This conversation, although it took a big detour at the beginning, and the subsequent exchange was mixed with many confusing factors, in the end Shen Gu was able to come to this conclusion in his heart:
That's because Su Ziqing really doesn't want to live in seclusion in the mountains with him for the rest of his life!
Regarding this, Shen Gu didn't have any dissatisfaction with Su Ziqing in his heart.
The only emotion that arose was loss, and he hid it very well and did not let Su Ziqing see any such emotion.
If he hadn't experienced a lot of "superhuman cognition" things, or if Su Ziqing had experienced those things, he was an ordinary person who didn't know the "inside story" at all. He felt that he would also not be willing to agree to Su Ziqing's request to go to the mountains. and her request to live in seclusion for a lifetime.
Because in the colorful world outside the mountains, in addition to all kinds of food, drink, fun, a good life, and the convenience brought to people by high technology, there is also the more important love between parents and family that is difficult to let go of.
What Su Ziqing told him at that time was that one of the important reasons why she didn't want to live in seclusion in the mountains for the rest of her life was that she didn't want it to be difficult in the future, or even never be able to meet her mother!
And based on this, she asked Shen Gu this question:
"Although your parents have been abroad for many years and rarely come back to see you, do you really have the heart to stay in the mountains and never see them again?"
He knew that he had to do this, but before Su Ziqing entered the "Special Valley", Shen Gu knew that he could not tell her this "difficulty". When he came out of the hospital door, his face was full of pain, as if he felt that there was nothing he could do.
He didn't answer Su Ziqing's question at that time because he really couldn't say something like "I can bear to never see them again" under the circumstances of "common sense understanding".
He understood that such words were too "unfilial" and could even be said to be "treasonous"!
But what can Shen Gu do?
In the world outside Shenlongjia, only he and Lin Mumu knew that he could only live for a few more days.
Returning to the second "rental house" he rented outside the school, Shen Gu's mood could be said to be both bitter and depressed!
And he could only share this uncomfortable feeling of "unspeakable suffering" with Lin Mumu who had been waiting for him here.
After listening to Shen Gu's account of the meeting and conversation between him and Su Ziqing, Lin Mumu did not show any joy because it was almost impossible for Su Ziqing to stay in the "Special Valley" of Shenlongjia for the rest of his life.
On the contrary, she, who had always been thinking from Shen Gu's point of view, immediately showed the same disappointment as Shen Gu! "If she really doesn't want to stay in that valley in the future, if you miss her, I You can take her to the other side of the bridge every once in a while."
After Shen Gu finished speaking, Lin Mumu thought carefully for a while and then carefully said these words to Shen Gu.
Shen Gu understood why Lin Mumu used such a tone. He first said to Lin Mumu in a pleased tone:
"Thank you for your kindness. I am always grateful for your consideration of me all the time.
Then he turned to a self-deprecating smile and said:
"But even with your help, Ziqing is willing to wait for me across the bridge every once in a while."
"Then how long will this interval last?
"Maybe every other month at first, but as I go out and see her more and more often, the time I have left to go out will become less and less.
"In the end, we may only see each other once a year."
"Just like a fairy tale I heard when I was a child."
"But the fairy in the story is immortal, so she can meet her husband and children in the lower world every year for her love.'
"But Ziqing will only have 50 years left outside the valley.
"Can I be selfish and let her travel once a year just to see me in order not to lose my love with her?"
"And she spends most of the year living alone outside, and I can't be by her side to accompany her.
"Is this fair to her?"
"This is so unfair to her happiness in life!"
The first two questions Shen Gu just asked were not so much asking Lin Mumu as he was asking himself.
And in the end, he didn't wait for Lin Mumu to give her an "answer". He kept asking himself questions and finally came to a conclusion that made him extremely heartbroken, but he had to draw it!
"Then what do you want to do?"
Lin Mumu felt sad for Shen Gu's painful situation at this time, and couldn't help but think of something that happened more than ten years ago! "Could it be that
"Do you want to break up with her before returning to the Valley to save your life?"
When Lin Mumu asked this question, he thought of Dongfang Yun more than ten years ago.
Dongfang Yun entered the Shenlongjia once at that time, and his temperament changed drastically after he came back.
Not only did he engage in debauchery in his daily life, but in the end he even invited many beautiful women to go out on a yacht with him to drink and have fun at a high price, which led to Chenggong and Hua Feifei breaking up completely!
"Could it be that the reason why he showed a serious emotional betrayal of Hua Feifei at that time was because he was actually in the same mood as Shen Gu now?"
"Is it because you know that you won't be able to grow old with her in the future, so you adopt this approach that seems extremely cold, but is actually extremely affectionate?'
However, what is different from Shen Gu now is that Dongfang Yun, who left the world through the "special area" of the waterfall more than ten years ago, never told her that if he stayed in the world outside the valley, his life would not be long. things.
Lin Mumu felt that there were two possibilities for this matter.
One possibility is that Dongfang Yun's reason for leaving was "he just wanted to leave this world that he felt was illusory", so he used that "very carefree" approach to completely break up with Hua Feifei, not wanting to waste her future life.
Another possibility is that Dongfang Yun was faced with the same situation as Shen Gu now. The difference is that he did not tell Shen Gu that he was "not going to die soon" without any reservations like this time. she!
As for the truth of this matter, even though Dongfang Yun's true body left this world more than ten years ago, his clone who stayed in this world before leaving must know.
Moreover, Lin Mumu also felt that if Shen Gu really chose to use a similar approach to Dongfang Yun in the future in order not to delay Su Ziqing's future.
The "clone" that Dongfang Yun left in this world will probably guess Shen Gu's purpose of doing this through Dongfang Yun's previous similar behavior after the incident!
At this time, Lin Mumu asked, Shen Gu, who had closed his eyes and thought in silence for a while, finally opened his eyes and said with determination:
"This is really the only way to do it!"
"Long-term pain is worse than short-term pain. Even if she hates me for the rest of her life, it is better to find someone who can accompany her throughout her life after leaving me!"