"I'm performing, sir." Faced with Bedivere's inquiry, the Gray Rabbit put down his saxophone and answered the obvious question mechanically. He looked up at the werewolf youth and raised his saxophone again: "Thank you.
A reward, sir. But I really have to keep playing."
"Okay, take a rest and chat with me." Bedivere threw in another silver coin, trying to "buy out" the Bunnyman Youth's performance. In fact, after watching this kid bragging for most of the day, he only earned
It was only a few copper coins. The werewolf young man dropped two silver coins in a row. In theory, he was considered a big customer. It was natural for the other party to stop playing and listen to what Bedivere said.
"Okay..." Rabbit sighed, put down the saxophone completely, and looked up at Bedivere: "What do you want to talk about, sir? You want to go to the alley... that kind of thing
[Chat]? I have to go to work tonight. It won’t be good if I get too dirty..."
"Pfft------" Bediwell almost spat out a mouthful of old blood: "No! What are you thinking, obscene!"
The other party frowned, a little confused about Bedivere's intention.
"Boy, I just want to ask you a question." Bedivere put his hands in his trouser pockets, leaned against the wall and asked, "What is your dream?"
"Dream...?" The bunny boy was stunned for a while at first, wondering why Bedivere would ask such a question. Then he immediately calmed down and asked: "Why are you asking me this question, sir?"
"
"You might not believe me if I tell you, but I'll explain it for now." The werewolf youth scratched his head: "In short, I feel that the people around me are very strange recently. No matter which acquaintance I tell this matter
, they all looked as if their big wish had been fulfilled and they were satisfied. I don’t know if it was an illusion or if it was true. Anyway, I felt that I was suddenly in a world without pain and everyone I knew was happy. I knew that I
It’s useless to ask acquaintances, so I’m going to ask you, a stranger I’ve never met. I want to know what you think, what dreams you have, and what you hope to achieve.”
"Huh? Hahahahaha..." After listening to Bedivere's question, the gray rabbit young man suddenly started laughing.
"What's so funny?"
"At first I thought you wanted to show off in front of me. But after listening to what you said, I found that you are just a fool." The young gray rabbit man looked at Bediwell coldly and replied: "A person in this world will never be the same."
It is impossible to understand the true feelings of people in another world. You feel that they are all intoxicated with happiness, just because they did not tell you their true misfortune. Even though he has everything, His Majesty King Arthur, who is aloof, still has no heirs for many years.
And worry. The happiness you see and hear may be just the words people use to cover up their misfortunes. In fact, only these people know best who is lucky and who is not."
"Yeah......"
"Listen, stranger." The young rabbit man continued: "My biggest wish is to live, because my mother told me before she died, asking me to take care of myself and live well. This wish is quite good.
It's hard to achieve ------ because I'm very ill. Without surgery, my life expectancy is estimated to be less than a year. This operation requires a large number of organ transplants and requires highly skilled doctors. In other words
It is said that it requires huge funds, and I only have one year to raise this huge amount of money. Even I think this kind of thing is impossible. But you know what..."
He put down his saxophone and got up from the dirty street corner where he was sitting, "I will not give up. As long as I am still alive, I will continue to struggle. As long as I am still alive, I will work hard to continue living."
.If I haven’t died yet, this is not the end. I have the capital to continue chasing my dreams. So------cough cough cough cough cough!”
His words were interrupted by a strong cough. What was spit out with the cough was blood, dark red blood, symbolizing necrosis and failure of internal organs. The guy said that he could not live long, and it seemed that he was not lying.
people.
"Hey, are you okay?" Bedivere was shocked, "Do you want me to take you to the hospital?"
"No..." The rabbit-man youth half-kneeling on the ground waved his hand to stop the werewolf youth: "This is... my own problem, I will deal with it myself."
"Listen," he gasped and said with difficulty: "Everyone in this world is happy and satisfied? That is impossible. If so, it only means that you are in a false world.
.Think about it carefully. Where did you come from and where are you going? Even if the world accepts you wholeheartedly and wants to keep you here, the choice is still in your hands. Should you continue to stay in this world full of hope?
Overflowing, in a world full of happiness everywhere, it’s up to you whether you should return to the world that truly belongs to you to suffer and pursue the happiness that you may not be able to find in your whole life."
After finishing speaking, the young gray rabbit man wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth, got up tenaciously, packed his luggage and turned around to leave. Until his figure completely disappeared into the shadows at the corner of the street, Bedivere was unable to catch up with that man again.
Half a sentence.
However, looking at the gray bunny young man's leaving figure from afar, the werewolf young man gradually remembered something.
After returning home, the werewolf young man saw Lianyin sitting on the sofa watching TV. It was late, and she must have put Husky to sleep. Although she was watching TV, she turned down the volume of the TV to a very low level.
Avoid waking a sleeping Husky in the children's room.
