"It's probably because the body is too poor, and the body is bruised and painful, and the energy absorbed is not enough for the body to consume, so the body cannot get better. The bruised and painful body plus normal study and life consume too much energy.
, where there is extra time to think about the abnormality in oneself, and where there is no need to use one's ability, there may not be any spare time to use one's ability.
Father Zhao and Mother Zheng said that when I was almost three years old, I fell into the freezing river in the winter and was rescued half an hour later. Even the doctors said there was no way to save me, so they continued to perform cardiopulmonary resuscitation on me. I woke up later, but
I had a fever all the time and it took a month for the fever to come down.
I lay paralyzed in bed for a long time and couldn't stand up. I kept getting colds, coughs and fevers...and suffered from all kinds of diseases. Later, I gradually recovered, and I could stand up with the help of crutches. It wasn't until I was eight years old that I threw away the crutches and walked.
A few steps.
I have been bullied since childhood and have experienced countless violence. Maybe a delicate and thin child is easy to bully.
After I agreed to marry you and you received the marriage certificate, my health gradually improved. I started to gain weight from only 70 pounds to more than 80 pounds. After the National Day wedding, I went back to Nantong City with you until the Spring Festival of the following year.
I just got home. I lost 70 kilograms again, and I was sick again every three days, and I was sick for more than half of a month.
Father Zhao and Mother Zheng were very distressed and felt that I should not be allowed to get married. I also said to them, 'It hurts a lot. Once you are numb, you will get used to it. It's nothing to be afraid of. Just bear with it and let it go.'...
After that, my health continued to be bad. It wasn't until you left my adoptive parents and we lived alone that my health gradually got better. However, after I became pregnant, my health completely deteriorated. It became like waking up after falling into the water. After giving birth to the child, it became even worse.
Difference.
Maybe being a mother makes you stronger, and my body is gradually recovering. When I was pregnant with my second child, neither father Zhao nor mother Zheng agreed to give birth to me. They couldn't control me, but you, I forced you to divorce, so you had no choice but to
Don't care about me.
After giving birth to my second child, my health deteriorated day by day. My father Zhao and mother Zheng thought it was unexpected and reasonable. It was an accident that I was alive for so many years. No doctor thought that I had such serious anemia and coagulation dysfunction.
, severe arrhythmia...etc., a weak body riddled with various problems can survive.
However, my health from when I fell into the water at a young age until I was ten years old was in worse shape than when I died. Ordinarily, I should still be able to survive. It should be that I gave up the idea of living, and that I gave up my responsibility as a mother.
I regret it, and my heart is filled with regret and guilt. If I had insisted on not giving up, I might still be alive and be able to watch my children grow up, start a family, raise their grandchildren, and enjoy family happiness..."
Zhao Tianqin closed his eyes, his heart filled with pain.
Although she has not recovered her memory, the feelings in her heart are too heavy and profound. She really wants to go back to the time when she was still alive. Even if her body is full of magnified bruises and severe pain, even if her health is extremely bad, she will persevere.
Keep persisting and never give up.
With a look full of distress and guilt, Huang Zezhong moved to Zhao Tianqin's side, put his arms around her shoulders, and stroked her head with his big hands, listening and comforting her.
It wasn't until Zhao Tianqin stopped talking that he said, "It's all my fault. I was so careless and couldn't see anything. I should have done a birth control surgery from the beginning. I shouldn't have let you get pregnant. I shouldn't have known that your body was not normal."
Do not stop conjugal life.
I had a dream. My baby was less than four months old. I came close to you and just touched your cheek, and you panicked and told me no in fear...
Tianqin, I made many mistakes, but I will really correct them. I will listen to you from now on, and I will not ignore your feelings and hurt you. Say everything you don’t want to think about, and don’t bury everything in your heart.
In my dream, you were taciturn, cold, distant, and indifferent to me. It took a long time before your eyes fell on me. Am I just a stranger to you? This is completely different from the shy look you had before when you smiled brightly and threw yourself into my arms.
One place.
Maybe that was before we got married, but how could two good people end up like this...
Let's put aside everything in the past and get along well and start over. The child will definitely come back. This time I will be a husband who satisfies you and a competent father."
"Don't pull me like this. My body is numb and painful. Let me lie down and fall asleep." Zhao Tianqin pushed Huang Zezhong's chest. The thick and broad chest made her a little scared but wanted to get closer.
Zhao Tianqin frowned and hid the strangeness in his eyes.
"I'll give you a massage before you go to sleep. Will it feel better after the massage?" Huang Zezhong couldn't help but frown, let go of Zhao Tianqin and sat up.
