Tang Shijin knew it was Xiao Tanhua without looking back.
She said: "Shen Wei ten years from now may also want to ask Shen Wei today whether it is worth it."
She glanced at him: "In fact, no matter what you choose, the future is uncertain, but you can't commit suicide on the spot! The reason why life is interesting lies in the unknown."
Shen Yiyi remained silent.
No one knew that on the night of her birthday, she was not the only one waiting in vain.
He shamelessly pretended to be drunk and stayed at Wuyou Villa. He waited at the gate of her carp garden all night, but she never came back.
Shen Yiyi couldn't help it, and said softly: "I just feel sorry for you. I wasted my wealth and wisdom, wasted my worries, worked hard, and devoted my whole life to make wedding clothes for others."
Tang Shijin was stunned: "Huh?"
Shen Yiyi looked at her deeply.
Tang Shijin frowned and said, "What do you mean by that?"
Before he finished speaking, he heard the sound of horse hooves and someone said: "Jin'er!"
Before Tang Shijin turned around, he felt his clothes tighten and was pulled onto the horse by Yan Baiwei. Tang Shijin looked up at him: "Are you back?"
Yan Baiwei said: "What should you tell him?"
When he asked this question, Tang Shijin frowned: "I think there is something in his words."
Yan Baiwei reached out and touched her face: "What did he say?"
Tang Shijin said: "He said of me, 'I have wasted my wealth and wisdom, I wasted my time and energy, I wasted my whole life, but I was making wedding clothes for others'."
Yan Baiwei frowned and touched her face with his hand.
Tang Shijin's eyes slowly fell on his hand, and then slowly returned to his face: "What do you want to say to me?"
Yan Baiwei hesitated for a moment and avoided her eyes.
Tang Shijin didn't say anything more and just waited quietly.
Then the two of them returned home and went directly to Tang Jinjin Courtyard. Tang Shijin said, "Let's talk."
Yan Baiwei turned around in a circle, then turned around again.
He said: "Jin'er, I have something urgent to do and I have to go out. I just really miss you and come back to see you... I will definitely be back in three to five days this time. I can tell you when I come back, okay?"
Tang Shijin said coldly: "Let's talk now."
Yan Baiwei coaxed her in a low voice: "Jin'er, you..."
Tang Shijin slapped his hand on the table: "What nonsense! I want you to say it now!"
"Okay, okay," Yan Baiwei said helplessly, "I said, Jin'er, don't lose your temper, just listen to me..."
He paused and looked up at her: "The current leader of the Hidden World Sect is Zhuang Yu's uncle. We persuaded him to come out, but the condition is that I marry Zhuang Zhilan."
Tang Shijin looked at him coldly.
Yan Baiwei said softly: "Jin'er, I don't have the slightest affection for Zhuang Zhilan. I haven't even looked at her. But the Zhuang family is one of the top ten Confucian families in the Han Dynasty. It has a history of thousands of years and has a reputation far and wide. You Don't be angry, just listen to me... If I were a wild hunter now, I would never care about him for the rest of my life. But if we go in that direction now, then, in this process, it is impossible to get married without involving various forces. , is the most common and the strongest method used by aristocratic families."
She stared at him without blinking.
His voice was gentle: "Jin'er, you and I are friends in adversity. How do I feel about you? You should understand that no matter what happens, the most important person in my heart is you... But this method is inevitable, you understand ? Moreover, we can also think further. If one day, I can achieve great things... Your life experience will be criticized by everyone. Those who stand in that position can only be from a family recognized by the ministers. My dear daughter, you are not influenced by my will, can you understand this?"
"Some things don't depend on what we think, but we can only do this... I don't want to, but I have to do it, Jin'er, I know you don't like it, but you should understand that I am above this matter.
It's really a dilemma, Jin'er, you will help me, right? So don't be angry, okay?"
He looked up at her again.
There was no expression on Tang Shijin's face.
He stretched out his hand and gently held her face: "Jin'er, Jin'er, don't be like this... Just say something, can you please say it out loud? I'm most afraid of your anger and discomfort, so I thought about it for a long time.
, but Zhuang Yu is right when he says something. You have a temper that can't bear to swallow your anger, and I can't stand you being wronged. Therefore, I need such a noble daughter from a noble family to stand in front of me and do these things of welcoming and sending off.
Isn’t it better than your hard work to take care of the back house..."
Tang Shijin looked at him quietly.
His voice gradually faded away, and even the face in front of her, the face she liked so much, became increasingly unclear.
On the contrary, a voice rang out very clearly in my mind: "When marrying a wife, you should marry a virtuous woman. If you really ask me, you should choose a woman with a pure family background. She must be elegant and upright, knowledgeable and courteous, and appearance comes second."
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"Looking at family background is because of family tradition. Things that have been subtle since childhood will penetrate into the bones and become ubiquitous. Reading is to understand the truth. No matter how rich you are in the world, you cannot deny that reading is the right way. You don't have to read, but
Educating future generations cannot be without poetry and books..."
"I need such a noble lady from a noble family to take care of my back house..."
"Your life experience will be criticized by everyone. The only person standing in that position can be a noble daughter of a noble family recognized by the ministers..."
The two voices gradually overlapped: "Aren't you just a little gangster who picks up garbage and eats it?"
"This is not a place for you to come..."
"No matter how expensive you wear, they can't cover up the aura of poverty in you!"
"You don't really think you can compete with others, do you? What is their family background? What is your origin?"
She understood.
She understands.
Not only did he plan to marry Zhuang Zhilan, he also planned to marry several more.
Because marriage "is the most common and strongest way for aristocratic families."
In fact, he has never changed.
He is such an aboriginal person who follows the rules and has straight-minded ideas.
No wonder when Shen Yiyi said, "I wish to win the heart of one person and we will never be apart until we grow old together," he just said lightly that I will never let you down, because from the beginning, he never planned to be together for the rest of his life.
Actually she knew.
She had known that such a day would come.
I just didn't expect this day to come so quickly.
It was ridiculous for her to think that Zhuang Zhilan was not afraid, and it was ridiculous that she didn't even have the slightest warning when he and Zhuang Yu left.
She felt as if she had been split into two halves, with half of herself huddled in pain, miserable, crying and convulsing.
But the other half of me straightened my chest and calmly asked him word for word: "Have you thought about it?"
He whispered: "Jin'er, you have to understand..."
"I'm just asking you if you have thought about it. Ask what you want and answer what you want. Don't talk nonsense!"
He looked at her.
She knew he was looking at her, she even knew his expression.
But this was not what she saw, but something she felt in her mind.
Then he replied softly: "I've thought about it. Jin'er, please don't be angry, okay?"
Tang Shijin was silent for a few seconds.
She finally couldn't help it, and fiercely tore apart her pride, and asked one more question: "Yan Baiwei, have you really thought about it? Have you really decided? You and I have known each other for three years, you should know that I