Chapter 341: The pain is so numb, you will get used to it
"Tianqin, where did you learn this? I think I can't help but beat you up." Zuo Jing said frantically.
"My parents are both studying medicine. Do you think I know? My dad asked me, 'How far have you progressed?' and my mother asked me, 'Why are you back home?' So what do you think..." Zhao Tianqin smiled.
He looked at his roommate and said, "It's a normal thing!"
Zuo Jing threw herself back on the bed and started beating the bed!
After a while, she sat up and asked helplessly, "Does he know that you know these things clearly?"
"How do I know what he's thinking? Anyway, he only kissed me once on the mouth, a few times on my forehead and face, and occasionally hugged me. Are you usually like this?" Zhao Tianqin thought for a moment and said, she has never been in love, so she doesn't understand.
, she only knows the truth and falsehood, but asking her to ask is crazy!
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Zuo Jing choked for a while and said, "You have been dating for more than two years, are you kidding me?" Zuo Jing thought for a moment and then said, "Is there something wrong with him? Still doesn't understand? Even if he doesn't understand at this age, he will
Think about it. How about you ask him?"
"I'm going to ask? If he has no problem, wouldn't it be a seduction?" Zhao Tianqin was speechless as he ate breakfast and listened to his roommate's unreliable suggestions.
"Yes, but we are really not like you. You have lost one day less than us in the past two years... You have to pay attention," Zuo Jing said with shame, she is either sick or gay!
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Huang Zezhong continued the call and watched the little man walk away. Feeling helpless, he went back and quickly finished his breakfast, put the drawings away, put them in his document bag, and walked to his instructor's research room with his computer.
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Assembling in the auditorium on the morning of October 30th, Zhao Tianqin stood in front of Huang Zezhong to receive the scholarship. She worked hard to get here. It was a very happy thing to stand on the same stage with him, although she came up once last year. Next year he will
Then she couldn't come up, and she was left alone.
Huang Zezhong sighed. As for what, after a quick look, she actually ignored him. He only went to eat with her after he blocked her during meal time. She didn't call him once in more than ten days, not to mention no phone calls or text messages. Although her attitude
The behavior is as normal as before. Being angry for so long? Cold war?
When she came off the stage, Huang Zezhong walked beside her and whispered, "Can you wait for me for lunch at noon?"
"No, bye, I'm a busy man." Zhao Tianqin said with a smile that would make people angry. Why should she wait for him to eat? She wasn't hungry. She waited for a long time for someone to come.
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Huang Zezhong choked up. He smiled like this and refused him. He was really speechless.
In a blink of an eye, the final exam was over, and the holiday officially started on February 1st. Zhao Tianqin had long been used to Huang Zezhong being so busy and missing people. Anyway, she thought it was good to be in love like this. She occasionally saw him, held hands or hugged him occasionally. She didn't want to get married,
I don’t want to take on the responsibilities of a wife.
It was just his increasingly hot eyes that made her understand that he really wanted to get married. She was very uneasy, but this was not what she wanted.
"Nanny, do you want to wait for Aze?" Zhao Guobang asked with a frown. They hadn't seen him for a long time.
"No, let's go home"
"What is he busy with? You didn't take him home for dinner, did you have a fight?" Zhao Guobang started the car and saw that his daughter didn't have a downcast expression before he was relieved. They almost lost her twice during the Spring Festival last year, but her health seemed to be worse.
It's gone, can't it last much longer?
"I'm following his mentor, I don't know the details. Dad, it's good like this. Just meet him occasionally. You don't have to worry about him drifting off and falling in love with someone else. He can't hide it from me. And there's nothing wrong with living alone.
, I don’t expect it, I don’t want to expect it.” Zhao Tianqin sat upright and said to Zhao Guobang.
"It hurts when you are injured, right? It hurts, right? When you were a child, you cried so much when you bumped into each other, but you stopped crying and making trouble after falling into the water. You still remember the falling into the water, right?" Zhao Guobang glanced sideways at his daughter.
