There was silence in the stone room. Looking back, Zhao Tianqin was lying motionless on the jade square table, as if he had already fallen asleep.
"It doesn't matter what happens to me, as long as you are good to me, I have always had this idea in my previous life. Maybe my self-control is too poor, and I always lose control easily when I am with you. Otherwise, why would I stay away from you and keep traveling on business? Promise me
Is dating so difficult? Do you really not have any affection for me in your heart? Why would you save me if there is no reason? I know it was you who saved me, your main body and true spirit..."
Huang Zezhong shook his head, suppressed all his thoughts, washed the pot, put the steam layer in the pot, and put the cut large pieces of sweet potatoes on top.
…
After preparing all the dishes, Huang Zezhong called softly, "Tianqin... wake up... it's time to have dinner."
After a while, Zhao Tianqin opened his big almond-shaped eyes, and his confused look made him feel soft-hearted.
"It's time to eat... I've checked that the soup is not very hot, so you can just drink it..." Huang Zezhong put the cool soup in front of Zhao Tianqin.
Zhao Tianqin drank the slightly sweet soup and was speechless in her heart. She finally understood why the food she made tasted better than others. It was because she had too much energy and did not absorb it immediately. She touched the ingredients and ran into them.
After taking a sip of the soup, Huang Zezhong couldn't help but smile and said, "I performed exceptionally tonight. I feel better than before. It will be better in the future."
"Since I was a child, my grandparents have taken care of me like jewels and treasures. Don't you feel aggrieved by doing this?" Zhao Tianqin asked as he ate, his eyes calm and peaceful.
Huang Zezhong smiled warmly and put the tender meat slices into Zhao Tianqin's bowl. "What's the grievance? Silly girl, I can't understand the thoughts of a little girl like you. Although we have nothing to do with each other now. But, at the beginning, I
I just wanted to marry you. You are the only one I can choose as my wife. It is normal to take care of you.
My grandfather has always been like this to my grandma. My grandma often told me about her youth. Grandpa was not a general at that time. Grandpa was just a husband to grandma, the backbone of the family. He would take good care of his wife, children and parents, and balance his wife.
Her husband had a relationship with her parents-in-law. Grandma said that except for the turmoil of the war, she had never suffered any grievances in her life. Grandpa took good care of her and protected her very well.
I will naturally do what my grandfather can do. I hope that one day you can proudly say that my husband is very good, a person worthy of being liked and loved, and that I will have no regrets in my life."
"Then you should be a very good person first. Maybe you deserve to be liked and loved, but feelings cannot be forced. So what if I don't like or love you?" Zhao Tianqin asked calmly, without avoiding Huang Zezhong's gaze.
"It doesn't matter if you don't like or love you. It's okay if I like you and love you. Choose someone who loves you better than someone who loves you but doesn't love you." Huang Zezhong only felt indescribable anguish in his heart, because of the magnified
Was it because of the severe pain of the bruise, or because of his carelessness, or for various other reasons that all the little affection and love she had had was wiped away?
"It's better not to choose, why do I have to choose? I live a good life by myself, carefree and happy. I don't have to accommodate anyone, let alone take care of anyone. Isn't it enough to be happy alone? I haven't met
Aren’t you living my life like this? There’s nothing unhappy about it. After meeting me, you can’t get any benefits by doing this or that, so what’s the good thing? Take a look at the women around you, you’ll be happier if you enjoy yourself in time, and you’ll find nothing to do
Suffer..."
Huang Zezhong smiled bitterly, looked at Zhao Tianqin's little face for a while and then said, "Before I met you, I always looked forward to the person I love appearing. I always felt in my heart that she was waiting for me to appear. There would be nothing unhappy about that.
Yes, but not happy either. Although you think I’m looking for trouble, I’m very happy just eating and chatting with you now. Other women won’t give me any sense of happiness. Carpe diem... except for you.
People make me react. The medication is definitely not satisfactory, and the little joy is not as good as your smiling face."
"There's not a single smiling face!" Zhao Tianqin replied calmly, without any change of expression on his face. She didn't understand why this man always said such confessions to her. Wasn't he afraid that he wouldn't know if he didn't tell her?
"Well, I'll give you a smile..." Huang Zezhong showed a bright smile and winked at Zhao Tianqin.
