"It's time to eat." Zhao Tianqin let go of his waist, pushed him away and walked towards the door of the room. He was speechless for a while when he followed her and held her hand. What kind of bet did she have with him? His true spirit has always been
The purpose of clinging to her like this was to ask for marriage? But didn't she achieve it?
She won't go out, she will live life after life in the dream world!
After lunch, she went to play with Chenchen who had woken up and had not yet taken a nap. The baby's giggle made her heart soften. When the baby fell asleep, she took it to her sister and then walked back to the room.
"Why don't you go back? Mom said you shouldn't always cling to me." Zhao Tianqin raised an eyebrow and looked at the man sitting next to her again.
"Shouldn't we get along well together? Why don't you get over your child earlier and come earlier?" Lin Zezhong held her little hand with unclear meaning.
Zhao Tianqin quickly pulled back his little hand and looked at him with contempt, "You just want to bully me!"
"Well! You are my wife, and this is normal. If I don't want you to worry about whether I like someone else or cheat on you!" Lin Zezhong looked at the red-faced person in a funny way, and gently stroked the red face with his big hand.
cheek.
"Are you shy or afraid of me? Huh?" He took the book from her hand and looked into her eyes and asked.
"I'm not shy or scared. It's none of my business if you're blushing. Stay away from me!" Zhao Tianqin glared at him for a few times, pulled her book back and moved it aside. There was always a smelly man sitting next to her.
"Oh! If you're not scared, you're just shy. Wife, you are so funny!" His wife's unkind eyes made him dare not continue teasing her, and he couldn't coax her either!
"Daughter-in-law, is that pearl hairpin yours last night?" Lin Zezhong thought for a moment and asked. He wanted to ask her how much she knew about things outside this world, but he was afraid that she would resent him.
"Well, I feel a sense of calling. This is an item that needs to be recognized. It has the same aura as mine, but it is much larger than my current aura, but it only contains some women's clothes and jewelry." Zhao Tianqin said from the clothes.
She took out a green hairpin from her sleeve and put it in his hand.
"A very beautiful hairpin." Lin Zezhong inserted the hairpin on her head, and the tassels hanging down made her even more delicate, smart and beautiful.
Zhao Tianqin took off the pearl hairpin and put it away, then continued reading.
"Yin Ning entered the dream world with your pearl hairpin, can you also leave the dream world directly with the pearl hairpin?" Lin Zezhong asked directly, he was afraid that she would suddenly leave him.
"I don't know how he can get in and out with it, but I can't get out with it. I still feel a strong restraint. Try it yourself!" Zhao Tianqin took out the beaded hairpin and handed it to Lin Zezhong before continuing.
While reading a book, his expression was calm but with a hint of indescribable alienation.
"Put it away. I'll be wherever you are. I won't leave you." Lin Zezhong felt very bad when he saw her somewhat alienated look. He didn't understand why she didn't trust him and couldn't learn to trust him.
Tell him everything honestly.
He took her little hand and put the hairpin in, "Baby, you should learn to trust me more and be more honest with me."
"Yeah," Zhao Tianqin responded casually, put away the hairpin and continued reading.
Lin Zezhong sighed in his heart. She was too independent and unwilling to rely on others. She once wanted to rely on him, but he didn't give it to her. Now she no longer needs it.
"You're not sleepy anymore? It's almost one hour, why don't you take a nap?" She said that she would read about his life experience when she came back, but she had no intention of reading it yet. Isn't she interested in herself? Aren't she curious about her own affairs?
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"I'm not sleepy. I won't take a nap today. If you're sleepy, go take a nap."
"Okay." Lin Zezhong stood up and walked towards the door. He looked back at her and was still reading seriously. He had no reaction at all to his departure. He suddenly felt a little frustrated.
She quickly went downstairs to the kitchen to get a small piece of cake and a plate of fruit before returning to the room. She put it down on the desk, poured a glass of warm water and placed it next to her left hand.
Zhao Tianqin suddenly looked up at him and said seriously, "Don't always circle around me like this. I'm not a child and don't need you to take care of me like this. I'm not a porcelain doll that needs you to be so cautious. I'm healthy now and don't need you to take care of me like this."
, I feel very stressed by you."
Lin Zezhong sat down next to Zhao Tianqin and thought for a while before he said, "Qinqin, I... I want to be needed. I don't like how you are always so independent. If you don't need my slightest feeling, you can't rely on me."
More. How much do you like me and how much do you love me? I am afraid that you will disappear without being by your side. Compared with your parents, you choose your parents. Compared with my children, you still choose your children. I am with you.
Is it so unimportant in your heart? If you didn’t have children, would you just abandon me?"
Zhao Tianqin put down the book and thought carefully for a long time before looking into Lin Zezhong's eyes and said, "You are also very important, but if you insist on forcing me to choose, the answer is the same as you thought. I am used to being independent and strong, and I don't want to change or
What do I rely on? You won't understand how much I hate myself for being weak and incompetent. Such a humble, desperate and weak person can't get myself out of the abyss at all.
You said you depended on me and was needed. Where were you when I needed you? It was impossible for you to be by my side to protect me right away. You could not and never had.
Why should I sink into the dust and wait for help and reliance when I can be independent?
You said you trust me to be honest, but you have never done it yourself. Why should you ask me if you can't do it?
We grew up together when we were young, but have you ever understood me in the slightest? Do you know how scared I was when I was eighteen years old? You were so arrogant and excessive. Have you forgotten it now? Can't you see that I am afraid? Wake up.
Did you comfort me in the slightest afterward?
Yes, I could indeed feel at that time that you had no malice toward me, only full love, but how could I believe that you treated me like that?
I ran away and you followed me. Did you come to explain and comfort me? No!
You killed them when I traveled with them, yes! They coveted my ability, but you killed them all without saying a word. Don't you know you are so bloodthirsty that I will be more afraid of you after seeing it?
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You are indeed good for me, but have you said anything to me? You asked me to stand among a group of dead bodies and face your bloodthirsty, how can I believe it?
I had only awakened my ability at that time. Your behavior was completely inconsistent with what I perceived. How could I trust you?
I didn't say that you killed Xiaoyue, I just said that you are not Xiaoyue, Xiaoyue is a girl, and it was your own imagination. I am alienating you not because I think you killed someone, but because the maids taught me,
I am a girl and cannot play with boys or have intimate behaviors.