Then he added, "You don't have to lie to us. We have known it for a long time. You frown and clench your hands when you are hurt. This is why we often cut off your nails."
"Yes, it hurts a lot. Once you become numb to the pain, you'll get used to it. I remember it all! I don't want you to be sad. I kept watching you save me without giving up. I knew I was dead, so I just stood in mid-air and watched.
You guys. I want to live, I want to open my eyes and see you. I don’t know why I’m alive again, but it’s good to be alive.” Zhao Tianqin said calmly, her memory has always been very good, and she has almost no photographic memory.
Forget it, otherwise, how could she still maintain the first place in grades when she was so sick? How could she go to college?
"Have you told him?" Zhao Guobang heard his daughter admit with his own ears that he still felt pain in his heart. Before, he could lie to himself that it didn't hurt or that it hurt a little. After the pain became numb, he got used to it. She just kept silent like this.
To say something and endure it?
"I have never said it, and I don't plan to say it! Dad, don't say it either. This is my own business, and it's up to me to say it!"
"Okay, what if he wants to get married?" Zhao Guobang asked, expressing his worries.
"Let's get married. What can't be tolerated after enduring it for so many years? What's more, it's graduation season and breakup season. It's better if he mentions it first! At least it leaves him with a good memory, and so do I!" She doesn't want to end up with hatred because of love, so it can end peacefully.
It's pretty good, but she can't bear to part with it either.
"Nanny, how about not getting married? Dad is afraid that you will suddenly disappear one day."
"How could it be possible? I'm fine. I will live longer than you. When the time comes, I will send you away and survive for more than 20 years, and then I will give you a daughter who is healthy and healthy. You can't dislike me." Zhao Tianqin smiled.
She said that she didn't know how long she could live, it was just one day at a time.
"Okay, I don't mind it," Zhao Guobang said with a smile. His daughter is quite optimistic. Maybe she can live a long life. Who knows what will happen in the future!
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Valentine's Day on February 14th
Huang Zezhong called Zhao Tianqin early in the morning, "Can you come over?"
"No, if you have something to say, I'll hang up if nothing happens." Zhao Tianqin said with a smile.
"Today is Valentine's Day. I'm taking leave. Can we play for a day?" What a choking little girl.
"You can work leisurely at home. It's too cold to play. I don't want to go out." Zhao Tianqin was reading a book while saying irritating words. Then you can't stand me, right?
"I'm downstairs at your house. If you don't come down, I'll go up."
"Excuse me, I'm the only one in my house. You can't get in if I don't open the door." Zhao Tianqin then said something very irritating.
"Okay, if you don't want to open it, I'll call your parents and sister to get the keys," Huang Zezhongen said calmly, resisting the anger in his heart.
"Let's fight. They have returned to their hometown. They are probably almost there now."
"Zhao Tianqin, how long will it take for you to stop getting angry? It's been half a year, do you know?" Huang Zezhong pressed his eyebrows and asked softly. He had absolutely nothing to do with her!
"Am I such a bad-tempered person? Just find someone else," Zhao Tianqin chuckled nonchalantly, making the caller even more angry.
"Do you want to break up?" Huang Zezhong calmed down and asked.
"No"
"Are you like this to someone else's girlfriend? You won't go out to dinner when asked, you won't go to play when asked, you will be annoyed when I call you again and again, and you won't reply to text messages. I just took a look at you. How can you be angry for half a year?"
He said calmly with the anger in his heart.
"Well, I said I have a bad temper, and I'm happy to be like this." Zhao Tianqin opened the peephole and looked at the person standing on the phone outside the door. He was so angry that he suppressed his anger and suppressed it. He remained calm.
He said softly: "If you don't want to go, forget it, I'll go back first. Bye!"
"Yeah! Bye"
"Wait a minute, come out and get the gift. I left it at the door. I'm leaving." Huang Zezhong sighed and said. Did she feel that she was too busy to accompany her and deliberately tormented herself?