Before falling into darkness, she faintly heard, "All dharmas are empty, neither born nor destroyed, neither dirty nor pure, neither increasing nor decreasing..."
Huang Zezhong led the child into the main hall, and a peaceful atmosphere hit his face. There was a huge statue of Sakyamuni.
And he seemed to smell the rich and fragrant milky fragrance of his little wife.
Two monks sat on the right side of the statue, closing their eyes and reciting scriptures: "To survive all hardships, relics, color is not different from emptiness, emptiness is not different from color, color is emptiness, emptiness is color, and so are feelings, thoughts, actions, and consciousness.
Relics, all dharmas are empty, neither born nor destroyed, neither dirty nor pure, neither increasing nor decreasing. Therefore, there is no color in the air, no feelings, thoughts and actions, no words, no nose, tongue, body and mind..."
Huang Zezhong was a little obsessed with listening to this peaceful Buddhist sound. He knelt on the futon and prostrated himself on the ground while the monk finished reading the sutra.
He said silently in his heart, "You walk slower, I will go to you when the children are eighteen years old, don't forget me, forgive me for the sake of taking good care of the children..."
After praying for her, Huang Zezhong led the child out of the hall and walked to the chain bridge on the right side of the hall. After passing the chain bridge, there was the release pond, which was filled with beautiful lotus leaves and blooming lotus flowers.
Going further is a very large mountain col. More than ten acres of the mountain col are filled with peach trees. This is the season when peach blossoms are in full bloom! The entire mountain col is pink, so beautiful that the two children kept looking at the peach blossoms under the peach blossom trees.
He didn't want to go back to worship Buddha, so he could only let his children play under the peach tree!
Huang Zezhong was lying on the grass under a tall peach tree, "I miss you so much. We worked so hard together and miraculously had a child. Why are we separated?" After all, he didn't take good care of her. If he had
If they share more housework and child care, spend more time with her, and take good care of her, can they still be happy together...
A slight purr sounded.
"Dad, get up, we are all hungry!" Huang Zezhong was awakened by the shaking of the two children, and he sat up suddenly.
He actually dreamed of her. She had waist-length hair, wearing the light yellow sleeveless dress he sent her away. She was lying sideways on the floor of the small room with her eyes closed. The ground was dusty.
Yes, there was nothing in the room except for the snow-white walls. This was the first time that she had entered his dream since she left. His heart was throbbing. He missed her for countless days and nights, and he couldn't even take a look at her after looking at so many photos.
"Okay, let's go eat!" Huang Zezhong felt his throbbing heart for a while before it calmed down. He raised his hand and looked at his watch. It was almost five o'clock. He stood up and took the children down the mountain!
I took my kids to a nice-looking restaurant for dinner before going home.
I returned to my father-in-law and mother-in-law's house, found a rag and mop, and went back to the room to clean up. Then I went to the big closet in the room on the fourth floor to find two pillowcases, two quilt covers, and a bed sheet. I went back to the third floor to lay out the quilt and put them together.
Pillow.
Huang Zezhong opened the suitcase, found the children's pajamas, put in water, and asked the children to take turns to take a bath. When he came back after taking a bath, the children each fell asleep holding a photo album.
Huang Zezhong took two photo albums and sat in front of the desk. He read the two photo albums carefully over and over again. He didn't put down the albums until he felt sleepy and lay down next to his children to sleep.
Early the next morning, I took my children to visit the entire county. I bought something delicious when I saw it. I also bought a lot of specialties to eat when I got back. In the afternoon, I went to Tianchi Mountain to see the waterfalls.
In the evening, he called his father-in-law and his mother-in-law and told them that he would go home with his children tomorrow. He wanted to take away some of Zhao Tianqin's photos and hoped that they would agree.
After getting their consent, he pulled out the single photo of Tian Qin, picked out half of it, and put the rest back!
When he got up on the morning of the third day, he washed, dried and folded the pillowcases, quilts and sheets in the washing machine, put the pillows and quilts back on the fourth floor, covered the furniture in the room, locked the room, and closed the door!
Then I took the children in the car and started back to Nantong City.
Zhao Tianqin opened his eyes in confusion, she was still there! Where is she? She stood in a large space of one hundred square meters and was stunned for a while. Where is she? Has she changed her nest again?
Scared her to death!
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Recalling that before, a rich golden light overwhelmed her. She seemed to have slept for a while. She felt panicked. She didn't know how many days? How many months? How many years had she slept?
What is golden light? Merit? Blessing?
Why does she feel warm?
she does not know……
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After calming down and being mentally prepared, she looked outside and saw that her husband and children were all there and nothing had changed. She felt relieved.
