Chapter 382: Even if you don't forgive me, I will still live!
"I'm sorry...I'll take you to the hospital." Huang Zezhong opened the closet and took out her long-sleeved T-shirt and trousers and walked over to give them to her. He saw her curling up with her knees in her arms, with a look of fear on her face. She was shaking as soon as he got closer.
"Go away, don't come close to me," Zhao Tianqin bit his lips and said in horror, snatching the clothes from his hand and walking to the bathroom while enduring the endless pain.
Put on the hot water, turn on the spray, sit in the water and cry softly. She wants to go home, she wants a divorce, she doesn't want to be with him anymore, she can live a good life alone, why should she seek guilt?
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Huang Zezhong has a splitting headache. Is it because of him? But isn't this normal? Is it a problem with her constitution?
Take off the red quilt cover, take off the sheets and put them on the chair aside. Open the closet and take out clean sheets and quilt covers and change them.
After waiting for her for a long time, she didn't come out. He stood at the door of the bathroom and was about to knock on the door when he seemed to hear a small cry. After hesitating at the door for a while, he suppressed his sadness and knocked on the door and said softly, "Come out, we will
Just go to the hospital.”
His heart suddenly ached. No wonder she didn't want to get married. It must have been a problem with her constitution. He completely forgot that she was different from normal people. A slight pull on her would cause serious injuries.
Zhao Tianqin opened the door tremblingly and found him standing at the door. He was so frightened that he slammed the door shut and said, "Go away."
"Okay." Huang Zezhong had no choice but to go to the dressing table, open the drawer and take out the blood-activating and blood-stasis-removing medicine prepared by her parents. She felt extremely painful inside. It was all his fault.
If he were gentler, wouldn't it be like this?
Zhao Tianqin opened the door and saw that he was far away, then walked out slowly, lay down on the bed, pulled the quilt over him, and said with a pale face and a trembling voice, "Give me the medicine, you go out first."
"It's all my fault. Let's go to the hospital. You're too seriously injured," Huang Zezhong said as he approached her. Seeing that she was getting more frightened, he had to stop and put the medicine at the end of the bed.
"Get out, I need to apply medicine," Zhao Tianqin said, enduring the endless pain. She was in so much pain and so tired that she couldn't lift her strength. Her heart was also in pain. She wanted to sleep forever and didn't want to wake up.
.She lived so hard and endured so hard...
Seeing her sad look, he had no choice but to walk out of the room, close the door and wait against the wall next to the door, looking confused and sad not knowing what to do.
Zhao Tianqin got up, took the medicine, walked over and locked the door of the room. He shed tears while applying the medicine on himself, unable to muster any strength to rub the medicine away.
"Are you okay? Let's go to the hospital." Huang Zezhong stood at the door and waited for a long time before saying. He pressed the handle of the room and found that it was locked and could not be opened.
He knocked on the door and shouted, "Open the door, we have to go to the hospital."
After a while, he pressed the handle again, but the door still couldn't be opened. "If you don't open the door, I will kick it open."
"I'm behind the door, you kick me," Zhao Tianqin said, leaning against the door. She didn't know what to do. Should she go home? How worried would her parents be? It was only the first day! They thought they were just in normal pain, thinking that she
will be happy.
Or is this the first time and it won’t happen again?
"I won't go to the hospital, please." She sat on the ground leaning against the door, lowering her head on her lap and crying.
"You open the door first"
"If you promise not to send me there, I will open it." She leaned against the door with a confused look on her face, not knowing what to do.
"Okay" He didn't dare to kick the door. She was behind the door and he couldn't forgive himself if he hurt her again. Zhao Tianqin stood up and opened the lock. The next second the door was opened. She backed away in horror, holding her little hands tightly.
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Seeing her panicked look, he couldn't take a single step. He closed his eyes and said in pain, "Can you please forgive me? I won't do this again."
Zhao Tianqin turned around and walked slowly back to the bed, lay down on the bed and closed her eyes, "Don't disturb me, I'm so tired..." She fell asleep from exhaustion before she finished speaking.
