"I will beat you to death and then throw you out, and you won't hurt yourself again." Zhao Tianqin said coldly, without even looking at him.
After breakfast, Zhao Tianqin was about to go back to her room to read when she was stopped by Zhao Guobang. She obediently sat down next to her father.
"Nanny, we will go back later. We will start preparations when we get back... You will come back as soon as you are on vacation." Zhao Guobang gently touched the top of his little daughter's head. She was only a little taller than him, but her little face remained unchanged.
He is also very helpless about his little daughter who has no bloom at all. She doesn’t look like anyone else and has no child with bloom!
"Okay dad, I understand," Zhao Tianqin said with a smile. He didn't go back to the room at all. He chatted with the adults for a while. He watched the housekeeper drive 9 business cars to take them to the airport before walking back to the room.
"Let's talk, do you plan to keep doing this to me?" Lin Zezhong caught up with her at the door of her room, grabbed her little hand and said softly.
Zhao Tianqin shook off his hand, opened the door and went straight to the balcony to sit down in the sway and wait for him.
"I haven't lied to you about anything, why don't you believe me and have more trust in me? Every time you don't want to see me or see you, I have insomnia. In the end, I fall asleep when I am very tired.
.I waited for you all night last night. I didn’t mean not to sleep to make you feel bad. It’s just that all I could think about was you. I didn’t know what you were thinking. I didn’t know if you were sad or crying again. I felt bad.
I can't breathe." Lin Zezhong held her hands and said in a low voice.
A heavy feeling made Zhao Tianqin feel uncomfortable.
"Have you seen the memory of yesterday? Do you know about your sleep talking?" Lin Zezhong looked at her eyes carefully, and he knew that she had seen it when he saw the pain that appeared in her for a moment, "I know it's all my fault.
It’s only now that you have been hurt, but since you are willing to come to me, why don’t you want to talk to me, let go of the past, and let us start over?
You always suppress bad memories and pretend to be fine, but once you think about it, you can't control it and make a decision that you regret. Did you regret it after dividing and dissipating the true spirit? Yes, you regret it, right? I'm very happy.
You regretted it and came back. Otherwise, I don’t know how many years and months it will take until your true spirit slowly recovers in reincarnation. Maybe it will disappear without recovery for 300,000 years..." And I have spent countless years only
I can spend my time looking for you. How many partners of the Blood Lotus clan are like this, looking for each other until they disappear after 300,000 years. They may still meet each other, and I will not disappear, maybe forever.
Can't find you.
"Well, you are right, but I regret it not for you. I only do it for myself and my family. It's not worth it for you! I also regret why I sealed up the bad memories. If it wasn't
In this way, I won’t go to you happily. What’s good about you?
Although you took the initiative to pursue me when we were in school, it was actually me who accompanied you, and I waited for you to accompany you when you went to work. You are still angry. How much time have you spent with me? I would rather be tired to death every day
You don't want to spend my money, and I don't need the things you bought for me. I told you that just stay with me, and you are still the same as before.
I will marry you as soon as I graduate, and go to a place that I am not familiar with at all, and there is a strange atmosphere everywhere. I have endured all kinds of difficulties for you, and you still said that I am delicate. Didn’t you know that when we were together?
?My body has always been weak, and I still have this kind of constitution. My family is not short of money, but they have never taught me or asked me to do anything.
But I learned how to do laundry, cook, cook, and clean the house in just one month for you. I have to do one thing after work every day. If you want to hire a nanny or part-time worker, just call me lazy. Now you will say that they are not your new parents.
.But when you were their parents, if I asked you to move out and buy a house, they would laugh at you if you said you were the eldest son.
If it weren't for my inability to have children, would you compromise for me? You're not compromising for me, right? It's just that you are heartbroken and want to leave them.
Why are you so nice to me when we live alone? You leave early and come home late every day, and during the occasional one-day holiday a month, you sleep all the time and don't talk to me. Although you always help me clean up when you come back from get off work, but that's not Is that right? I don’t own the house, so why should I do everything?
And you don’t like to talk to me usually. Apart from work, how many words do you say to me every day?
You always prefer to solve it yourself, what do you want me to think? Don't make any excuses to say you are doing it for my own good. At least you have to tell me why without saying a word.
Probably the happiest thing is when I have a baby boy, you come back early and you take the initiative to hold me and coax me.
But it was only a short year. After that, you were even busier, getting up earlier and coming back later. Obviously we were no longer short of money. My parents gave me so much money, and you also saved so much money.
I really don’t understand why you are like this at all...
When we had our little baby, you started to be nice to me again, which made me think you were just ignoring me. But within a few months, you returned to your original state, even worse. You were normal when you came back at 10pm, and it was also normal at 12am, and at 6am in the morning
No one was seen again. How many words have you said to me in a month? I was still pregnant at that time.
After that, your coat smelled of another woman's perfume, and you hired a part-time worker to clean and clean the clothes, so I didn't touch any of your clothes. You even bought a small bed to sleep in separately, and you came home looking very bad every day.
Should I put up with this from you?
