Even if she could tell whether the words were true or false, she didn't dare to ask. She could only feel his mood and emotions, but couldn't see through his heart. She was afraid that if she asked, their family would be destroyed.
She could only wait for him to come back in silence, until she was too tired to hold on and fell asleep.
Fortunately, her Yingying sleeps a lot every day. She sleeps from 9 pm to 9 pm the next day. She does not drink night milk. After eating at 12 noon, she sleeps until 3 o'clock. She does not like to cry or fuss, as long as she
When Yingying is around, she can play by herself, listen to the TV or music by herself. She won't cry or fuss when she leaves, and will just call her or go find her.
She was weaned when the child turned one year old. She was too tired to hold the 85cm-tall Yingying, who weighed 22 pounds. Did she follow her father's height and weight?
Isn't it okay to let her recover? She wants to grow up with Yingying. As for him, let it be like this. No matter whether he is in love with someone else or not, she doesn't want to care if he falls in love with someone else. Even if he cheats, as long as he doesn't give
It's good for her to smell it.
A green light flashed across her body!
Before he had children, he used to laugh a lot, but after having children, he stopped laughing. He became cold-faced every day, became more taciturn, and his eyebrows were always wrinkled. When he got home and had dinner, he kept tidying up the house until it was clean.
He would stop when the cleaning was done neatly. Then he would tease the child for a while, and then go to work when the child fell asleep.
Does he hate himself? Does he think he can't handle it well?
She almost fell asleep alone every day. Although he would hold her to sleep when he came back, it made her feel very sad.
…
Only once a month.
He would rather solve it himself than make trouble with her. What else could she do if she endured it?
It made her feel even colder. She didn't want to talk or talk to him anymore.
When he was at home, she would hide far away from him on the swing and sit blankly. She had to work hard to hold on and watch the child grow up. She could see the day after day. When she was too sad, she took the shower and turned on the water.
, I hid in the bathroom and cried silently.
When the child was 10 months old, she would call her mother, and she gradually became less sad. When she heard the child calling her mother softly and softly, she felt that she could hold on. But her father, who she had taught for a long time,
The child just didn't speak until he was one and a half years old.
"dad"
Zhao Tianqin looked at her daughter and suddenly walked up to him and pulled his pants and shouted, which made her stunned. Looking at him lowering his head and touching the top of her daughter's head with a warm smile, she couldn't help but smile and then stopped.
Smile.
This is fine, the child begins to accept him, and when she is no longer here, the child will be with him. But she regrets that she is not in good health and cannot give birth to a son for him. When she goes out, people always ask her why she has not given birth to a second child.
? In the village, people who don’t have sons will be laughed at. He must also think about it. She can’t fulfill his wish of having a son and a daughter. She sadly went to the garden and sat on the swing, staying to entertain the children.
of him.
Huang Zezhong looked at the person walking into the garden and sitting on the swing with her back to him. She didn't know what to do. She didn't like to talk after she gave birth to a child. She was indifferent every day and always slept with her back to him, even if he slept with her in his arms.
, she woke up and moved to sleep on her side. The cold quilt made him feel heartbroken.
Although she never rejected him again, she looked tired every day.
He didn't dare to make trouble with her, and would rather solve the problem himself than burden her.
Her cold demeanor made him feel no affection or love at all, making him think that she had cheated on her. However, there were only traces of a small bump on her body. He didn't know why she was so cold towards him.
She always kept to herself, and rarely even sat next to him. Except when he took her and her children to go shopping or take a walk, he could put his arm around her waist and shoulders or hold her hands. She was always far away from him at home.
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January 10, 2017
Zhao Tianqin missed him very much recently. He had been on a business trip for nearly two months, returned home and left again after a day or two. He called to say he would be back this morning and would have a vacation from the 11th to February 2nd, a total of 23 days of vacation.
She was sitting on the second floor balcony enjoying the sun with her children. A Land Rover stopped on the secondary road outside the gate. Huang Zezhong got out of the passenger seat and went to the trunk to take out the suitcase. A man in his 20s got out of the cab and was as handsome and tall as him.
The man walked to the trunk, not knowing what he was talking about. The two of them were talking and laughing in a very happy mood. The man even hugged him before he got into the cab and drove away.
Zhao Tianqin was inexplicably unhappy. She turned around and shed tears for no apparent reason. She looked away and quickly wiped away her tears, but still did not go downstairs to pick him up.
"Mom, how do you spell this..." Yingying's soft and waxy voice pulled her out of her sadness. She hugged her daughter's small body, closed her eyes and calmed down, and seriously played with her daughter playing with the building block puzzle.
The sound of the door opening sounded. Huang Zezhong happily walked into the room, put down his suitcase, and looked around the room to find his young wife and children basking in the sun on the balcony, playing with building blocks and puzzles. He strode to the balcony and sat on the mat next to them.
He went up, hugged both of them into his arms, said "I'm back" and kissed his daughter on the face before looking at his little wife. She just looked up at him and then lowered her eyes to look at the child.
"Um"
Zhao Tianqin responded calmly and watched the child play without saying a word, which made the man in a happy mood a little unhappy for a moment. He calmed down and said, "I'm going to take a bath first. I'll cook lunch later. You can just accompany the child."
"Um"
Frustrated, he had no choice but to take a shower, put his own clothes in the washing machine and wash them. He also washed hers and the child's clothes and took them to the roof to dry. When he returned to the room, he quietly watched her teach her daughter with gentle words.
Playing, occasionally smiling gently at his daughter makes him enjoy it.
Why are you so cold to him? He's so sad, doesn't she know? How much he loves her, can't she feel it? Why don't you respond with some love to him? Didn't she admit that she likes him and loves him? He can't feel it.
A trace of.
Are you complaining that he is too busy to accompany her? He already has a doctorate and has sufficient qualifications. His position will be upgraded at the end of the year. He will not be so busy by then, and he will not need to travel so frequently. He can be normal. I accompany her to and from get off work.
He hurried downstairs to prepare lunch. During his business trip, he took advantage of the ample time to go to the cooking school to practice his cooking skills and made a lot of progress. Although he was not as good as her, the difference was not big.
Will she be surprised?
After preparing six of her favorite dishes, she went to ask the two of them to eat. She picked up Yingying and led her downstairs. She avoided his hand, which made him angry, thinking that she had been away from home for nearly two months.
It took a week for her to be angry, and he calmed down.
Watching her only picking up vegetables for her child and paying attention to the child's meal without even looking at him, which made him feel sour. He picked up a lot of vegetables for her and helped her peel the seafood. He felt it when she ate it without refusing.
Better.
"Eat more." Seeing that she still had the same appetite as usual and was about to stop eating, he couldn't help but persuade her and gave her some vegetables.
Zhao Tianqin pursed his lips, ate the food in the bowl, and put the bowl in the sink. Then he walked back to the room to read a book. Since he was on vacation, he should take care of the children and play with them, otherwise the children would never kiss him.
Huang Zezhong felt sad as he watched her leave. She only took two more bites of the many dishes he prepared. Her expression did not change at all, and she was calm and indifferent without any surprise...
"Dad, eat...!" Yingying pointed to the steamed eggs on the table and said.
Huang Zezhong put aside his helplessness and sadness and took care of his daughter. After the child was full, he quickly eliminated the food, then put the child in the living room to play with toys, then went to clean up the kitchen. Play with the child and watch the child fall asleep soon.
He coaxed her to sleep. When the child fell asleep, he carried the child back to the room and put him down. Looking at the bed with guardrails, he couldn't help but sigh. The crib was no longer in the room.