Chapter 1202: I want to go back to the origin and don't want to wake up again
"I didn't want you to be like an ordinary woman. You will be fine no matter what you do. It's all my fault. I misinterpreted your words. Can you forgive me?" Zezhong hugged Tian Qin directly, thinking of what she said about breaking up just now.
It would be very sad.
Does she regret being with him?
"Madam, it's all my fault. I'm lonely and care too much about gains and losses... If you're angry, beat me up." When she woke up from a deep sleep, she felt very bad. What kind of stupidity had he committed with her like this?
Talking?
"I'm not angry and I don't want to beat you. I beat you before just because I didn't want you to follow me. When I said annoying words on purpose, I just wanted to make you angry. I don't talk like this anymore, so put away your unnecessary thoughts. At first
I told you that I must sleep. If you don't want to wait, go find someone else. There are so many women in the world."
Tian Qin pushed Zezhong away hard and walked to the bathroom to take a bath. When she found Zezhong following her, she said with a cold expression: "Get out, I'm not interested in bathing with you and I don't need you to help me bathe."
"Um"
Zezhong lowered his eyelids and leaned against the wall outside the bathroom. Sure enough, he still had no affection for him at all and was disgusted with his feelings.
After a while, Tian Qin walked out of the bathroom, ignored the person at the door, and went back to sleep.
After taking a bath, Zezhong walked to the inner room and fell asleep with his quilt rolled up inside Tianqin's bed.
From the time she was willing to sleep with him until he hugged her to sleep every night, she didn't feel attached to him at all. It was the same with or without him. But he couldn't fall asleep until he was so exhausted that he couldn't hold her.
It has been almost five years since they got married, but she has been sleeping for four and a half years. Does she know how much she misses her, and does she know that she loves her very much?
Zezhong couldn't help but leaned over and hugged the sleeping person, and gently stroked the sleeping person's cheek with his big hands. After a while, he lowered his head and kissed her forehead, eyebrows, eyes, cheeks...
The heavy love in his heart made Zezhong feel very sad. He let go of Tian Qin and closed his eyes to calm down. He shouldn't have disturbed her while she was sleeping and wanted to hurt her.
Zezhong suddenly remembered what Yin Xin said on the day he signed the contract: the deeper you love, the crazier you become, and you can't help but hurt the one you love. It's a vicious cycle.
Zezhong calmed down in an instant, and he secretly remembered these words in his heart. After he calmed down a little, Zezhong lay down and held Tian Qin in his arms. After smelling the delicious milky fragrance of her body, he completely calmed down.
The petite person leaning against him made Zezhong's heart soften, and he couldn't help but peck the small thin lips a few times.
Tian Qin suddenly opened her eyes and looked at him calmly.
"I didn't do anything..." Zezhong couldn't help but explain. It took him a few seconds to realize that they were husband and wife, and a few kisses was normal.
Tian Qin looked at Zezhong carefully for a while and then closed her eyes and calmed down without saying a word.
He actually wanted to hurt herself just now. She didn't feel wrong, but she just let it go completely.
"Madam, I miss you so much..." Zezhong couldn't help but whisper in Tian Qin's ear, with a different meaning in his tone.
"I'm tired." Tian Qin turned her back to Zezhong, her face calm but a little distant.
"Okay" Zezhong turned around Tian Qin and held her in his arms before saying: "Don't talk about separation, I can't live without you. Just be yourself, do whatever you want, you can bully me no matter how you want, you don't have to
Bear with me."
"I fell asleep" Tian Qin closed her eyes and fell into the darkness.
The next day, the two of them continued to wander around, wandering toward the east, and came to an ordinary human city within the original jurisdiction of the Titan clan.
"It's a pity that our clan has been destroyed. My wife has never seen the scene of hundreds of flowers blooming in the harsh winter with my own eyes. The buildings of our clan are very old, and the pavilions and pavilions are all unique and beautiful." Zezhong said regretfully, looking at the beautiful woman Ren beside him.
Do not sigh in your heart.
A hundred years have passed. Although Tian Qin has never fallen asleep, she is even less talkative and does not care about his affairs. She does not ask a single question. He practices embroidery and she does not say a word. He makes her a set of purple layers.
The layered but elegant dress, she accepted it and said thank you but never wore it.
He didn't dare to mention it, for fear that he would say the wrong thing and make her unhappy and alienated.
"Yeah" Tian Qin responded without saying anything, her eyes were full of desolation and loneliness, and the increasingly hollow feeling in her heart made her feel very painful.
"Why are you unhappy? Can you talk to your husband?" Zezhong lowered his head and asked in a low voice. She had been very calm in the past few months, but she didn't have a smile on her face. They had been together and nothing happened or happened.
Who doesn't understand why she is unhappy?
"I'm going to sleep!" Tian Qin returned directly to the Thunder Sea, the land of chaos. She sat on the shore of the pool, covering her heart with her hands and looking in pain. Tears fell down drop by drop, dripping into the black pool water.
"Master, cry loudly, and you will feel better after venting." Green Ling said softly, and the warm wind blew around Tian Qin to comfort Tian Qin.
"Lu Ling, what do you think I'm doing living like this? I want to return to my roots and don't want to wake up again." Tian Qin wiped away her tears and stopped crying.
"Master, look at those pitiful ordinary people, look at those children who don't have enough to eat, you just have no heart, but you are luckier and happier than them. You will recover one day while you are alive. Faith is the most important thing.
The important thing is that you believe that you can do it. Look at the open-minded ordinary people and smile..." Green Ling's gentle whispers kept comforting Tian Qin, and she felt very sad in her heart.
"I know everything, but I can't laugh... Green Ling... you can say so many words, do you want to become a human? But I can't make the spirit of the world become a human..." Tian Qin whispered.
, the little face is full of melancholy.
Green Ling comforted her more gently: "Green Ling can look at you like this and watch the changes in everything in the world. Green Ling feels very satisfied. Without you, I have been watching how ordinary people live. They laugh, work hard, and are sad.
Strong...all kinds of things, these are all interesting.
Just smile if you find it interesting. If you don't, just ignore it. Just like you did when you were young, you might as well tease others or your husband...
It would be great if you had a child, Zixiaomu, Luling is very curious whether your child will grow up with teeth like yours..."
"I understand, Green Ling, thank you for always accompanying me, I'm going to sleep!" Tian Qin fell into the pool and closed her eyes.
well
After a long time, Lu Ling sighed
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The disappearance of Tian Qin made Ze Zhong feel sad, and she did not take him back to the world of Chaos. Is he still dispensable to her? Is it because he disappeared and she did not want to nor would she look for him?
Zezhong did not go to the world of Chaos, but wandered alone in some familiar cities under the jurisdiction of his Titan clan, bought many interesting objects, and customized many clothes, jewelry and accessories with their clan's unique patterns.