Yan Baiwei whispered: "Countless times, I still can't figure it out. How about I pay Jin'er for the rest of my life?"
"Don't talk nonsense! I don't accept this!" Tang Shijin said coldly: "You know you can't pay back your debt, so don't keep pretending to be confused! From the day I fished you out of the bear's mouth, you are me
You are a human being. From head to toe, from the inside to the outside, from your skin to your thoughts, everything has nothing to do with you. Do you know? Your entire life, birth, old age, sickness and death, happiness, anger, sorrow and joy, are all mine. It’s not up to you.
!Do you understand it?"
As she spoke, she pushed the warm water on the table over: "Drink!"
Yan Baiwei's eyes were shining as he looked at her and obediently picked up the cup and drank.
She put the badly cooked noodles into a bowl, threw a spoon into it, and continued angrily: "You pretend to be ignorant even if you don't repay kindness, how can you have the nerve to live in this world? You read the sage's book in vain.
?"
He whispered: "I was wrong, Jin'er."
"Haha!" Tang Shijin was not moved at all: "Acknowledge your mistakes proactively and never change them, right?"
He looked at her: "I will change."
I'm just afraid that you don't want me...
As long as you want me, I can do anything.
She stood in front of him, looked at him condescendingly, and said coldly: "Then you'd better think clearly and think about everything clearly."
She turned around and left, and he grabbed her arm: "Jin'er? Where are you going?"
"Go back to sleep!" She shook off his hand and left directly.
Yan Baiwei followed her to her yard. Qi Yaoling saw it and did not stop him.
She fell asleep directly, and he stayed outside, sitting cross-legged in a chair in a daze. After a long time, he raised his hand and gently licked the bite mark she had made. It was deep and still oozing blood, which was salty.
It's salty, painful, and sweet at the same time.
He thought he understood what she meant.
She didn't really want to care about anything.
She said a long time ago that this Tang Dynasty Jin is not that Tang Dynasty Jin, and there are many incompatible concepts between her and them, all of them.
Everything she did was truly extraordinary.
But in fact, he doesn't mind at all that she enters the official career as a "man". This is not an obstacle to him, but a guarantee.
What does she want?
She doesn't want him to make bottomless concessions out of guilt or fear of loss, or to sacrifice what he wants to do to pave the way for her. She doesn't need this at all.
She didn't even need him to give her whatever he wanted and was obedient. She didn't hate him controlling her, teaching her calligraphy and martial arts, and she didn't even hate his "rules".
She wants Yan Baiwei to still be Yan Baiwei, because "Yan Baiwei" is what she likes.
She wants that everyone has their own path they want to take and want to take, and they work hard, but they can also cooperate tacitly when necessary, fight side by side, and achieve a win-win situation.
In fact, what she wanted was really simple. She just wanted him to choose "Jin'er" when there was a conflict between "should" and "Jin'er"... But he couldn't even do such a simple thing.
, but it was on this point that I made a mistake.
But Jin'er, I won't do it anymore, never, really.
Tang Shijin slept until sunset.
When he opened his eyes in a daze, he saw a figure jumping off the chair, walking around the screen, walking to the couch, and softly said: "Jin'er?"
He put his big hand on her head and rubbed it like a cat: "It's Youshi, how about you eat before going to bed?"
She ignored it, turned over, faced inside, shrank her head into the quilt, and continued to sleep.
He leaned over and kissed her eyebrows gently: "Be good, get up and eat, play for a while and then go to sleep, otherwise you will definitely not be able to sleep until tomorrow morning. Wouldn't it be more uncomfortable to wake up in the middle of the night?"
She pushed his face away with one hand: "Why do you sleep for seven days and I can't even sleep for seven hours?"
As he spoke, he also sat up.
He touched her face: "I'm sorry, if I knew that my little Jin'er was waiting for me to wake up, I would never have dared to sleep for so long."
Haha, that sounds nice! Then you would wake up when I called you!
She glanced at him lazily: "So what are you busy with?"
He lowered his eyes: "I really don't know, I just miss you, but I think about you all the time, and I don't know why I fell asleep for so long this time. Is it my fault that makes Jin'er worry?
.”
She was silent for a while.
Then she lifted the quilt, knelt down on the bed, and held his face in her hands.
She looked into his eyes quietly: "Although I am very unhappy that you caused me a false alarm for no reason, but compared to other results, I am still willing to choose a false alarm."
He looked at her, slowly opened his hands, and hugged her waist tightly.
This was the first time she had coaxed him after that.
This was too rare for her, too rare... He thought he would never be able to do it in his life.
He really couldn't explain what he felt in his heart for a moment, so he could only hug her deeply and deeply, and whispered: "Jin'er, I have really thought everything through. I will never do anything to call you again."
I will never do anything unhappy."
The next day, Tang Shijin went to the palace.
After all, the favorability level has not been fully increased yet, so it is not easy for the prince to stay idle for too long.
Fortunately, the little prince was still looking forward to her coming. As soon as he saw her arrival, he was very happy: "Qingquan, I have been looking forward to your coming."
Tang Shijin smiled and said: "Your Highness, please forgive me, I caught a cold a few days ago."
The prince quickly passed over this embarrassing topic: "The prince doesn't allow me to listen to you talking about business all the time. He said these things, which are completely useless for me to learn. He also told my father that I can only see you every other day in the future.
Return, and only for one hour at a time, so it won’t affect your studies!”
He already regarded Tang Shijin as one of his own, and showed his dissatisfaction without concealing it: "I have been studying since I was three years old. I have been studying for more than ten years. What on earth do I have to study!?"
Since there was no palace attendant nearby, Tang Shijin naturally wanted to chat over tea: "Although I don't understand, your highness is a prince, and he doesn't want to take the first prize. Shouldn't he learn more about how to be a good person? Why do you keep studying?"
The prince laughed and said: "Because they can only teach this! A bunch of nerds with droopy eyebrows!"
He was angry for a moment and then explained to her: "I usually have to go to court, but after the court I still have to study and write articles! In this way, I have very little free time."
Tang Shijin looked at him sympathetically: "Your Highness, why don't we go for a walk on the street together before the seal is opened, and tentatively decide on a few places. Then, if the Master really doesn't agree, then I will paint it for you in the future.
Draw a street map, and when we meet, we will discuss where to open the store..."
"After all, His Highness is the future Lord of the World, and I am also a person personally entrusted with wealth by His Majesty. What we do together cannot be regarded as ordinary business. Of course, we can leave it to the people below to do it in the future, but now,
His Highness did it himself to let His Highness understand how this works so that he can know it well in the future and not be deceived by others..."
She glanced at him and saw that the little prince still didn't understand what she meant, so she couldn't help but feel speechless.
But his face was still very sincere, "I have never studied, and I don't know much about Chao Shang, but I think that even if someone in Chao Shang recited a poem and His Highness has never heard of it, it is not a big deal, right?
No matter how famous a talented man is, he has not read all the articles in the world! But the word wealth is indispensable for the operation of the country. The wealth of a family controls the firewood, rice, oil and salt, and the wealth of a country controls the national economy and people's livelihood..."