The desire to survive of a female high school student is really so strong that it is beyond comprehension. Of course, luck is also important. Although the doctor she met took advantage of others' danger, at least his medical skills were really good. After working hard to the end, she was indeed alive, which can be regarded as
The goal was achieved. But the death game is still going on. Her life is only stored in her body and will disappear at any time. But she is still very strong and tries hard to carry the word 'alive'.
Is death terrible or hardship terrible?
Obviously hardship is more terrible, but the girl has overcome the hardship time and time again, endured physical and mental pain, and lived strong. It must be said that she is very strong.
Compared with girls, many people with intact limbs pale in comparison.
When the mercenary went to the next level of the world, he saw the survival experience of a female high school student. He only had one question, that is, what is the meaning? Living like this is just a survival. She will inevitably accept the care of others in the future, so she might as well
It would be better to die and save food for society.
The mercenaries came to the second world, and as expected, death is not necessarily a happy place. This place is a complete jeep hell, with driverless jeeps chasing people.
He saw the car crashing into him and did not escape. He wanted to die. He did not believe that there would be no peace after death. Boom, he was immediately hit by the jeep and flew away, and his shoes flew off.
Then it is time to enter the third layer of the world, and there is still no peace. This time it is a treadmill world. The entire ground is like a treadmill. If you don't run, you will fall into the lava at the edge...
Then came the fourth and fifth floors... The mercenaries kept dying, but there was no world to settle in. Each world was a struggle to survive. He even saw his dead comrade, who was still struggling.
. If possible, comrades want to live, not die.
The mercenary saw that the cruelty of the dead world was no less cruel than that of the living world. He was in despair. The world after death was completely different from what he imagined.
It was his imagination that the world would be more peaceful after death. It was completely idealism and too wishful thinking. Now that he understood the truth about death, he really didn't know what to say.
Of course, he still couldn't agree with the idea of high school girls that it's better to die than to live. This is a different outlook on life. Some people just want to live, while others want to live decently.
Different people have different choices, but the mercenary thinks that the female high school student is wrong. This is definitely wrong.
In Dulan's view, the desire for survival of a female high school student is the precious spirit of mankind. Although she is disabled, she does not regret herself or rely on others. Instead, she teaches herself bow and arrow and hunts to support herself. Such a strong character is even more important.
It's hard to imagine that she is an ordinary high school student, she is simply braver and more optimistic than many adults.
She did not seek any peace, but lived hard. It was very hard, but her heart never panicked and she did not feel any uneasiness. This was much better than mercenaries, who were looking for someone they thought existed.
thing.
"Anxiety is hell." Although Dulan couldn't remember which monk said this, this sentence really made sense.
The female high school student has no anxiety in her heart, she only has to live, so she feels at ease as long as she is alive. But the mercenary's heart is full of anxiety and the trauma of war, so he wholeheartedly hopes that the world after death can be peaceful, and uses the afterlife to cover up his anxiety.
.However, as long as anxiety is not eliminated, there will be no peace after death.
Of course, Dulan felt that such a strong female high school student should improve her strength, although her strength is not weak now. After installing the prosthesis, she worked hard to practice archery. Although she was not always hit, her archery skills were quite good, even if she participated in physical fitness
The death game also has a considerable chance of survival.
However, Duran felt that he could give her a Green Lantern ring. With her willpower, she would definitely become an excellent Green Lantern.
Duran decided to take the mercenaries with him to see her, so he took out the resurrection card to revive the mercenaries.
Boom! The mercenary was covered in steam because he had just entered a high-temperature world and all the water in his body had evaporated. It was really painful.
Is this the world after death? It was really harder each time. He knelt on the ground and gasped for air. Compared with other worlds, the environment at his deathbed was really heaven.
"It seems that you now know that there is no peace in the world after death. Will you continue to kill players?" Duran asked.
Before, he thought that killing people meant helping others, but now he had to reconsider, so he said nothing. Now he knew why the lawyer was brainwashed by Duran. This man was too terrible and would destroy people's hopes.
If there is no peace after death, there is no hope, and there will no longer be any place where he can relax and rest.
"Follow me." Dulan led the mercenaries to the residence of the female high school student.
She built a simple wooden house in the woods around the city, and she usually lived here. The house was very simple, but there were many books.
Although the prosthesis is inconvenient, she still insists on training every day. She has read through books such as "Archery from Beginner to Master", "Encyclopedia of Animals and Plants", etc. She is very peaceful and full of hope.
The mercenary couldn't understand why the female high school student could be so calm. She was disabled and no longer competitive. She was a liability on the battlefield. How come she didn't have any cognition? His mercenary was intact and extremely capable.
Bing is unable to accept all kinds of reality and suffering. Why does she, a disabled person, think that she can defeat reality?
I can't understand it at all. It can be said that a summer insect cannot speak ice. The mercenary really doesn't understand. He feels that he and the girl are not the same species. Is the gap between people really so big and ridiculous?
"What do you want to express by letting me see these?" the mercenary asked.
Du Lan thought to himself that he didn't feel anything at all. Wasn't it inspiring to see the girl's desire to survive and her efforts? Couldn't he find that the so-called tranquility was a false proposition?
The so-called tranquility is a state that changes with psychological changes. To maintain this state, it does not actually require changes in the environment, but psychological adjustments.
If the state can be maintained, then there will be peace no matter what environment you are in. If the psychological state cannot be maintained, then there will be no peace no matter what environment you are in.
"Have you ever had the feeling that sometimes when you watch old TV series or movies, you feel that time flies by quickly and you feel very relaxed? But when you watch some of the latest works, you feel uncomfortable all over. Although the works are not bad, they are
I just can't calm down." Duran said: "This is the mentality. It can easily lead to a misunderstanding, thinking that old movies are classics and new movies are bad movies. Old movies can maintain your mentality, but new movies cannot.
, so there are different perceptions.” “If you always believe that peace lies elsewhere and not in yourself, then you will never find peace.”
The mercenary was dumbfounded. He couldn't find peace elsewhere, but would peace be in himself? Anyway, he never felt that there was peace in himself, never felt that if there was no peace elsewhere, then there would be no peace in the world.
But the girl in front of her is very peaceful. She has obviously found it. This also shows that peace exists and is in her. This is a contradiction.
So An Ning can't be found elsewhere, but only in himself? The mercenary couldn't understand Dulan's words at all, and felt that Dulan, a life mentor, was talking nonsense. He still believed that if An Ning existed, it must be in a place he didn't know.
The place, in short, will not be found easily.
Either it doesn't exist, or it can't be found. Anyway, I don't have it with me. But this cannot explain the behavior of the female high school student. She did find peace. Obviously peace also varies from person to person. After all, it is a mentality, and everyone has it.