"It's no use ogling a blind man!" Zhao Tianqin said nonchalantly, and she instantly realized the faint stirring in her heart. It turned out that what she liked was actually his smile. Zhao Tianqin suddenly remembered the day she first came to Yanjing at noon, and what he saw that day.
In the video, this man walked in from the gate of University B and showed a bright smile to someone.
"The little girl is so funny. A smile will make you feel happy, and it will also make others happy. As for such a reaction?" Huang Zezhong shook his head and put the sweet potato that had been cooled in his hand in front of Zhao Tianqin.
"Who did you go to University B to do at ten o'clock in the morning on August 31 last year?" Zhao Tianqin asked casually, not realizing that he was starting to become curious about Huang Zezhong.
"Who are you looking for? I don't remember. Let me think about it... oh... you should be asking me to send you information about A Ming, Lan Yueming, that day B University started school. A Ming is not a child from the military compound, but from near the military compound.
My child. I have been playing with him since kindergarten. When he was in high school, he left Yanjing and returned to his hometown of Chengdu. For some reason, he repeated the grade for a year. When he came, I naturally wanted to visit him. You didn't arrive in Yanjing that day, right?
, have you seen me?" Huang Zezhong couldn't help but wonder, did he pass by this little girl without knowing it.
"I saw you on the news at noon that day." Zhao Tianqin didn't mean to hide it. She was also moved when she saw his smiling face that day, but that little heartbeat is insignificant now.
"Oh... So that's it. If I am photographed in the news, am I handsome? Am I particularly easy to spot in the crowd?" Huang Zezhong asked curiously, his eyes full of anticipation.
"It's abnormal that I can't see you. After all, you stand out from the crowd with your tallness. Well, your face is quite beautiful! You are not my biological mother's child. You look so similar... Some people believe that I am my biological mother..." Zhao Tianqin shook his head.
He shook his head, with unspeakable inquiry in his eyes.
Ignoring Zhao Tianqin who always said he was beautiful, Huang Zezhong said with a smile, "My parents and I are also very similar. My eyebrows, nose, mouth and ears are like my father's, my face shape and eyes are like my mother's, and I have the best of both worlds. You, your eyes are like your father's, but
She is much bigger than him, her nose and mouth are like my mother’s, and her face shape is nothing like my parents’, but she is really good-looking. In fact, regardless of face shape, I think we are quite similar, and we look like husband and wife…seriously, I’m not kidding!”
Zhao Tianqin raised his eyes and glanced at Huang Zezhong, raised the corners of his mouth and said with a half-smile, "I feel like father and daughter! Do you know that my appearance has not changed in my previous life until my death? I will not grow old and I will not grow old. I am destined to bear the burden of
This appearance has lasted my whole life. And you are getting older and older. How many times have you been mistaken for my father or brother? People always mistakenly think that you are going out with three children. You are an old man in beggar's clothes!"
Huang Zezhong didn't care about Zhao Tianqin's words at all. After cleaning the bones, he gave her the meat, "You know so much about your previous life. Your parents are willing to tell me, but they know very little. Although Zhao's parents know,
But no one wants to tell me. My clothes and pants are always scratched when I go to the forest, so it would be more appropriate to wear this when I go out. But won’t the branches and thorns scratch your skirt?”
Thinking of this, Huang Zezhong put down his chopsticks and bent sideways to pull up Zhao Tianqin's skirt to check. Not to mention scratches on the soft and smooth skirt, there were no seeds and weeds that hang on clothes, not even a trace of soil.
"What you are doing now is very rogue," Zhao Tianqin said coldly, with disdain in his eyes.
"Just looking at the hem of the skirt..." Huang Zezhong put down the hem of the skirt and said casually, "There is nothing about you that I haven't seen..."
Zhao Tianqin quickly raised her hand and grabbed Huang Zezhong's throat, but she was too weak to exert any strength. She was angry and scraped Huang Zezhong's neck several times with her fingernails.
"The little girl is really weird. She pinched my throat and then scratched me... it was so itchy... ugh... I don't understand..." Huang Zezhong shook his head, not paying attention to Zhao Tianqin's actions, and ate his dinner leisurely, ignoring Zhao Tianqin's angry eyes.