Chapter 3012 The Morning That Will Never Return (Eighty-seven)
Chapter 3012 The morning that never returns (eighty-seven)
I don't know how long it took.
Bedivere was floating in a gray haze, and his consciousness was between waking and hazy.
The translucent figure appeared in front of the werewolf boy again and asked: "Hello. Do you understand now?"
"I understand...what?" The werewolf boy looked confused: "Paparov is back, okay. And then...?"
"It was you who made him come back. It was you who sincerely called out and wanted him to appear in front of you, and then he appeared in front of you." The shadow replied: "This is your [power]. You have changed."
The [power] of the world, but it must come from the heart.”
"I don't know..." the young boy said in confusion: "Do I really have that much power... If I want someone to disappear, that person will really disappear? Am I
God?"
"No. Your power is close to God, but you are nothing." Xuying said: "Even if you use [The Fourth Miracle] to change the world, people who are unwilling to accept the change will still not be changed by you. If Papalo
If your husband doesn’t want to disappear from your eyes, he will never disappear from your eyes, even if you make this wish. In the same way, if he doesn’t want to appear in front of you again, he will never appear in front of you again, and then
Your worlds will never intersect again.
The most powerful [power] in this world is not the [Fourth Wonder], the kind of power that can change destiny.
The most powerful [power] in this world is [free will], the power to choose your own destiny.
For people with [free will], not even God can force them to choose a path they don't want to choose.
People with [free will] can create their own destiny and their own path...even if that path leads to eternal disaster."
"I... don't understand." The werewolf boy was confused.
"You don't need to understand now, you will understand one day." The other party said: "You only need to understand one thing now: what is your real wish. It is that [real wish] that makes all this happen.
.And you have an obligation to know."
"My... true wish?"
"Yes. What exactly do you want, what are you pursuing, and in what new way do you pray to make all this happen?" The other party asked: "There is no accident in this world, everything is inevitable. So Papalo
It is inevitable for your husband to appear in front of you. Why does he appear and why does he appear again? If you ask your own heart, you will have the answer."
The werewolf boy was silent.
Do you want to ask yourself about your true intentions?
Why does Papalov appear in his life? If we really want to dig deeper into this question, he should know the answer very well.
Once he recalled it, the cold look in his father's eyes when he looked at him would reappear in his mind and linger for a long time.
In fact, he knew that his father did not love him. The look in his father's eyes when he looked at Bediwell was not at all the way a father should look at his son. It was full of indifference and strangeness, which always made Bediwell
Will's hair stood on end.
I don't know when he started to make such a wish. He hoped that someone could share this feeling of indifference and strangeness. He hoped that his father would not only look at him with that kind of eyes, but also look at him with the same eyes.
Looking at his brother.
If it could be like that, his life might be a little easier.
------So there was Papalov.
But things went against expectations. The way dad looked at Papalov was different from the way he looked at Bedivere. Compared with the coldness when he looked at Bedivere, dad looked at Papalov with more warmth and warmth.
Compassion, maybe even...love. Why does the father look at his own son with such a cold look, but looks at an adopted son with such warm eyes? The werewolf boy still doesn't understand
Understand. He even doesn't understand who is his father's biological son.
Maybe the wish he made was a wrong wish. Maybe he made this wish with evil thoughts, and this was his punishment?
Despite this, Papalov still came into his life. Moreover, Bedivere also found that he could no longer live without that guy.
Until the day we must separate.
The mysterious figure gradually disappeared, and instead the werewolf youth stood in front of the werewolf boy, asking his young self: "What is your wish?"
"I...I don't know." He answered himself.
"You must have had a wish that you wanted to realize at that time. A wish that you wanted to realize no matter what. Do you... want a brother? Do you want a loving father?" The adult Bediwell asked himself
: "Do you want that to never happen so that you can still live a happy and ordinary life? Tell me, what do you want?"
"I don't know." The young man continued: "I really don't know!"
"And all that is over. Dad is dead, and Papalov also died to protect us. Those are irreversible facts." The adult Bedivere said to himself sadly: "You should know,
Your wish can no longer come true. But you are me, and I am you. I know you still have something to pray for in your heart. So, what is your real wish?"
"I------" The young werewolf boy held his head and knelt down: "I really...can't remember..."
"Please." The adult Bediwell was anxious and asked: "You must remember. Think about it again. This matter is very important."
"I......"
"I... want... a place to stay." The young werewolf boy replied in a low voice: "I just want a place to stay!"
