Chapter 1763: If you can't put it down, just bury it in your heart
"What does it have to do with me? The past has disappeared, but the memories and feelings will not disappear. If I were still alive in my previous life, I would definitely divorce you, otherwise I would not hate you and let you go easily. Between us now and in the future
Strangers are the best. I won't stay here after graduation. I will just turn around and leave when I see you." Zhao Tianqin looked at the scenery outside the window indifferently. She didn't like it, let alone love it, so she wouldn't force herself to do anything.
Although she likes children very much, she wants to have a relationship with him and give birth to children. Only he can bring the child she misses so much into this world, but isn't it enough to live a life of humiliation?
Forget it, children should be the result of parents’ love for each other, not what they are...
"Do you have to draw a clear line with me?" Huang Zezhong asked, holding back the anger in his heart, his eyes full of danger.
"It doesn't matter in the first place, do you need to draw a clear line? Now you're angry... I was in extreme pain and didn't get angry in my previous life. What do you have to be angry about? Do you want to hurt me by looking like this? Do you want me to die in your hands?
I had a bad heart in my previous life, and I still have a bad heart now. Sudden death from myocardial infarction is not bad, as it dies quickly and with less pain. Isn't it enough to force my wife to death with my own hands once, and I have to do it a second time?" Zhao Tianqin sneered, his eyes full of ridicule.
and contempt.
Huang Zezhong endured the severe pain in his heart, the feeling that his heart was being pulled hard by something, and the pain was excruciating. He parked the car on the side of the road, Huang Zezhong turned around and said calmly, "Can you not let things happen in advance? I don't know.
You know it but can't remember it. Even if you want to settle accounts with me, you should wait until I remember it. I don't know what to say...I don't want to hurt you...let alone force you to death..."
Zhao Tianqin tilted his head slightly and stared directly into Huang Zezhong's eyes, "Don't you have any memory of your previous life?"
There was a different kind of bewitching in his soft and waxy voice. Huang Zezhong couldn't help but say, "There is no memory, only two dreams. I dreamed that I was driving a BMW and parked on the roadside of the Lin Group's headquarters building.
Next, you walked out of the lobby of the building, ran towards me after passing through the fountain square at the door, with a smile on your face, and threw yourself into my arms...
There was also a dream where I was kneeling in the flames, with a small and skinny corpse lying next to me.
The appearance could not be clearly seen, but the only thing that could be seen was that the skin on the right wrist and left shoulder of the female corpse was delicate and white, and the red moles on it were extremely bright.
There was a faint voice in my ear, ‘Aze, help me, it hurts... it hurts...’.”
"That's an incinerator, right..." Zhao Tianqin asked coldly, and she finally understood why she couldn't bear to watch her third uncle being burned...
"Yes" Huang Zezhong answered and quickly came back to his senses, instantly realizing that he had been hypnotized by the little girl in front of him.
"Tian Qin... this is just a dream, maybe it's not real..." Huang Zezhong couldn't help but explain. He just knew the answer in his heart. He knew these dreams were real when he dreamed them.
"Are you deceiving yourself? A memory that is too profound cannot be forgotten even if you start over again. Especially you are also a cultivator. You can't practice just because he doesn't allow it..." Zhao Tianqin sneered, his eyes becoming colder and colder.
"Drive, if you don't take me back to school, I'll get off, cousin!" Zhao Tianqin took his backpack and gestured, his eyes full of ridicule.
"Okay, let's take you back to school." Huang Zezhong started the car and drove forward. After a while, he said gently: "Tianqin, since you haven't remembered the past, you shouldn't use those unclear things.
Restrain yourself. Maybe it's really my fault, but have you ever thought that there might be a misunderstanding.
How could I ignore you for that little pleasure? It is even less possible for me to force you to do anything. I cannot ask you to fulfill your wife's obligations just because you are my wife. It is also impossible for me to cheat on you, even in my previous life.
I don't think I can touch other women, it feels disgusting. So you must have misunderstood me.
You can't misunderstand me just because other women send me a few ambiguous text messages or jump into my arms. I'm good-looking, so since I was a child, there are countless girls or women who deliberately throw themselves into my arms, so you don't believe it.
Me?
Or in my previous life, I could touch girls at will without feeling disgusted, but in the dream I still loved you very much. I don’t think I am an irresponsible person who ignores my wife, family and children.