"Are you back?" Lianyin smiled and turned her gaze to the werewolf young man who had just opened the door and entered the house: "I heard that you are going to join the Knights and become a knight of the guard in King Arthur's novel. So, is everything going well?"
"Hmm..." the werewolf young man replied perfunctorily, a little absent-mindedly.
"I have also consulted Master Merlin. After completing the most research work tomorrow morning, I can apply for resignation. I will not be working at that time, so I will take care of Husky at home. How about being a full-time housewife?
?This way you can finally work outside with peace of mind, right?"
"...Lianyin, I have something to tell you." As if he had made up his mind, the werewolf young man whispered. He didn't even find a chair to sit down, but stood at the door and said with a serious face.
In this case.
"I think it's time for me to go back."
"Go back... go back?" Lianyin blinked: "What are you talking about, dear? Isn't this your home? Where else do you plan to go back? Could it be that you are planning to leave the Knights of Great Britain?
Are you going to move back to Western Siberia again? Do you really plan to do that? I know you are not used to the climate of Great Britain, but the weather... Western Siberia is too cold and desolate, right?"
"No." Bedivere shook his head: "That's not what I'm talking about. I mean, it's time for me to return to my world."
"Oh." Lianyin showed embarrassment, and her expression changed from playful to serious: "When did you know?"
"Not long ago, a young man reminded me." Bediwell blinked: "Then everything suddenly rang."
"That's it." Lianyin sighed and stood up from the sofa.
The surrounding scenery suddenly darkened, turning into a world between just him and her.
"Nothing can stop your awakening, right?" Lianyin sighed: "If I don't explain all this to you, you will still choose to go back to your original world, right?"
"Even if I explain it, I still..."
"You really don't belong here." Lianyin said before Bediwell: "Three years ago, you in this world died under the fierce blade of [White Snow Kaishen]. The only thing left in this world is
It's just Husky and I, and there's nothing we can do except run away."
"So this is not an illusion, this is a real world, a parallel world?" The werewolf young man looked at Lianyin and asked.
"You can think so. But for us, this is the world where we should exist. Instead, you are a person from another parallel world." Tears flashed in the corners of Lianyin's eyes: "You will never
Understand, how happy I am when I see you again. I know that you and Bediville in this world are two different individuals, but others don't seem to notice it at all. Anyway, you showed up, and our family
People are complete again, and you are the miracle given to us by God. So, my dear, please don’t leave. Stay. I believe this is a more perfect world than the world you originally lived in. ------
Isn’t this the case? Among the relatives and friends you have met, which one is not smiling and living a happy life every day?”
"Yes, everyone is." The werewolf young man replied without emotion: "But it is precisely because each of them only told me about their happiness, but no one ever complained about their misfortune. On the contrary, I feel this
Everything is too false. I do not belong to this world. This world is not the world I should stay in. I want to go back, Lianyin, to the real world that belongs to me. Only there will be the suffering that belongs to me.
Now, I have responsibilities that I have to bear. I can't leave all this behind."
"If you don't care about me, you should at least care about Husky." Lianyin cried and said, "If I lose you again, the child will fall into grief again. Can you bear to let the child lose his father again?"
?"
"...take care of the Huskies of this world, Lianyin." Bediwell flatly refused: "And I also want to find the Huskies of my world. The Huskies of this world."
With you by my side, at least I won’t be lonely. But what about my side? I don’t even know where the Husky of that world is now, and who he spends his days with. Maybe he is lying somewhere in the darkness.
He is crying alone in the corner, waiting for his dad to save him? Therefore, I must go back to my world. Don't stop me, Lianyin."
"I understand." The Patimo girl sighed: "You have always been like this, Bedivere. No matter which world you are in, you will always be like this. The things you decide will never change, no matter what
No matter how much I try to persuade you, it’s useless."
"sorry."
"Then you go back, my dear." Lianyin sighed, stepped forward and gently hugged the werewolf youth: "May you find your happiness in another world. May Husky in that world
You and Lianyin are still alive, and your family can be reunited again."
"Thank you, Lianyin." The werewolf youth also hugged his wife from another world tightly and kissed that Lianyin. It was the last kiss like the first kiss.
Then, everything darkened completely. The world disappeared, the lotus sound in Bediwell's arms disappeared, and there was only darkness and emptiness.
The moonlight was shining brightly, and the [Moon God's Moon Disk] once again appeared in the mid-air, silently watching the werewolf youth in the darkness.
Bedivere also looked up at the moon wheel and the twelve star-like balls guarding the moon wheel.
"First of all, thank you for bringing me to that beautiful world and letting me have a beautiful dream." At this moment, the werewolf young man raised his knife towards the moon wheel, and there was no longer any confusion in his eyes: "But this is
My reality, I don't need dreams.
Once again, I'm going to challenge you, beat you, and continue to pursue my dreams.
------My dream will be realized by myself, without your intervention!" (To be continued)