I have been with you for so many years since I was 16, and suddenly I don’t feel that you love me. Apart from being indifferent and saying less to me, how are you good to me?
It's just a dream that I love you and that makes it come true.
I know it’s just my imagination, but you haven’t given me happiness. Why don’t I want to watch TV series? Because no matter how bad they are, they are still better than you!
I was desperate, but I never actively sought death. I also saw a doctor and recovered a bit. I originally planned to get a divorce, but unfortunately I couldn't support it before I could say anything.
After all, you are the person I loved. You were so hurt after I died, which made me feel that you loved me too. After that, I was locked in a bead, and every time I thought of bad things, I felt so painful that my soul was about to dissipate, so
I just sealed up all the bad memories and left only the good memories, so I went to find you.
After I came to Jiangzhou City, my sealed memories were revealed bit by bit. Do I not regret it? Can I not regret it? We also signed a contract of mutual agreement, got engaged, and now we are preparing for a wedding.
How wonderful it would be if I could go back to the beginning, where I had never met you, never loved you, and never married you!
What do you want me to do? Shouldn't I blame you and hate you? Falling in love with such a person in my youngest and best years has made me humbler and humbler. For 14 years, I have been waiting for you to turn around and look at me. But
You won't look back until I'm dead.
I will not chase you after you, and it will develop like this, which is not what I want. I am willing to marry you, but for family love and companionship for two lives. And my man, even if I don't want it, no one else can get involved.
"Zhao Tianqin looked at him indifferently and said.
The last sentence made Lin Zezhong feel that at least she didn't want him, and just wanted to marry him. As for family affection or love, he didn't care for a long time. He always knew that her love in this life was very shallow, so shallow that he couldn't even feel it.
She let him go when she was hurt, and didn't want to love him anymore. The memories of so many lives were not as painful and profound as those of her previous generation!
"Although no matter what I say, you think I'm making excuses, but I still think it's good to talk to you. I really did too many wrong things, and I don't want to ask for your forgiveness. I wish you didn't drive me away.
, I am already very satisfied just to be able to look at you.
I was too poor when I was young, and I was too eager to make money and earn a lot of money. Except for my grandma, I didn't get any warmth, but grandma was very busy every day. I was very lonely, and no one taught me how to communicate with others.
And I have low self-esteem. You are so beautiful. I dare not say anything to you. I don’t want my work and social interactions to affect you and make you unhappy. I’m not good at controlling my emotions either. I keep a straight face so that no one can see my emotions.
That's why you think I'm angry. I've never been angry with you, I'm only angry with myself.
Your health is too poor, and you have such a constitution. I don't want to hurt you. It hurts me even more to see you hurt. And you are so beautiful that I feel that telling you is blasphemy.
It's my fault. Husband and wife should tolerate and support each other. Our communication without words will only drift apart. I should have told you, we have two children, and I want you to take care of the children full time.
When you grow up, you don’t want to go out and work hard, so you work harder to make money.
I have actually noticed that something is wrong with you. I have already been processing the last external orders and only have a little work left in the bureau. In the last month when you were here, I went to and from get off work normally every day, so I could spend more time with you.
Time, I was still thinking about changing to a more relaxed job and spending more time with you. I didn’t have time to tell you anything, and I didn’t know that your body couldn’t support it.
…
When you were gone, your parents stayed with me for three months. I looked at the two children who looked like you before I gave up the idea of leaving with you. I was afraid that you would blame me for not taking care of the children. That was the result of your desperate efforts to survive.
Two children were born.
I kept recalling every bit of our history, only to realize that I was so wrong, and I felt that I had no shame in leaving you. I took good care of the child, thinking that maybe for the sake of the child, you could forgive me and be willing to see me.
.
After rebirth, you came to me. You know how happy I am. I thought you had forgiven me. But later I found out that you seemed to have forgotten many things and only remembered the good things. I also know that it is difficult for you to forgive me. You
Give me a chance to make up for my mistakes and start over. Give yourself a chance to be happy and joyful." Lin Zezhong couldn't help but hug her, lean on her shoulder, and shed tears drop by drop.
On her shoulders, dripping into her collar, she was a little confused.
She actually didn't know whether she still loved him or not, but she was unwilling to give him up to anyone else. Now that he was her man, he would always be her man. Even if she didn't want him anymore, she couldn't go find someone else. She put the bottom of her heart in her heart
After saying the buried words, she felt relieved.
"How about giving me a chance? Give yourself a chance too? If you really don't want to, we can break off the engagement. From now on, I will pursue you until you are willing to forgive me and accept me. Can we get married again? If you never
If you don't accept it, it's okay for me to pursue you forever, as long as you let me stay by your side." Lin Zezhong whispered in her ear, secretly deciding that even if you don't want to, as long as I'm still by your side. Drive away.
All your suitors, I will accompany you to be single!
"We are about to get married, and you tell me to cancel it? How do you want my family to worry? I will only marry you, and don't even think about anything else. It doesn't matter if you don't want to. If you can defeat me,
Come on, I can do whatever you want, hum!" Zhao Tianqin thought for a while and said angrily, I just torture you.
