The man stood at the door of the obstetrical operating room, lowering his head and looking in disbelief at the critical illness notice given by the nurse in his hand. The green light in the delivery room turned red again, and the man fell to the ground.
The nurse quickly said, "...the patient's coagulation level is too low, and the postpartum bleeding cannot be stopped..."
A pair of middle-aged men and women with sad expressions helped the man up and stood at the door of the operating room waiting anxiously, occasionally looking down at the newborn baby in the small gurney.
After a while, a young couple came to the emergency room of the delivery room. The young woman held the baby for a while and then grabbed the critical illness notice from the man's hand. After reading it for a few seconds, the woman's face changed drastically and she gave the baby to the man next to her.
I took the notice and read it carefully, covering my mouth and crying.
after a long time
red light turns green
The doctor opened the door and walked out of the operating room, and said quickly: "Although the rescue was timely, the patient lost too much blood and fell into a coma. I hope she will be strong... You must keep talking to her to wake her up... through the seven-day dangerous period..."
Other doctors and nurses pushed the gurney out of the operating room of the delivery room. The pale girl lay motionless on the gurney with an oxygen mask on her face.
Doctors and nurses quickly ran to push the girl on the gurney to the intensive care unit.
After a long time, the man changed into isolation clothes, walked into the intensive care unit and stayed with the girl. He talked to the girl and called her, but the girl remained motionless and did not respond.
The man cleaned and wiped the girl every day and put on clean clothes. In a few days, the girl quickly lost weight. The man whispered in the girl's ear, "Qinqin, don't leave me. You haven't seen the child yet, have you? She has grown."
I have to be very similar to you when you were a child. Are you happy that you don’t look like me? Didn’t you say you want to live? Wake up and open your eyes and look at us. If you weren’t around, I wouldn’t be able to live alone. Are you willing to let your child live without parents?
?Don’t you like children very much?..."
The man held the girl's cold hand and lay on the hospital bed next to her shoulder, closing his eyes.
After a long time, I heard, 'Husband...'
The man sat up suddenly and opened his eyes. What he saw was a baby-faced girl who was extremely thin and pale and bluish.
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The picture changes again
"Where are you going? Aren't you asleep yet? The children are asleep." The man put down the sleeping child in his arms on the bed and quickly grabbed the girl who was walking towards the door of the room.
"I'll go to the guest room to sleep. You can sleep with the child." The girl pushed the man's hand away and quickly left the room.
The man followed the girl, "We are husband and wife and should sleep together. Do you want to separate from me?"
"You smell like someone else. I don't want to sleep with you." The girl opened the door of the next room and walked in.
"Baby, please don't be like this. Can you tell me where I went wrong? I will correct it. I was jumped on by another woman once and you didn't sleep with me separately. Can you tell me everything?
"The man quickly reached out to block the girl's closed door.
The girl pushed it and found that it couldn't be pushed. Then she let go of the door and walked towards the solid wood bed. She lay down on the quilt and rolled up into a caterpillar, closed her eyes and went to sleep.
The man sat by the bed and looked at the girl longingly, his handsome face filled with helplessness and distress.
The man took the air conditioner remote control and pressed it. He closed the door and walked back to the room. He took his pajamas and went to the bathroom. He came out and looked at the little girl on the bed for a while, tucked the child in and left.
The man came to the girl's room, took a quilt to cover himself and the caterpillar girl, and after a while he pulled off the quilt and held the girl in his arms.
The girl struggled to sit up and left the room gently.
Two minutes later, the girl came back gently and lay down on her side to sleep.
The man directly picked up the girl, held her in his arms, closed his eyes, and asked in a low voice, "Qinqin, do you love me?"
There was silence for a while in the darkness. After a long time, the girl said, "Love, I love you." The girl raised her head and took the initiative to kiss the man...
The picture changes again
The girl in hospital clothes had no expression on her face as she ate light side dishes, meat porridge and oil-free milky white soup. She had no appetite and looked like she was having a hard time swallowing the food.
The man asked softly, "Why are you so alienated from me? I have never done anything to apologize to you. Is it because you misunderstood? You also told your parents that I would fall in love with someone else if you were not around, and that I would not like anyone else."
It's a woman's. Can you tell me what happened? It's so unfair that you sentenced me to death without asking me."
The girl raised her eyes to look at the man with a cold face, then lowered her eyes and continued eating, without any intention of speaking.
After a few dozen seconds, the girl covered her mouth and wanted to vomit. She stretched out of bed and put on her shoes, frowning and staggering toward the bathroom.
She pushed away the man holding her hand several times and closed the bathroom door. The sound of locking was heard, and a few seconds later the sound of vomiting was heard.
Five minutes later, the girl opened the bathroom door and walked out slowly.
The man clenched his fists and looked at the girl with a frown. He reached out several times to help the girl but was avoided. The girl even looked at the man with disgust, then lay back on the hospital bed and closed her eyes to sleep.
After a long time, the man took the bottle and washed it in boiling water. After making 50ml of milk powder, he picked up the baby in the push bed and fed it. After the baby was full and fell asleep, the man walked to the bed and sat down.
, kept calling: "Wife... wake up".
The tired-looking girl opened her hazy eyes and stared blankly at the ceiling.
The man rocked the hospital bed, held the girl's shoulders to wake her up, and asked her to "eat something before going back to sleep."
He took the shredded chicken porridge and handed it to the girl. Seeing that the girl was motionless and did not take it, the man directly spooned the porridge and blew it to cool down and fed it to the girl. The girl turned away and refused to eat.
The man frowned tightly, with anger on his face, and asked with a cold face: "Do you want to die? If you die, I will definitely take my two children to accompany you..."
The girl turned her face and looked at the man with extreme indifference, with a strong sense of disdain and disgust, "A tiger's poison cannot eat its seeds. If you want to be so vicious, I can't stop you."
The girl reached for the porridge and ate it quickly without caring whether it was hot or not. She swallowed it without chewing. She finished the bowl of porridge in half a minute, put the bowl down on the bedside table, lay down and closed her eyes to sleep.
"Can't you tell me, what on earth did I do to make you like this? I've been thinking about it for a long time and still can't figure it out. I really didn't do anything to make you sorry. Can't you feel it?"
The man with a sad look took the girl's little hand and pressed it on his heart.
The picture changes again
The thin girl was lying motionless on the gurney with a pale face. A desperate man and a middle-aged woman with swollen eyes and white hair wiped the girl's body and finally put her into a light yellow sleeveless dress.
After a long time, the push bed was pushed out of the snow-white room and came to the huge incinerator. The girl was lifted by the workers and placed on the track, and pushed into the incinerator. The man rushed to the incinerator and pulled the valve, "No, don't burn, she is not dead."
, Qinqin is not dead, this is not true..."
The worker and a pair of middle-aged men with white hair and red eyes held the man.
After a long time, a worker came out and said, "Family members came to collect the ashes."
The man walked over in confusion to follow the workers, came to the iron push table, picked up a small shovel and shoveled a pile of white ashes into a white jar.
bite
The man picked up a round, light yellow bead about the size of his thumb from the ashes, put it into his white shirt pocket, and pressed it on his chest.
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Bai Ze suddenly opened his eyes, sat up and gasped, not even recovering from the clear dream. He turned his head to look at the cave, and couldn't help but exclaimed in the next second, "Tianqin, where are you? Where are you? Speak.