Is it the golden light that makes the bead space she lives in larger?
Zhao Tianqin looked at the children watching cartoons in the rearview mirror. Her children were so cute.
…
She walked to the wall and looked at them dreamingly, and couldn't help but reach out her hand to touch the child.
Her hand actually stretched out! Can she go out?
Lifting her feet to walk out, she stepped on Huang Zezhong's chest, her knees were on the roof of the car, and the car was driving quickly on the highway...
She quickly floated to the passenger seat and sat down. She looked at Huang Zezhong and then at the children in the back seat, "Aze, kids, mom is here." There was no change among the three of them. Sure enough, they still couldn't see her!
She stretched out her hand to touch Huang Zezhong, and sure enough, she still put it through!
well……
She knew this would happen
Looking at the bead on Huang Zezhong's chest, she could actually see the small room inside. She thought about going back, then returned to the house, thought about going out, but stayed still. She experimented for a while, and she could see how far away she was from the bead.
If you go back, go back to the beads immediately. If you want to come out, you have to come out on your own!
Fortunately, she was floating, she could really float, and her speed was very fast. She could float at full power, which was about the same as a car's 80 yards. No matter how fast she went, she would feel a pull in her soul and dizziness!
She tried to fly upwards. The buildings on the ground became small and she felt nothing. The sun shone on her body and she felt warm. It wasn't until she saw the clouds that she lay down in the clouds and flew forward. She was flying happily.
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She seems to have experienced this scene many times!
The dream was a dream in which she had flown in the sky countless times. Every time she dreamed of flying in the sky, she would be very energetic the next day, her body would be warm, and she would feel better. But now she is in this state...
"Crackling~~" Suddenly a bolt of lightning struck towards Zhao Tianqin!
Darkness comes.
Damn it, was she struck by lightning? Is she about to die?
Unfriendly ghost!
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When Zhao Tianqin woke up again, he found that the room was bigger. It could no longer be called a room. It was a space as big as four football fields...
Is this because it absorbs energy and becomes larger?
Is she looking for energy for the space? If she finds it, will she faint? Fortunately, it doesn't hurt and she doesn't feel anything!
Looking outside, Huang Zezhong was carrying his luggage and opening the door. He was back home!
Zhao Tianqin floated into the house first and looked at their home carefully. It was very clean and tidy. It was almost the same as before she left, with not much change.
There are also a few pairs of cloth shoes on the shoe rack that she bought during pregnancy and she likes to wear them. They are washed very clean. Have all her shoes in the shoe cabinet not been processed?
Had he not cleaned up her belongings? Was this when she was still there? This realization made her heart feel clogged and painful...
There are only a few large bottles on the coffee table in front of the mahogany solid wood sofa, which contain walnuts, macadamia nuts, pine nuts, pecans, and raisins. They are all her favorite foods. Do the children have the same taste as hers?
The tea box on the TV cabinet actually contains Kuding tea. Doesn’t he like drinking tea? He actually drinks this bitter tea. It’s not bitter at all. She has also tasted it. Every time she drinks it, it tastes bitter.
Yes, but the more she drinks, the sweeter the aftertaste becomes. It’s just that she doesn’t like tea, and it still tastes bitter...
Floating into the master bedroom on the second floor, the furnishings in the 80-square-meter large room were still the same as before, and the bedding was still pink Kitty Cat. Well, this was because he made her angry after the house was built, so she deliberately bought ten sets of Kitty Cat beds.
Do you still use the product? Or did you buy a new one? Doesn’t he think she is naive?
Huang Zezhong walked into the room with his luggage, put down the suitcase, opened the closet, took a set of sportswear and walked into the bathroom.
All her clothes were still there, even her underwear was neatly arranged in the compartments.
When she floated into the bathroom, her wash cup was still there, with an unopened toothbrush inside. There was also a towel on the hook where she hung the towels, and there were pink and white bath towels on the towel shelf.
Does he think she is still there? But you don’t know that I’m standing next to you!
Thinking about going back, she stood on this empty land, feeling extremely sad...
After suppressing all her unhappy feelings, she walked out.
Huang Zezhong was busy in the kitchen on the first floor. She glanced at the clock on the wall and saw that it was almost twelve o'clock.
She floated to her daughter's room next door, which was about 60 square meters, with goose-yellow wallpaper, and a 1.5-meter small bed against the left wall. The bed was covered with a pink Peppa Pig quilt, and there was a desk next to the window sill. There was a green desk on the table.