"No, the healing power in my body will automatically heal me. When I fall asleep, you can sleep on the low couch." Zhao Tianqin closed his eyes and didn't want to talk anymore.
"Can't I sleep with you? I won't do anything to you..." Huang Zezhong did not continue to persuade. He couldn't help but think of the dream. In the dream, she was clearly afraid, so she refused to sleep in the same bed. And he loved her so much.
It is impossible to voluntarily separate...
"Okay" Zhao Tianqin replied and then opened his eyes and looked steadily into Huang Zezhong's eyes.
She finally understood why Huang Zezhong always wanted to take her to sleep with him. It was obvious that he had been separated and alone for too long in his previous life, and he missed the feeling of holding her, so he unconsciously approached her and took her away after falling asleep.
Huang Zezhong, who was originally feeling depressed, quickly laughed. He put his head close to Zhao Tianqin's little face, "You are so kind, you have a fragrant milk smell... I like the smell of you very much, it's a very comfortable smell."
Zhao Tianqin raised his hand and smelled his arm, and was confused for a moment, "Now it smells like a fragrant shower gel. Doesn't my brother always say that I'm still wet? Then you still like it?"
Huang Zezhong, who couldn't hold back his smile, smiled warmly and rubbed his head against Zhao Tianqin's face, "It's not the scent of shower gel. The scent of milk on your body is very strong, heavier than before. It completely overwhelms the scent of foam shower gel. Indeed.
It's the smell of fresh milk, like the smell of a newborn baby. But the smell of baby is sour, and you smell very fresh and nice...
hehe……
Of course I like you very much, everything about you makes me like you. Baby, in the dream you also smelled like this and looked like this, well... you are destined not to grow up, and this body odor has not disappeared. It is your body fragrance.
……hehe……"
The joyful laughter made Zhao Tianqin instantly displeased. She raised her right hand and touched Huang Zezhong's neck. After scratching it for a while, she suddenly grabbed the button of Huang Zezhong's pajamas. She pressed the button with her little hand and untied it. She then grabbed the second button.
"Every little girl starts to act naughty when she gets angry. You are sure that I won't mess around, so you keep tossing and exercising my self-control, leaving me in dire straits and unable to sleep?" Huang Zezhong quickly grasped Zhao Tianqin's right hand with his left hand and held it.
Her little hands were pressed on the pillow.
"Well, you can cry if you can, and I'll let you go if you cry!" Zhao Tianqin raised his left hand and quickly grabbed the second button, pressed it and unbuttoned it. She then unbuttoned the third button, and was a little confused that Huang Zezhong didn't do it this time.
He stopped her, but didn't let go of the hand holding her right hand.
"I won't cry. A man won't shed tears easily. He won't cry until he is sad." Huang Zezhong calmly looked at the small white hands unbuttoning his pajamas. After unbuttoning them all, he remained motionless.
What does Zhao Tianqin plan to do to him?
Zhao Tianqin frowned and crossed Huang Zezhong's chest with her small hand. His indifferent expression made her a little surprised. She glanced at his lower abdomen and stabbed his heart hard.
"Your body will betray you no matter how much you pretend, you are a bad guy with poor self-control."
Zhao Tianqin narrowed his eyes maliciously and slid his hand down.
The next second, Huang Zezhong quickly grabbed Zhao Tianqin's left hand, turned over and pressed on the person he had just rolled into a caterpillar with a quilt, and leaned close to her left cheek.
"Baby, I think you should try to accept my approach and get used to my intimate actions."
Huang Zezhong lay on Zhao Tianqin's left shoulder. He tightened his grip when he noticed Zhao Tianqin's right hand was struggling. The next second, his left hand felt hot, and the burning sensation quickly swept through his body.
Huang Zezhong turned his face sideways, and the red mole on his neck touched the red mole on Zhao Tianqin's collarbone. A hotter heat swept through his body again, and the feeling of soul fusion instantly appeared in the hearts of the two people.
Zhao Tianqin couldn't help but close his eyes and fell into the darkness, but the sense of soul integration did not diminish. There was more and more feeling, and there was a feeling of merging with Huang Zezhong.
Picture after picture suddenly flashed through Zhao Tianqin's mind, showing a handsome man living alone in a lush, uninhabited little world. A white soul body always appeared above the man's head, pulling
Fallen leaves and branches fell on the man, and fruits were also thrown on him.
The white spirit body kept raising its foot and kicking the man's butt, but it couldn't kick him.