In addition to pain, he also felt regretful. Why had he forgotten her porcelain doll physique? It was all his fault. He had completely forgotten it.
She couldn't even walk, and her movements were completely powerless, as if she would die in a second.
Thinking of this, he quickly ran to her side and calmed down a little when he looked at her still heaving chest. She frowned tightly, her face full of exhaustion and pain, and the blood on her face and lips had completely faded, leaving only pale white.
I glanced at the time and it was almost 10 o'clock, and she hadn't eaten anything yet. I tucked her in and quickly ran downstairs to cook breakfast for her.
Get. Her joy is gone!
Her injury was painful, and she never raised her eyebrows even when she fell asleep.
After cooking the shredded chicken porridge, he brought it back to the room and put it on the small table. He put a small bowl on the bedside table and then helped her up. "Wake up... you have something to eat before going to sleep." When she woke up, she quickly backed away in fear.
, looked at him with a cold face, and held his little hands tightly again.
"Eat some porridge first before you go to sleep." She was so afraid of him, which made him extremely sad. He took the porridge and blew it on it. When he felt that it was not very hot, he handed it to her. Looking at her still shocked look, he hesitated for a while.
Then he took it and started eating it in small bites.
"Don't be afraid of me. I won't be like this again. I will control my strength and won't hurt you. Can you forgive me? Don't leave me..." He just married her, could this be the end of them?
Will she leave? Will she leave him and never see each other again? Or will she not be willing to support him and vomit blood like that night? From now on, we will be separated from each other.
Thinking of this, he sadly held his forehead on his knees and closed his eyes tightly, not daring to let the tears flow out. He said hoarsely and lowly, "You must hold on, even if you don't forgive me, you will still live..."
Zhao Tianqin ate the porridge in small sips. Every word he said made her heart hurt. He regretted it very much and was very sad. It made her heart sad too. She endured the severe pain and calmed down.
He said to him, "Give me another bowl, and you can eat it too."
"Okay." He turned around and took the bowl in her hand to fill a bowl. He blew it until it was not too hot before giving it to her. Then he walked to the small table to have breakfast. Seeing her stop, he said, "Do you still want to eat? There is more downstairs.
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"No, thank you." Zhao Tianqin watched him take the bowl and thanked her in a low voice, then lay back on the bed and closed her eyes to sleep. Within a minute, she fell into a deep sleep.
Feeling her alienation, he didn't know what he could do to save her. If she wanted to leave, he wouldn't even have the courage to stop her. Let her choose. This was his mistake, but he was also in so much pain and sadness.
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After washing the dishes and returning to the room, he couldn't help but feel glad that there were only two of them at home. He took his professional book and lay down next to her to read. Regardless of whether she forgives him or not, he can always guard her.
At 12 o'clock, he went to cook rice and stir-fry, but she still didn't wake up. He put a meal on the bedside table. When he woke her up, she still looked at him in horror. When he touched her with his hand, she backed away in shock and stayed away from him.
, which made him extremely sad, "I just want to help you up."
"How about you go to bed after lunch?"
Zhao Tianqin ignored him and walked slowly to the bathroom. She couldn't muster any strength. The pain was so extreme that she felt numb. She couldn't even feel that her body was still her own. She controlled her body to move by instinct...
Looking at her helpless look, he wanted to hold her up but didn't dare. She was very afraid of him.
Even though she didn't want to eat, she still ate in small bites. After lunch, she closed her eyes and fell asleep again.
"Has the bleeding... stopped?"
"You don't want to tell me? I'll see for myself." Seeing that she didn't answer, Huang Zezhong stood up and looked at her and said.
Zhao Tianqin held the quilt tightly and looked at him in horror, and said tremblingly, "No...it's okay. It will be fine in two days."
"I will never do anything excessive to you again. Just trust me and forgive me, okay? Don't leave me. I can't live without you." He put his arms around her shoulders and said. She didn't like or love him at all.
Well, he hurt her like this and she was so afraid of him, what should he do? Will she forgive him for staying?
"Don't come near me, I won't leave," she said in horror with her eyes closed, her face getting paler and her little body trembling.