Flower desk lamp. The third grade textbooks are placed neatly. On the right side of the table is a 1.5-meter small bookcase with only textbooks and a few miniature books. There is a pink piggy bank on the top floor. On the right side of the desk is a 2*2 meter
large wardrobe.
Daughter Yuying opened the closet and took out a set of bunny cotton silk pajamas to change into.
Zhao Tianqin floated to another room with an open door on the second floor. It had blue wallpaper, except that the quilt was a bear. The furniture and furnishings were the same as those of her daughter. This was her son's room!
These were all added after she was gone. These two rooms were originally guest rooms. As a husband and father, he is qualified, but she is unqualified.
It was obvious that her body was not that healthy, with severe anemia and low coagulation, so she still had to have a second child. But to her, the child was a miracle. How could she not want this baby given to her by God.
She married him when she graduated from college at the age of 20. Her mother-in-law, Wang Xiuxiu, kept urging her to have a child. After three years of marriage, she was infertile and was forced to go to the hospital for a checkup. Only then did her mother-in-law find out that she was infertile. Her uterine cold was too severe and she was moderately anemic.
I can’t keep my pregnancy safe, and I’ve been to the same hospital every time I checked.
She was not surprised. She had known that she would not be able to have children of her own in this life. She had thought about divorce, but Huang Zezhong was unwilling. Huang Zezhong told Wang Xiuxiu that it was him, and Wang Xiuxiu did not believe that she had to take the child with her.
The husband couldn't hide it until he went for a checkup. His mother-in-law Wang Xiuxiu asked Huang Zezhong to divorce, but he was unwilling, saying that he hated children and didn't want children. If they divorced, he would remain single.
Her father-in-law and mother-in-law came to scold her every three days, using various vulgar local dialects. She gave in, but he just refused. After a year of this, she returned to Jiangzhou City when she couldn't stand the endless abuse.
Twelve days after she returned, Huang Zezhong came to take her back and said that they had compromised and would no longer care about their affairs.
He brought her to the dilapidated big house in the east end of the village and said, "This is our new home. I borrowed 50,000 from a friend and bought it with the 250,000 I saved. I will build it when I have enough money. The real estate certificate has been approved
It will only come down in a few days. I will put it in your name. If I die, it will all be yours and it has nothing to do with them."
It turned out that after she left, Wang Xiuxiu had been persuading Huang Zezhong to divorce. He felt that there were too many conflicts in such a life, so he thought that moving out and living far away would solve the problem.
Father-in-law Huang Guanghai felt that if he went out to live without dividing the family, he would be criticized, so Huang Zezhong said that he should separate the family!
Huang Guanghai even disagreed. His younger brother was not married, so how could the family be separated?
Until a few days later, his brother Huang Zebao suddenly came back. He was getting married. His girlfriend Wang Fang was four months pregnant with a boy. He wanted a gift of 200,000 yuan or the child would be aborted.
Huang Guanghai and Wang Xiuxiu don't have that much money, so Huang Zezhong is unwilling to pay for it.
Why let him go? He was raised by his grandma when he was a child. Sometimes they didn't come back during the Spring Festival, and they would stay for two days before leaving. They never gave him any money. When he called them, they were always direct.
Even after he died, he never gave him a trace of fatherly and motherly love.
After his grandma passed away, they took away the money she left him and beat him up. His uncle found out and sent him to the hospital. His tuition and living expenses for junior high school and high school were all raised with scholarships and his uncle, aunt and two aunts.
He got the top score in science in the province and was rewarded with 100,000 yuan, and each of his uncle, aunt and aunt were given 20,000 yuan. The remaining money was taken away by them just after he paid the tuition. They threatened him to go to the school to cause trouble if he didn't pay them.
They said he was unfilial and beat him, snatched his bank card and ID card, and took away all his money. He just didn't make a fuss because of the grudge between his grandma and them...
They have been working in Guangzhou with their younger brother. If his younger brother's grades were not too poor, he did not have a local household registration and could not go to junior high school, would they have come back?
He also said that he was always told that his family was poor and had no money, and asked him not to study and go out to make money. If he really had no money, forget it. But his younger brother’s grades were not good. Even ordinary high schools had to pay sponsorship fees, which cost tens of thousands of yuan.
, enough for his four-year college tuition!
When he got to work, he asked for his salary card and made all kinds of troubles, saying he was unfilial. Later, he gave him 2,000 yuan in living expenses every month before he settled down.
There are a lot of vegetables grown in the backyard of my house, and as long as I buy meat, I don’t have to spend that much money. My parents also work at a nearby water plant, so how can I have no money!