Chapter 440: Time makes people slowly forget bad things
"Young man... your face is such a huge contrast." He shook his head and said helplessly fondly. He didn't like her talking about him like that, but he was very happy that she had such a healthy body, especially...
When the two returned home, they drove to the old house. Looking at the house where they had lived for four years, Zhao Tianqin still had mixed feelings in her heart. The beginning of her happiness was also the most painful beginning.
"I'm going to cook some red bean porridge," Lin Zezhong said suddenly with a smile as he carried her into the old house. After saying that, he stared at her for a long time and pecked her lips before going to the kitchen and skillfully cooking red bean porridge.
Zhao Tianqin sat down on the sofa and waited for him funny. Of course she knew why he took her back to the old house. He just wanted to treat her better and cover up her bad memories, the memories where the pain started.
But time really makes people slowly forget the bad things in the past. When she thought about it, she just felt a little scared. The fear of pain was not the fear of him. After all, she had such a physique, and the pain was magnified.
Just like him, he gradually forgot the loneliness night after night after she left, and woke up unable to see her painful memories.
Zhao Tianqin looked at him and then walked back to the room. Looking at the still familiar room, she went to the bathroom and put warm water in the bathtub. She took off her clothes and lay in to soak. She closed her eyes and thought about everything they had when they were newlyweds.
Di actually fell asleep directly.
After Lin Zezhong had cooked the red bean porridge, he felt that she seemed to be asleep with her eyes closed in the bathtub, which made him helpless. It was only 9:30, and she must have gone to bed so well. He put honey in her bowl of red bean porridge and covered it with a lid.
Then he brought her back to the room and put it on the small table. He went to the bathroom, took her out, wiped her clean, put her into pajamas, and put her in bed to cover her up.
He wanted to laugh inexplicably, just like on his wedding night, but he would not hurt her anymore. She was his wife who must be treated tenderly. After bathing, he lay down next to her and read a book, waiting for her to wake up. He waited for a long time.
She had no intention of waking up, so I had to wake her up.
"Wake up, eat some red bean porridge and then go to sleep." Looking at the little wife who woke up in a daze, she felt funny.
Zhao Tianqin woke up and was speechless for a while, "That's enough for you. Why did you wake me up? I need to get enough sleep, okay?" Does this man want to replay everything about the wedding? He will beat her if she disturbs her sleep.
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"I'm not bothering you, I just want you to eat some red bean porridge." She doesn't think that she is trying to cause harm, right? He just wants her to remember that all the good things he did to her are good things, and slowly forget the bad things.
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Zhao Tianqin felt relieved after hearing that he said he was not going to make trouble with her. She had been feeling a little tired recently, but she was not sick or pregnant. I wonder if he had gone too far, or was the beads affecting her body? She got the beads.
Later, her health began to get worse and worse. Zhao Tianqin became a little worried. She had to find a way to solve the problem of the beads. She was afraid that the existence of the beads would cause her body to decline and die. Although she would definitely not die, she did not want to give up this body. She did not want to
Go back to reincarnation again.
She ate red bean porridge and rested on his arm without sleeping. She had slept for a long time and she didn't feel sleepy.
"Why don't you go to bed and let's chat for a while?" Lin Zezhong said, looking at his little wife in his arms.
"Um"
"On your wedding night, you fell asleep in the bathtub. Why weren't you angry when I carried you out and dressed you?" She stayed at his place for the first time on his birthday, and he had been angry for half a year after just one look.
"You are my husband, why are you angry?" Zhao Tianqin replied speechlessly, what is the problem?
"Then I just took a look at it when I was in college. You were angry and ignored me for half a year." Lin Zezhong asked curiously. He had too many questions, but he didn't dare to ask because he was afraid that she would think of something bad.
"I'm not angry. Look, I didn't want to get married with my physique at that time. We obviously didn't get along so much, and your look in your eyes made me very uneasy. A Ze, why do you love me so much?" Zhao Tianqin asked the doubts in his heart.
, He really loved her in his previous life, and in this life, she could feel his intense and endless love even more.
"I don't know why. Since I started from the Xinhuo world, I have liked you very much and loved you very much. I fell in love with you at first sight. Including the life of the Light Clan, when we saw the wedding, I thought about what it would be like to marry you.
Look, at that time I felt like I was crazy. You don’t know how happy I was when you climbed up the coconut tree and fell into my arms. Even though you kissed me without any touch, I still felt sweet and happy.
Are you not angry? Then you are so alienated from me because of physical problems? You actually liked me and loved me when you were in college, right?" He recalled the beauty of the past and couldn't help but hug her into his arms, letting her
His happy existence.
"Aze, I also liked you and loved you in my last life! When you led me to report, your voice moved my heart. Although I forgot about you after that, until that day when you stopped me to have breakfast together, your voice moved my heart.
.I can see from your various chance encounters and your coming to wait for me for dinner in the morning that I liked you a little at that time, otherwise I would have rejected you long ago. I was different from normal people at that time. You had no ill intentions towards me and your soul was clean.
Warmth is a very special existence.
When you hurt my hand, I wanted to reject you, but when I saw that you were sad and regretful, I softened my heart and forgave you. Although I was only 16 years old at the time, I really knew everything. If it was just because of my poor health, I would not be alienated.
Yours, my constitution makes me afraid to love you.
You had time to buy me things I didn't need, but you didn't have time to accompany me, which made me very sad. When I fell into a coma with fever twice, I actually wanted to tell you about my physical problems and reject you, but I love you,
I can't bear to make you sad. I just thought that I have endured it for so many years and I have long been numb and can't change my face. What can't I bear? How many times did I want to tell you later, but I will definitely break up. I can't let you go, so I deliberately
I alienate you and wait for you to break up, but it’s like you can’t see it.
In addition, you don’t have any bad thoughts towards me. I thought you were gay and I was your shield. On the day I vomited blood in 2017, you let a man hug you and you were very happy. You always have a lot of contaminants on your body.
The male aura. In addition, when I was 5 months old, you were very gentle that day and I don’t know who you were comforting, '...Okay...I will...just bear with it...it will be over soon...Okay'
...Just get a divorce...wait...well, just come...', intermittently, but it feels very bad when connected. I originally wanted to ask you, but you went out directly. I heard you after you went out
That very seductive song on the computer. Coupled with the fact that you always relieve yourself, and the name you gave your son "Si Ming", I have been thinking about whom are you remembering?
I was very sad at that time, trying hard to support the baby in my belly. When I gave birth to Siming, I thought I was dead. My health was very poor at that time, and I couldn’t last much longer. I could feel it. So watch it on your birthday.
After I got your cell phone, even if I knew that I had misunderstood you, I didn’t want to reconcile with you. I thought that if I alienated you like this, you would soon forget me, and then marry a healthy wife and live happily together.
After knowing that I misunderstood you, I started to support myself hard, but I couldn't feel the heat at that time, only the bone-chilling coldness. I didn't even feel my hands being burned by boiling oil, and I couldn't feel it even when I washed my hands with hot water.
A trace of warmth, it took me half a month to get that. I know I can't hold on much longer, plus the perfume on your coat, so even without that text message, I really can't hold on." Zhao Tianqin said everything.
Let’s talk about it briefly.
"If you want to know anything else, just ask. I won't be sad anymore." Zhao Tianqin rubbed his chest, smelling the familiar clean and refreshing but very warm smell on his body.