"Give me your mobile phone." Zhao Tianqin suddenly sat up and looked at him and said. Huang Zezhongjun looked at her with a puzzled face, turned around and took the mobile phone and handed it to her directly, "Password 0319, I will not do anything sorry to you, you
You must have misunderstood me."
Zhao Tianqin remained calm and did not speak. He pulled up the call log and found the number that was called at 3 pm on May 20th. He checked the phone number and noted that it was Yu Xiao, "Who is Yu Xiao? What is your relationship with him, Zai?"
Please explain it carefully." Zhao Tianqin read all the text messages between him and Yu Xiao again, opened his WeChat and checked the chat history between him and Yu Xiao. There were very few chat records, which were very normal.
"Oh, Xiao Yu is a new member of our department, but he resigned last month. I have a good relationship with him. I took him on business trips several times. His wife knew that he was looking for a lady to divorce him...
"Zhao Tianqin read all his text messages and WeChat messages, and checked his mobile phone, but there were no strange chat records. She carefully read all the notes in the address book and saw the phone number, and saw her own phone number,"
Qinqin', she suddenly remembered that he said, 'It's very nice to call you that'. There were no strange numbers or notes. She opened the photo album, and there were a large number of photos of hers, with occasionally a few photos of her children.
She was confused for a moment. Did he really love her? Not the same person? She didn't have the courage to ask him and didn't want to ask. She returned the phone to him, lay down and closed her eyes to take a nap. So what if it wasn't, he wouldn't accompany her, and she wouldn't either.
How long has it been...
"After reading it, can you tell me what happened?" After waiting for a while, she didn't answer. After looking at it, I found that she had fallen asleep. She was always very sleepy after giving birth to Siming, but she still remembered it even when she was so sleepy.
Wake up and feed the children. The children are very important in her heart, more important than him...
Why did she ask Yu Xiao? A person who had never been to the house and was not very familiar with him had an inexplicable feeling that he had nothing to do with Yu Xiao. He couldn't understand...
He took her mobile phone, which had no password. He clicked on it and looked at all the chat records. They were all normal. He saw that her photo album was full of photos of her and her children. Occasionally, there was a photo of him holding his child. He was alone.
Not a single person...
He felt that he should ask for a few more kisses. It was so sad. He lowered his head and kissed her forehead and cheeks a few times, secretly kissing her every day. How would she react? Would she be amused?
In November, Zhao Tianqin was about to have a month of confinement, and he started to go to work. She was a little confused. This stinky man kissed her on the face while she was sleeping every day. She could only pretend that he didn't know, and if he could, he would kiss her when she woke up.
She really wanted to kick him away. If her strength was beyond the limit, she would definitely beat him up.
Afternoon on the 3rd
He came back at only 4 o'clock, which shocked her for a moment. This man skipped work again. He was so willful...
She continued to feed the child and ignored him.
Huang Zezhong sat next to her, touched the little man's hair, and said softly, "I just had a sterilization operation, and I will not let you have any more children. I would rather not have children than let you suffer anymore. I should be here
If we had gone there when we first got married, your health would not have become so bad due to childbirth..."
"Yeah" Zhao Tianqin responded without saying anything. Two was enough. Even if she wanted to give birth to her, her body wouldn't allow it. She was too tired and couldn't hold on anymore...
Hearing her soft "hmm" word, he couldn't help but feel frustrated, but still refused to pay attention to him, and waited quietly for her to feed the child. When she sat up, he hugged her and said, "Let's get along well, don't do this.
To me, I really have no regrets for you..."
Zhao Tianqin let him hold her without moving or speaking. She was reluctant to part with such a warm embrace, but after all, it did not belong to her. What if there was an afterlife where she would no longer have such a porcelain doll physique? She would no longer be so heavy.
Her body and heart were in heavy pain, how good would it be if she no longer had a frail and sick body? She wanted to live a healthy life, no longer bruised, no longer magnified by the constant pain of bruises, which made her suffer every day.
Wandering on the edge of life and death, she wanted to live but was in too much pain to hold on...
December 17
The weather was getting colder and colder. Zhao Tianqin put the two children to sleep and sat on the bed to read. Although the floor heating was turned on, she still felt very cold, just like when she fell into the water and was rescued. It was so cold that she couldn't even drink hot water.
She couldn't feel any warmth. Her body's sensation of heat had completely disappeared. She didn't know the heat but felt a biting cold. Even the hot cooking oil dripping on her hands no longer hurt.
She slept less and less recently, and she didn't want to fall asleep for fear that she wouldn't be able to open her eyes. He started coming home late again and going out early again. She would only see him when she woke up in the middle of the night. Although he would come back for dinner most of the time at noon,
He only came back when she was taking a nap, and when she woke up, he had already gone out. He was also avoiding her, right? That was fine, she just stayed with the child, and she had long since stopped expecting him to accompany her.
She...
She read until 11 o'clock and he still didn't come back. She was so tired and sleepy that she couldn't hold on. She could hardly open her eyes. She put down the book and closed her eyes and fell asleep. When she heard her son's cry in the middle of the night, she opened her eyes suddenly, but she still couldn't hold on.
Sleeping in his arms, she had no idea when he would come back.
She turned sideways to feed the child, patted the child's back gently to coax the child to sleep before getting out of bed. Just as she was about to go to the bathroom, she turned around suddenly and walked heavily to the coat rack step by step.
Standing in front of his coat, she took the coat under her nose with a sad expression. Her nose was filled with a strange and rich perfume, and there was also a breath that made her feel sick.
She hung up her coat, turned around and staggered to the bathroom. She closed the bathroom door and vomited until the sky was dark. Her face was filled with tears and she cried silently. She cried for a long time before she stopped. She washed her face and hands, and took away the dirty clothes.
The shirt and trousers he changed into in the basket did not have any fragrance or smell on them.
Putting the child next to him, she turned her back to him and slept between the two children. Even though he didn't have anyone's fragrance or breath on him, she was still very sad. Who had he hugged? His coat was all covered in other people's perfume.
Taste and breath are not encountered accidentally...
Does he have someone he likes? It doesn't matter if he has someone to accompany him or forget her. Although she pushed him away first, why is she still sad?
She slept all night with her eyes open, and she didn't close her eyes until he got up at six in the morning to go to work. He kissed her forehead lightly and left, which made her feel sick and nauseous.
At the end of the month, he started not coming back for lunch, so she simply fired the nanny. She took Yingying to school with Siming on her back, bought groceries by herself, and picked up Yingying on her back in the evening with Siming on her back. He worked even on Saturdays and Sundays.
, I only rested occasionally, and I didn’t notice that there was no one missing from the house.
Although she was more tired, she was always busy with her children and housework, so she didn't have any extra time to feel sad.
But after putting her two children to sleep, her mind was filled with the smell of the perfume on her coat, and she couldn't fall asleep. She began to suffer from insomnia, and she fell asleep until she was so tired that she couldn't hold on any longer. Her health became worse and worse, and she kept catching colds.
Fever and cough took turns, making her more and more tired.
Occasionally he would come back early, and as soon as he touched her, she would move away. Even if he spoke, she still refused. After a few times, he would no longer approach her or mention her.
During the Spring Festival, she kept having a fever and did not return to her parents' home. When she was in the third year of junior high school, her parents, sister and brother-in-law came to visit her. They stayed until the afternoon of the sixth day of junior high school before going back. She stood at the gate and sent them away, with eyes filled with tears.
The light was desolate, and her heart was filled with sadness. She had a vague feeling that she was going to be there for the last time.
She turned back and sat on the swing, swinging slowly, feeling inexplicably sad. Why was she so sad?