I really want to have a home with you. The atmosphere around you is very comfortable and makes people feel very happy. No one can give up happiness to you."
Frowning, Zhao Tianqin said in confusion, "Aura...oh...I understand...it turns out that it is the energy I absorbed through practice that makes you feel comfortable. I will die in my previous life and you think I can absorb energy? How can there be any happiness?"
It feels...ridiculous..."
Zhao Tianqin waved her little hand, and an invisible force enveloped her, and the breath and energy no longer escaped.
"Do you still feel anything now? Haha..." Zhao Tianqin rolled his eyes and his eyes fell on the pedestrians walking on the roadside outside the window.
"Nothing has changed..." Huang Zezhong told the truth. He didn't understand what Zhao Tianqin did. Every time she moved her little hand, she always felt a huge amount of energy popping out from her fingertips.
"No change? Impossible. When I stopped practicing, the energy around me dissipated and became the same as the energy elsewhere..." Zhao Tianqin raised her hand and waved again. Layers of strength tightly wrapped her. She turned to stare at Huang Zezhong.
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After a while, Huang Zezhong said awkwardly, "There is still no change. The person I like always gives me a different feeling. Even if I cover my eyes, I will know it is you as soon as I touch you, even if you are cold.
It’s the same in the extreme, the passion for you in my heart cannot be extinguished by freezing.”
Zhao Tianqin narrowed his eyes slightly and said in disgust, "I didn't know if you didn't tell me. Now I finally understand why you couldn't suppress that desire in your previous life. It's obvious that there is something wrong with your brain and you coveted me too much. To put it bluntly...
You... you are a lecher."
Ahem...
"A lustful person..." Huang Zezhong couldn't help but raise his hand and rub his eyebrows. He didn't know if this little girl was right. He did long for her, but only for her.
"I didn't do anything to you, you can't judge me like this..." Huang Zezhong couldn't help but retort, feeling a little unhappy. He restrained himself from getting too close to her, but ended up teasing him every day and treating him like this.
Zhao Tianqin looked at Huang Zezhong once and then said: "You just don't dare or can't. If you can beat me, you may not be so good. When we first met, I saw through you. You are a bastard who wants to kidnap me!"
"Tianqin...what are you talking about?...I have never wanted to do anything to you. I am a man with a mature mind and a normal mind. I will not do anything to an underage girl like you. Even if you are an adult, I will not do anything to you."
Yes, I will never touch you without marriage status and your consent."
To calm down, Huang Zezhong turned his face and looked at Zhao Tianqin for a second before continuing to observe the road conditions. After a while, he whispered softly, "I know I shouldn't sleep with you, but I feel empty when I can't see you.
You are all on my mind, and I can't fall asleep until I see you for a while. I keep myself very busy every day to suppress the urge to see you. I can see that you hate me, so I promised my grandpa to join the army. I won't harass you.
Will it bother me less if I see you less? I feel very happy now that I can talk to you and look at you..."
Zhao Tianqin scratched his head a little irritably and turned his attention away from Huang Zezhong, "You are so strange. I never gave you a chance and I didn't treat you easy. I bullied you and beat you and gave you bad food. I need help.
I just use you and kick you away when I don’t need you anymore. How can I be worthy of your liking for such a bad and scumbag?"
Glancing at Zhao Tianqin, she didn't seem angry. Huang Zezhong continued, "I don't know what's worth it. I just like it very much. I love you very much... I'm just happy to see you well. I'm happy if you are."
You will be happy, and it doesn’t matter if nothing else matters. Although your brother and sister look almost exactly the same as you, I can tell at a glance that they can’t deceive me... I’m sorry, I shouldn’t mention them.”
Huang Zezhong quickly turned his head to look at Zhao Tianqin, then looked back to observe the road conditions and then looked at Zhao Tianqin, not knowing how to comfort her.
"Cousin, don't mention anything about your likes or love to me. I don't want to know. Just let it go. If you can't let it go, keep it deep in your heart. It's very tiring for me to refuse and bully you." Zhao Tianqin took out his phone and looked through the photos inside, his expression getting darker and darker.
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Huang Zezhong couldn't help but tighten his hand on the steering wheel. After a while, he asked, "Why did you kiss me last night when you rejected me? You also kissed me this morning and let me watch you change clothes."