Even if he was wrong, he might shamelessly run to her and ask for forgiveness. She was too important, too important for him to give up or forget.
"Nanny, what exactly is written in the book?" Lin Jiuze asked, holding back the panic in his heart. He couldn't explain how confused he felt in his heart.
Zhao Tianqin looked up at Lin Jiuze, then turned to look at the elders who were concerned about her. After a few seconds, Zhao Tianqin looked directly into Lin Jiuze's eyes and said: "You said in the book that we should have had countless previous lives, and I
I have never liked you or loved you from beginning to end. I always look at you with cold eyes, and I feel inferior to a stranger.
You also said in the book that you don't feel humble in any way. You are just looking for the person you love in your heart. Being with me makes your heart sweet, so how can you say you are humble?
But when you write, I feel humble about you!
You also wrote that you don’t have any unreasonable hatred and disgust, and you can only try your best to make up for the mistakes you have made. Such long years of companionship, care, and protection cannot enter your heart.
Did he commit some unforgivable mistake, so he completely closed his mind and forgot all love?
Brother Aze, do you think there is nothing wrong with you? Do I have to read these books? I’m afraid I can’t help but kill you after reading them..."
When Zhao Tianqin said "kill you", countless murderous intentions surged out of Zhao Tianqin. Lin Jiuze and the six adults instantly felt a heavy sense of oppression. Their hearts were beating rapidly and they felt like they were dying.
"Nanny, you can't do this to Aze. You two have grown up as childhood sweethearts. There are so many friendships between you. Can you forget all the things that Aze has done to you? What happened in the previous life is in the past. Even if Aze did something wrong, it won't matter.
Should I forget and forgive?" Zheng Meizhi looked at Zhao Tianqin worriedly, wondering how her daughter could become so cold and indifferent, with such murderous intent that they could all feel it.
Lin Jiuze still held Zhao Tianqin's hand without letting go, but there was a lot of cold sweat on his hands.
After thinking for a while, Lin Jiuze said: "I don't believe that I can do anything unforgivable to you. If I die in your hands, I won't be afraid. Maybe there is really a problem, maybe there is a misunderstanding? Nannan looks at it
Read all the books, at least understand the ins and outs, and if it is really my mistake, I will still not be afraid of death."
Zhao Tianqin, whose expression remained unchanged, calmly refused: "No, I don't want to read these messy pasts. I think I will hate you more and more after reading this. I didn't hate you that much at first, but after reading this book, I
I can’t help myself from hating you, I don’t want to see you, and I can’t help myself from wanting to beat you up.”
Who sent these books and scrolls, and what was their purpose? It seemed that they were not sent by Lu Ling, Jun Yao and the others, because there was no extraneous flavor in the books.
"Let's see. If there are any consequences, I think I can bear them. I won't be the one to hurt you." Lin Jiuze said softly, with a bit of confusion in his eyes.
"No, I'm only ten years old. I don't know or understand the thoughts and thoughts of adults. You and I in this book have lived for a long time. I don't want to affect who I am now. I just want to grow up normally. I don't want
Recovering excess memories will make you unrecognizable." Zhao Tianqin withdrew his hand and firmly refused, the look of confusion in his eyes increasing.
There are many more words on the last page of the book, but they were not written by Lin Jiuze. She probably wrote them herself. It says, "When I was young, I read these books. I didn't hate you that much at first, but now I hate you more and more.
I liked you at first, but now I feel nothing at all.
When I was young, I knew nothing and could not understand these books, but I regretted looking for and reading these books, otherwise I would not have been affected by these memories and become a stranger to myself.
Even if my true spirit is clean, my thoughts will be different after different experiences. I am shaken, I don’t know if it is me, it is obviously me but it is strange..."
Lin Jiuze held Zhao Tianqin's little hand and nodded and said: "Then don't watch it. Whatever Nannan thinks is good. But brother still wants to say, brother will not hurt you, even if he dies, there must be some misunderstanding.
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"Brother Aze, there is no unreasonable misunderstanding. If you don't do something to make me misunderstand, I can't misunderstand you. With my ability, you can still misunderstand me, which also shows that things really happened." Zhao Tianqin pulled himself back again.
Lin Jiuze didn't want Lin Jiuze to hold her little hand.
The look in her eyes was cold. What was recorded in the book was not the previous life, but the unknown previous life, or the previous life of the cultivator.
In her previous life, she seemed to be an ordinary person. Otherwise, what happened to the child? With two children of ordinary people, one can also deduce her specific age by looking at the child. Did she die at the age of thirty or forty?
Is it related to Green Ling? What do those words mean? Is Lin Jiu right? Why does she hate him in her heart? How can there be no hatred for no reason...
"Nanny, do you know what you just said to those strange souls and true spirits? This world has only existed for tens of thousands of years. How long do you think you and I have lived in the books?" Lin Jiuze suddenly held Zhao Tianqin's hand.
Little Hand asked anxiously.
"I don't know. It is recorded in the books that you and I have known each other for nearly three million years...Don't ask me this, I don't want to know, I don't want to know...I hate you...Why do you insist on asking me this?" Zhao Tianqin suddenly looked angry.
Throw all the books out of the space bracelet, and a wisp of white flame falls on the books, burning them instantly, leaving only a pile of ashes.
Tears flowed from Zhao Tianqin's eyes. She stared at Lin Jiuze coldly and stubbornly, with only coldness in her sharp eyes. The coldness all over her body continued to pour out, and the whole room became colder and colder.
It was so cold that everyone found it unbearable.
"Nanny, brother, don't ask, I won't ask again, don't cry..." Lin Jiuze stood up quickly with grief and pain, wiped away her tears, hugged Zhao Tianqin into his arms, and gently stroked her back to comfort her.
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"I don't want you to hug me, I don't like you anymore, I don't like you!" Zhao Tianqin pushed Lin Jiuze away hard and didn't care that he fell to the ground.
She quickly passed Lin Jiuze, ran towards Zheng Meizhi, threw herself into her arms, hugged her waist and cried loudly.
"Mom, I feel so uncomfortable...My heart aches!" Zhao Tianqin said while crying, unspeakable sadness filling the air.
Hearing her little daughter say that she felt uncomfortable and heartbroken, Zheng Meizhi panicked and said: "My daughter is not allowed to sleep. You can't sleep anymore. If we don't like it, we don't like it. Mom and dad won't force you to do anything. We just want to be happy. I won't marry dad for the rest of my life."