked at Lin Yan and said sincerely: "To be honest... this problem is difficult to solve, or even impossible to solve. Because if nothing happens, it will be difficult for you and Jingzhe to become teammates again..."
"this……"
Lin Yan was stunned, as if he had been hit in the face with a hammer.
Han Meng continued: "With the current configuration of the Prime team, it is impossible to absorb Jingzhe. Whether she is a jungler or a support, there is no place for her in the team. In addition, with all due respect, Jingzhe has no talent or understanding.
There is a big gap between her and you. She is destined not to become an e-sports star like you. Even if she has a chance to enter the KPL, she will be second-rate at best..."
These words are cruel, but they are true.
Lin Yan knew that Han Meng always spoke in a measured manner, and he also knew that Han Meng would never fool him.
What Han Meng said is a bloody fact.
At this time, Han Meng concluded: "So, Xiaoyan, if you decide to continue with Jingzhe, then both of you must accept the fact that you are an e-sports great, and she is just an ordinary e-sports player.
It's easy to have an inferiority complex in front of you, which cannot be solved."
"I understand, Sister Meng..."
Lin Yan sighed.
After talking about this topic, Han Meng patted Lin Yan on the shoulder and said seriously: "But what I need you to do now is to adjust your condition as soon as possible, because our opponent in the next game is Tiangong, do you understand?
?”
Although Team Tiangong's results this season are not outstanding, their strength is still very strong.
Whether the Prime team can maintain the first place in their group depends on whether they can defeat Tiangong in this battle.
Hearing Han Meng's words, Lin Yan quickly cheered up.
"I'll work hard, Sister Meng!"
Han Meng then nodded with relief and said, "Okay, let's continue training. You can continue to develop in the next game."
"receive!"
…
At the end of the day's training, Lin Yan was extremely tired.
As soon as he walked out of the training room door, Lin Yan took out his cell phone and called Jingzhe.
Because Jing Zhe was not in a happy mood in the morning, he was worried that Jing Zhe was still thinking about it, so he went to make a phone call after training. This was already the fastest way.
But the phone rang for a long time, and Jingzhe didn't answer.
This made Lin Yan feel a little bad, so he quickly sent a few messages to Jingzhe.
I have been waiting for more than an hour, but there is no reply from Jingzhe.
There was no reply to messages or calls.
Lin Yan was a little panicked now and hurriedly called Guo Hao again.
Fortunately, besides Jingzhe, there is also a good brother Guo Hao in the youth training camp. Without Guo Hao, he really doesn't know what would have happened.
Guo Hao was very loyal and always available. He answered the phone as soon as it rang twice.
"Hey, Lin Yan, I heard that you and Coach Meng are now on a CP team?"
"Screw you... I don't want to open the pot..." Lin Yan was speechless, "I have a headache now, and you are still teasing me... Come on, I have something urgent to do with you, have you seen Jingzhe?
?”
After being asked by Lin Yan, Guo Hao recalled that he didn't seem to see Jingzhe in today's training match. He didn't know where the girl went.
"I really haven't seen it, what's the matter? You can't contact Jingzhe?" Guo Hao asked.
Lin Yan admitted: "Yes, you haven't answered my call all night. Can you go to the dormitory and have a look? I'm worried that something will happen to Jingzhe..."
Guo Hao understood immediately after hearing this: "Oh no, could it be that when Jingzhe saw the wedding photos of you and Coach Meng, he couldn't get over it and committed suicide?"