It seems that he is ashamed to say it, or is afraid to say it. Even if he is saying it to himself.
So, the adult Bediwell frowned and asked in a low voice: "So, can you still have it? Your parents are no longer here. Your brother died to protect you. Even your clan members are almost all dead."
Destroyed. Do you still have a place to go back to, and your so-called shelter?"
The tear-stained werewolf boy looked up at his older self and asked, "What do you think?"
The adult Bediwell did not answer. He felt the coldness of the world.
However, this coldness did not last long. A warm light gradually came from behind him, and in this originally gray and empty space, two worlds of light and darkness were separated. He seemed to realize something, and then
He slowly looked back. In the world of light he saw, there were many figures of people. Familiar figures.
That was the crew of his ship.
That is, the [dawn] that wipes away the long dark night.
"I remembered. I have a place to stay." The adult Bediwell replied: "So I am not alone. I still have a place to go back to."
"So, what is your wish?" Behind the adult Bedivere, the werewolf boy asked.
The adult Bediwell suddenly smiled.
The answer, of course, is to keep your last refuge.
It seems that he is not so wishless. In addition to finding a son, his other wish is actually very simple. Because it is very simple, it is powerful.
A person becomes truly powerful when he has something that he must protect. Bedivere has heard this sentence from someone before. Now he gradually understands this truth.
"Then, I wish you good luck." The young self behind Bedivere gradually disappeared like a phantom: "Don't be like me and lose everything again."
"I won't." The werewolf young man replied, "I won't make the same mistake you made again."
He opened his eyes and gradually woke up.
In front of his eyes were two balls of fire, belonging to Bedivere's spell fire. They successfully split into two stable balls, swaying softly and slowly. It seemed that the [Spiritual Separation Ritual] was declared successful and everything went smoothly.
Very smoothly.
And Bedivere also discovered that his left arm was emitting another kind of light. His armband was the rainbow light emitted by [the Sun God's Sun Disk]. Or perhaps it was actually controlled by the [Sun Disk], [
The light of Yingqi Orb. It turned out to be that artifact, reappearing the past that Bedivere had almost completely forgotten.
"Did you find what you were looking for?" asked the great teacher Clara.
"Yeah." Bedivere nodded: "It's as clear as crystal. It turns out it's just such a simple wish. So simple...is it really okay?"
"No one said that simple wishes cannot be powerful." The great teacher smiled slightly: "Isn't it good to be simple?"
"Do you want that, that figure in my memory? What he told is the truth?" Bedivere asked: "When I was young, could I change the world with just one wish? Even made my brother disappear once? That kind of thing is really
Is it possible? Am I really...born with that much power?"
"That is the [reality] reflected by the [Yingqi Orb], a part of your dust-laden memory." Clara said: "If your memory is true, it is true. But even if your memory is true, you
What the person said in your memory may not necessarily be true. In the end, it’s up to you to judge what is true and what is false.”
"Okay, okay..." Bedivere also knew that there was no point in continuing to question the great teacher Clara. It would only cause trouble for her, so he didn't say anything more.
The two spell fires reunited and became more stable, flying in front of Bediwell. It seemed to have its own will and automatically ran into the [World Tree Shell] and stayed there honestly.
, as if he has regarded it as his hometown.
"It seems that he has become smarter...?" Bedivere complained in a low voice.
"It is necessary. It is the carrier of your wishes, and there is more than one wish." Clara said: "It is probably more powerful than most spiritual bodies in the world, and it is a spiritual body equivalent to the real Holy Spirit."
However, Bediwell's previous [Sealed Sun] was already considered a Holy Spirit. A high-level Holy Spirit recognized by Great Britain. How to distinguish the level of spiritual bodies? Bediwell was a little confused.
"...Huh?" After he relaxed, he suddenly felt weak all over. He had been lying down and just wanted to get up, so he lay down again in exhaustion. He clearly didn't do anything, so he just "do it"
It was just a dream. I didn’t expect it to be so tiring.
"[The Spirit Separation Ceremony] will consume a lot of your physical strength, so you should lie down." Clara took a quilt from nowhere and covered Bediwell: "You can sleep in this room for a while. I will
Ask your friends to watch over you while you are sleeping."
"...Teacher, you have to go out for something?"
"You can say that, little wolf." Clara said: "Okay, go to sleep."
I don't know whether it was the great teacher Clara who hinted that Bedivere was going to sleep, or whether Bedivere himself was really sleepy. His eyelids were as heavy as lead, and he fell into a deep sleep after a few seconds.