Zhao Tianqin suddenly figured out that she should still like him and love him, otherwise she would have thrown him out with her temper. With the contract, she would not be able to like or love another man. He is her only choice, but
He hurt her heart like this, but she still tortured him before she could forgive him.
In fact, she was not wrong. Why should she let him go along with everything? She obviously didn't have such a good temper. If she beat him, scolded him, or made a fuss, she might have been different.
She is four and a half years younger than him, why should she be his mother...
"As long as you are willing to marry me, everything else is up to you!" Lin Zezhong settled down after hearing that she had no intention of going back on her word. As for it being his, he had already been mentally prepared. It's not like he didn't reject her so much.
I know. Take your time, just marry him, it's just and legitimate. And even if he can beat her, he won't force her to do anything. There are some things that you and I both agree on.
"Let me go, how long are you going to hold me? I'm going to read a book." Zhao Tianqin was speechless and let him hold her.
"I don't want to let you go. I have missed you so much for so many years. Your true spirit is incomplete. I feel like it is not you. You are just like a puppet. If it weren't for the slightest attraction, I would have thought it was not you. Your true spirit is truly complete.
?Are there no sequelae?" Lin Zezhong buried himself on the little person's shoulder and did not want to get up or let her go. This was the person he loved.
"Puppet? You still hug me every day. I'm fine now. My spirit is complete now." Zhao Tianqin sneered and said, luckily he didn't do anything while he was in this state, otherwise he would definitely die and shed his skin!
"It's not a puppet. If you ask questions beyond your instincts, you won't answer. Hiss!" Lin Zezhong held the little hand pinching her waist. She hadn't pinched her waist for a long time. She missed this feeling, it was very charming...
"How can I know how well you are recovering if I don't hold you to sleep? I can feel it as soon as you come back." Lin Zezhong's deep and joyful laughter rang in her ears, "How did you come back so quickly? I
I thought I would have to wait more than ten years.”
"I don't know! I can actually control the Fire World, otherwise you think I would come back so quickly. But the strange thing is that after the true spirit fusion, I can sense the Fire World and teleport directly there. The Fire World is not
Are you not allowed to teleport? And I discovered one thing. I split the true spirit but I couldn't teleport. I flew back and merged with the true spirit before I could teleport!" Zhao Tianqin expressed the doubt in his heart.
This guy still wants to capture her true spirit. What does he want to do? Can't he feel her?
"I don't know. We will explore again in the future. As long as your true spirit is fine." The fragrant milky scent on her body was very comfortable. Why didn't she feel anything when there was only a trace of true spirit, even though it also smelled like this?
.What she attracts to her is the true spirit, right?
"Get up, my shoulders hurt. You are so heavy, don't always put your weight on my shoulders." Zhao Tianqin pushed away the man who was leaning on his small shoulders.
"And can't you feel me when I come back? You actually want to capture my true spirit. What do you want to do?" Zhao Tianqin narrowed his eyes and looked at the man in front of him unkindly.
"My conscience, I didn't want to do anything. I didn't feel that it was your true spirit. If you hadn't said 'get out', I wouldn't have known it was you!" What could he do to her true spirit? What a disaster.
…
"You can play by yourself, I'm reading a book." Zhao Tianqin stood up with a smile and walked to get the book he brought back from school in his backpack.
"There are no classes today, don't you want to play? How about we go play? I haven't had a date in six years." Lin Zezhong followed Zhao Tianqin in a low voice, and deliberately lowered his voice. She said that she liked her deep and deep voice before.
’s voice, but unfortunately his voice was just a little deeper.
"No, Aze, when everyone is studying hard, why do you always want to play!" Zhao Tianqin felt helpless at the little tail following him, looked at it, and then hugged his waist, it was really...
"Shall we go on a date? Well! My baby, stay with me!" His tone was a bit sad and coquettish.
Zhao Tianqin turned around and pushed him away fiercely, rubbing his arms with a look of collapse on his face.
"You feel cold? You have a cold." Lin Zezhong looked at her rubbing her arms and quickly touched her forehead and then her neck. It was obviously warm!
"It's not cold, please speak up. A grown man acts like a girl and makes my skin crawl." Zhao Tianqin held back these words for a long time.
Hahaha
Lin Zezhong couldn't help but laugh. It was indeed a very cute reaction...
"We're going to the Summer Palace. Don't you want to go during the physics competition? I'll accompany you to visit places you haven't visited before!" Lin Zezhong stopped smiling and asked with a serious face, his eyes full of tenderness and doting.
"Okay, I'm going to change clothes." Zhao Tianqin shook his head and went to change clothes. This man is getting better and better, shameless and shameless, a man acting like a baby...
"Why are you following me? Watching me change clothes? Well..." Zhao Tianqin looked at him with a threatening look.
"Wear this suit." Lin Zezhong took out a light pink thickened cross-collar skirt and a light blue cape with a hood from the space.
"You are already an embroiderer. I have a lot of clothes. You don't have to make so many for me. They are all pink and purple..." Zhao Tianqin looked at the clothes in his hand speechlessly. She looked cute and sweet so he gave them to her.